sad

Thought i could go for sun tanning today.. but the damn rain... spoiled our plan.. sad.. i never go to the jurong swimming complex before.. since des asked me to go, i wanted to go very much.. but.. haiz.. we r not fated.. =x

stayed at hm to watch the star awards repeat.. saw shane and henryk.. the one passing the trophies to the guest, whom then present it to the winners.. they took turns to present i think..

haiz.. i dun like this year.. a lot of things changed. the separations.. i hate separations! since young, i'v been encounting separations.. can we jus settle down at one place? can we dun change?

"wad do u wan to be in ur next life?"
" a tree"
"y?"
"once the tree grows out roots, it will stay at tt place foreve!"

familiar? maybe ur might have forgotten.. but i remembered it clearly.. i like this drama a lot.
i know i'm being childish to even think of this.. haiz.. sadx.. ;(

The following things tt i'm gonna write is not related to the above things.. those are random stuffs.

my dearest friend is facing some problems now.. and i feel sad and angry for her too.. wad's her best friend is treating her?! a ball? tt she can take and throw as and when she likes? has she forgotten tt when she need someone the most, my dearest friend is the one who's beside her? showering her wif care and concern? when she has no where to go, feel lonely, its my dearest friend who asked her along when she's out dating wif her bf.. and now, she has companion during the big festival that we're all looking forward now, she said she's not free..

i know i'm bad for reprimanding her here.. and its none of my business right? but my friend is so sad.. try being neglected by ur closest friend and tell me wad's ur feelings!

inoeuwillnotbeder4me
btitsok..