yl's chalet

a buzy weekend neh!! hehex.. went to yong liang's chalet.. his birthday coming ma.. on mon.. so its an early celebration..


went to watch volleyball friendly match on fri. lin na they all came to tp.. so went back tp to find her. so many ppl.. ppl came from different institutions.. ite, nyp, np, rp.. well, tp and np will be having another match tml.. might be going to watch again.. wanna see tt zhan hao+ alvin ng=him plays.. sure very nice one.. woots! came back hm after watching the matches..

after i came back hm, lin na called to ask me whether wanna go chalet first anot.. cos initially, i planned to go on sat.. but since she's feeling rather emo, she wanna go chalet first cos east coast mah.. the beach is a very good place to do reflections, destress.. so after being psychoed by her, went to the chalet wif her..

That chalet is the smallest tt i've went to so far.. i doubt there are chalets which are smaller than tt... mj,yl,alan, kelvin were there onli.. four big guys are playing mahjong when we reached there.. hmm.. so went to 7-11 to buy my supper den to the beach and sat down.. oh.. its so nice.. cos its windy and cold.. but i'm eating a hot and yummy tom yam cup noodle.. atmosphere was nice.. wif wilber's song in the background.. *missing it!* but something's missing..

sat there till 3 plus.. den went back to the chalet to find the guys.. watched them play was so boring.. so played yl's laptop.. no special games.. onli those solitary stuffs.. den when we were so damn bored, yl den said "wanna watch movie? i have some in my laptop" wow lao.. so early say huh.. wanted to watch stay alive.. but lin na dun wan watch den i watched alone.. but then the stupid sound effect is so scary.. so watched rob-b-hood again.. cos lin na havent watch.. but then watched till half way, she wanna sleep cos she has make- up lecture the next day.. den i watched alone again.. but 5 mins later, my eyes were closed! hahahax.

i wanted to watch the sun rise.. so i asked yl to wake me up at 5.30am like tt.. but then when 6.30am,

yl:"*pushed me* aei! sunrise! wan watch not?"

me:" huh? wad time now? "

yl"6.30am"

me: aiya.. dun wan (shld be my reply) nvm.. "

so, my wish to witness the sun rise is not accomplished again.. well, i lack of perserverence when comes to waking up.. sadx.. annoyed..

woke up at 7am like tt.. came hm while lin na went back NP.. so the min i got hm, i slept liao.. slept till 11.15am.. den ate my branch (breakfast+lunch) den went to meet da loo.. went eye brow threading.. den went orchard to meet des..

walked around, den they pei me go dental appointment.. yeah!! no more rubber band.. no need liao.. jie tou! after tt, went to topshop.. des wanna buy jeans.. but the main purpose is to become topshop's member..


thought onli gals are so ma fan when comes to shopping.. but guys are nothing better.. hahahax
oppps! so spent quite sometime to help him choose and decide wad to buy.. after tt, walked around to kill time.. meeting mei yu at 5.30pm.. so,MY finally came.. went to buy yl's pressie.. den went to eat dinner..

ur must be thinking tt, since we r having bbq later, y r we still eating our dinner there right? but let me tell u.. luckily i ate my dinner there.. if not i would be hungry dead.. cos of my tightened braces la.. the bbq food all so hard.. i eat one, teeths pain like siao.. so the sight of food, i sian 1/2..

after dinner, went to meet lin na and shi hui.. den to chalet..

saw anita and dao hui at bedok hawker.. supposed to meet dao hui they all at east coast.. but too late liao.. but we r still fated to see each other!!! glad huh? hahaha..

few mins after we reached chalet, des and shi hai came.. stupid desmond.... kept bluffing me tt he will not be going to the chalet.. said wad going to meet his friend den play pool wif them at kim seng plaza.. in the end, still went right?! but actually yl fri night already told me they going le.. bluffed me onli.. so acted along..

oh! i missed shi hai lots! seriously..miss ur forest leg.. ahhaz.. so long nvr see him liao..

the guys mahjonging again and bbqing while i watched tv.. cos in mahjong, they gamble.. then i sure lose one ma.. and i dunno how to play.. but nevertheless, they were still kind enough to entertain me and played wif me for ONE round.. hehe.. and in bbq, i can't even eat.. so might as well relax and watched the tv..

got wilber's programme! finally.. oh.. nearly forgotten got wilber's program. Jas told me on mon tt there's will's program but i've cleanly forgotten abt it.. sorry jas.. luckily got MY to remind..

wilber is so smart.. like him lots!

after tt, all went to play soccer and volleyball.. but i stayed behind to watch movie.. tokyo drift.. wanted to watch tt last time.. but no time and pple to watch wif..

den all came back liao when watching halfway..

tokyo drift watched finished le den watch the american pie... nice movie!

after tt, sian liao, went outta chalet to find lin na they all.. once i got out, she suggested watching the stars.. den KC sacrificed his towel to let us lie down and watch.. woots!! its so nice and romantic! hahaha... first time watching star like tt in my life.. so dramatic.. KK very funny..

KK"feel like sleeping"

me:"so not romantic!"

KK: " wif yong liang lying beside me?! ask me to be romantic?"

LL,lin na, yong liang : *laughs out loud*

but for me, even if its lin na was the one lying beside me, i still found it romantic.. hehe.. bleahx.
coz i'm thinking of u while watching the stars..

but after a while, i fell alsleep.. but woke up after half an hour later.. wanted to watch the sun rise again.. but they said there wont be any cos its cloudy at the horizon there.. so we gave up tt idea and went back chalet..

but the gate was closed.. so we climbed over the gate.. woah.. so scary!! i got height phobia one wor.. yet still climbed over.. hahha.. shi hai so scared.. we all took turns to climb over den when he and alan were left out there, both played sticks to decide who to go first.. hillarious..

went to sleep and woke up at 9am... woken up by darren.. he whacked me wif his frisbee.. evil..
den pei lin na blading.. its her 2nd time blading.. so she wanna master it.. then she asked all the guys to blade but none agrees except the kind me and bing han.. :P

one more thing.. i injured my knee cap again.. while blading.. lost balence and fell into the mud there.. but so strange.. the fall was not a great one... just a slight pomp onli and bleed liao.. well,
this shows tt i am not thick skinned! :p

after blading, went to Gelare to eat den went back chalet to find them and checked out..

came back hm at 12pm like tt.. den slept till 7pm.. nOw so bloody awake!

miss the stars!

cds

hmm... how shld i describe myself? late and blur queen! ya.. its first day of sch today and i'm late for sch again.. supposed to meet ying at 8.50am at atm there and asked her nt to be late.. but i'm the one who's late.. :(

wad to do? blame the bus driver loh.. my tortoise crawl also can crawl faster than tt damn bloody bus... was cursing the bus all the way. wad is highway for? for crawling ar?! sickening.. well, ur may say tt its also partly my fault for nt getting out of the hse earlier.. but how the hell will i know tt the bus tt i'm gonna take is gonna be slower den my tortoise?! by right the journey to sch is onli 20 mins like tt but i took 35mins to reach today! and its going by highway! wth.. *boiling* i'm nt saying we shld speed.. but at least drive at a rightful speed.. we all have school to attend and work to go.. the bus driver shld think of others and nt only for themselves... by drivng slowly, they will affect a lot of things.. and this also applies to other jobs..


sorry.. i got carried away.. and the more i write, i got more angry and pek cei.. cos its nt the first time.. when i was in sec 3 or 4 also happened before.. nearly late becuz of the crawling bus.. den got one auntie scolded the uncle.. i felt so damn shuang at tt time!

and guess wad the uncle replied?

auntie: 'can drive faster anot?!'
' ppl need to work and students need go sch leh!'

driver: 'i'm very sleepy!'

auntie:' den stay at hm and dun come here make ppl late!'


the passengers all got shocked.. the bus started to accelerate.. if nt really late for sch..


oh well, i shall end this topic.. cos i'm getting frustrated.. and den made me so agitated and rejected mei yu's date.. hehex..

she asked me to go kbox tml but den asked at the wrong time.. sorry gal.. dun mean it.. blame the bus uncle! lolx.


hmm.. shall continue wif my sch..


so was late for the lab.. but its computer stuffs la.. i thought wad sia.. den went into the lab wif a blur face.. machiam like a pri 1 kid..

shared the lab wif other classes ppl.. more shuai ges in other class... bleahx


oh! today's lessons super super seng lang..

9am-12pm ---> computer stuffs.. (say the sub name, head hard hard they all also dunno)

12pm-1pm ----> lunch break

1pm-1.15pm ---> t'cher briefly told us wad is it abt for lab (physics stuffs)

1.15pm-3pm ----> break (stayed in lib) 2 hrs break!

3pm-4pm ---> psps tutorial (sth like those technical writing)

4pm-5pm ----> break again! (supposed to be psps still)

5pm-6pm----> psychology lecture


at long last.. finally psychology.. at first i thought onli me, mong and anita know each other in tt LT only.. but den i was totally wrong!!

pei yong, ting jie, darryl (tkd group) are also there...

gary, ck, serene, and one guy i forgot his name (mantiz) all there

jesslyn (yokie's friend) and melissa (other group :p) also there

nt lonely liao.. but den, tutorial onli anita and me.. oh well,

to: dearest anita,

let's surport each other!! at least we have each other... :)


ok la.. tml is hari raya so no sch.. gonna sleep late late liao.. :))


ps: my hair color fade le!! :((

unpredictable

its a nice entry tt i blog juz an hr ago.. and now, i juz heard a bad news from 'i dun noe'.. i'm quite shocked and sad.. our e-maths lecturer, Mr Vick Sundaraj is dead. He died of illness.. well, i can still remember the first day when i entered into his class.. i was late and went into the classroom by the back door and he juz smiled at me as i went to take my seat. and he even scared the hell out of me when he said we will take supp paper for e-maths if we fail ca.. and he even confirmed wif us tt he will see us in e-maths 3. but now?? we wont be able to see him now.. though he onli taught us for a month or few weeks onli, but he did give me a great impact.


He likes to do a sum and den analyse wif a ' but, its wrong!' quite funny at times.. from his case, i find tt our live is very cui rou.. unpredictable... one min u r jux so fine and normal and the next min, u r dead.. not able to do a slightest thing..
http://temasekpoly.wordpress.com/2006/10/18/goodbye-mr-vick-sundaraj/

ur may send in ur tribute to him by going to this webbie.. and wear black on mon..
i will try and wear a black shirt or pant on mon.. a tribute to him.. cos he's once my tutor..

there's this phrase.. once a teacher, always a teacher..

so, treasure ur loved ones from this min.. u nvr know wad's gonna happen to him/her the next moment..

mavis

hoho!! finally watched Rob-b-hood le!! its so damn nice la.. i like louise koo and the baby of cuz!! Louise koo so handsome... baby so cute.. luv it! hmm... after 4 long yrs, finally went out wif mavis! my dear lil skinny gal.. haha.. took neoprints together..


i like the neoprints.. nice.. its been such a long time since i take neoprints.. the last time i took was wif rere.. den nvr take le.. for 3 mths le.. hmm.. had a very good catch up wif mavis..
shall meet up more often!!

oh yea.. my cds is psychology.. well, quite happy.. cos since sec 4, i wanted to be psychiatist(is it spelt like this?) though now no chance to be tt, but at least can know a bit.. and hope my cds class has shuai ge!! lolx. well, muz think of my future mah...

mon sch reopen le!! kind of dun feel like going back to sch.. but den nvm la.. after such a long rest.. shld go back to sch compound.. miss andrew.. hehe..

k la.. going off now!!

ciaos!

i'm gonna give up!!
nt gonna cry becuz of u..
nt anymore!

tkd camp

Juz came back from tkd camp.. well, i'm so dame tired! i'm gonna quickly blog finish and den get into sweet dreams..

Honestly, i didn't really expect much from this camp.. i thought it will be a very boring training camp which will onli do all those kickings, sparring and pattern.. but den i was totally wrong! lolx.

well, it actually turned out to be quite fun and we get to know each other better le!! tts a good thing.. oh, i like the forfeit that the seniors gave to us.. haha.. cos during the ice-breaking session, we played games... and sway sway i am one of the four kana forfeit one... so the four of us are, grace, me, daniel and ken. And our forfeit is to become plastercine. meaning, we can't move at all but the ppl will make us do a action and remain there.. can't move at all.. and so they did all those mean things to us.. made us in a very awkward position.. lolx.. we were laughing damn hard la.. can't imagine sia.. and den some other games also la.. and i'm so super sway.. got to be plastercine for twice!!

after ice-breaking, had lunch.. slacked around.. den its training liao.. lead by baygone.. and haha.. the min i stepped into the sports hall, when he saw me, den he said
' wow! change hairstyle liao ar!'

me " den nice anot?!'

baygone' "y u cut hair? so short!"

me " u haven't ans me! nice anot?!"

baygone " (give a not nice look) ok lo.. different style le lo.. "

me " like tt den nt nice liao la!!"

haiz.. he's the onli one who dun like.. oh well nvm, but the rest of the tkd ppl likes my new hairstyle and color!! lolx.. they all told me its nice la.. so happy.. okok... stop it..


our training ended at 9.30pm like tt.. dun think its so tough like tt... actually we slack like hell.. (shh!!) after tt, went bathing and onli managed to eat our dinner cum supper at 10pm like tt!!! the latest dinner i had.. after dinner, went up to allumni lounge there to watch vcd.. its seniors sparring and the pattern team .. after tt den went to sleep.. but i juz can't sleep!!

so went to the next room to ka jiao them.. but seniors all still at alumni lounge there... inside onli got nick and shu hui.. so i trained kicking again since nick's around to guide me.. initially i was so bloody cold la.. den after a few kicks, sweat liao and worse.. became more energetic! haha.. tts at 1am like tt.. but tried to sleep anyways.. but i had a hard time!! cos its so bloody cold! i onli managed to sleep like one or two hrs? on and off.. den at 4am, i finally can't tahan liao! went out of the room wif shu hui.. and went chit-chat wif ken and travis they all.. then finall, all the ppl woke up.. 5.30am liao..


prepared for PT. Baygone came back tp and lead us to run bedok reservoir since he stays so near tp.. den ran like hell.. but after the run, i'm filled wif satisfaction!! we completed 4km like tt.. surprisingly i didn't stop and walk.. kept jogging... oh ya! during the run, baygone said i become ah lian liao.. cos of my highlighted hair.. think he yesterday nvr see.. this moring den realised..

and worst.. nick also agrees.. adding to the worse, travis asked me y i highlight purple.. nice meh? den i asked him ' den not nice ar?'

den he said ' oh well, i shall keep my comments to my own" which means tt he dun think its nice.. this conversation was at mid night.. when we cant sleep. think guys dun appreciate my nice hair.. onli gals do.. yeah.. gals rocks!


hmm.. after running, had breakfast.. den pack bag and slack till 9.30am den went to sports hall to play games!! i'm in team 2 and team 2 won!! proud to say.. lolx. and the forfeit for team 1 is to be blindfolded and eat and guess the food.. the games masters are cruel.. the food included chilli padi. heng heng our team won! and poor daryl and daniel.. their reactions so big la.. esp daniel.. and travis too.. haha.. both can fight.. machiam like backside caught fire den dashed to the water cooler.. super hilarious la.. after games den its lunch period again.. den after lunch its sill free period.. cos gotta wait for baygone to come back at 1.30pm to train us.. so as usual, listen to their craps, tok cork.. lame jokes, lame stuffs all came up.. all the way to 1.30pm

baygone sir finally show up liao.. den started training.. omg.. this training.. wad can i say?? its useful for gals la.. actually nt onli gal.. for all.. we learnt of how to fall down but will nt be injured and recover back.. painful can.. den later he taught us how to throw a person.. so the person being thrown will fly up den land on the floor..

its so scary can?! i paired wif shi xing.. and she threw me first... got fly up a lot of times.. den now left hand elbow there blue black liao.. pain... den its my turn to throw her!! but, i'm so lousy la.. onli managed to let her fly for a few times onli.. she wanted to let me try but dun have the heart sia.. so pain one lo.. later throw liao nvr land in proper way den will injured de wor..

so after throwing, quite seng lang liao.. he juz taught us the body parts tt can be directly aimed at and attack and tt opponent will be yelling like hell.. cool.. den we tried different ways of defending when being attacked.. partenered wif xi sing.. she's another funny peep.. kept making me laugh.. made my joints nearly broke.. so hiong lo.. but like tt den can learn la.. den his training finally ended.. at 5.30pm..

dinner time!! and its 'buffet' haha.. at first i thought its some catering services from outside.. but after asking andre, he said its ordered from biz park. oh well.. den when u pass by and see the thingy, it looks nice la.. like catering stuffs.. den when u open the cover, its actually simila to our lunch box... just the ingredients all put separately nicely.. oh well, expected too much.. hahah.. cos they told me 'we r having buffet tonight'

after eating, we all came back hm.. ok!! my eyes are half closed now!! ciaos!

ps1: i got a lot of new nicknames created by baygone sir.. thanks to him, all tkd ppl started calling me by those nicks liao... -_-

ps2: thiha very poor thing.. committed to tkd yet nt sure of the camp and realised onli during our dinner.. he went back sch is for other purpose also lo... sure tio shocked..

ps3: shawn they all shld've gone.. missed out a lot..

no more ps le.. hahaha!! lor soh..

new image

yae.. as u can see, i'm back here blogging again.. cos i miss my blog.. i miss everything... at least things are better now.. (did it?) i'm not sure.. nvm.. i still have lotsa friends who still cares for me..


at least i chose to belive tt.. make myself happy for awhile..

oh, i cut my hair.. hair highlighted too.. woots! haha.. a change of style.. wanna look different.. some said nicer but some dun reallie like it.. well, for me, i jus can't get used to it also.. miss my long hair.. but majority said i look nicer wif my long hair.. but face looked rounder also.. hahaha..


went sun tanning on last sat again wif ying.. so i've become darker.. and a salesgal mistook me for a malay gal... lolx.

having tkd camp tml.. so few ppl going... sadx.. makes the atmosphere so not fun.. i dun wanna go at firx too.. but since i've nth to do at hm and i dun wanna think of all those rubbish stuffs, i've decided to join the camp.. hope the camp is fun.. will get to know each other better... skills better..


feel so hurt.. but then i dunno how to put in words.. i dunno how to express myself.. when giving advice to my friends, i sound so expert, but actually i'm jus nth compared to them.. i get even more speechless.. felt tt i expect more then i shld.. and eventually get hurt more easily.. maybe i shld be contented wif wad i have now and nt ask for too much.. so tt life will be better and easier and simpler..


gonna starting packing liao.. its late.. ciaos!

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i miss u!!
get outta my brain pls!

dIsaPointed

i'm happy yet sad... cum excited.. mixed feelings..
well, rere called me yesterday.. in the afternoon..
i got so damn surprised and happy to receive a call from her la!! lolx..
nvr expect her to call me and its 12 midnight at US there.. so sweet! told me her happenings.. envy her... haha.. i also wan go!!
must save up den go visit her one day..though our connections nt good..
but hope will have more phone sessions.. wanna tell her my life.. our life here..
so tt she'll always be updated..
i jus wanna treasure some1 who really treats me as her friend..
haiz.. i'm confused now...
i suddenly dunno wad to blog.. cos its suppose to be a nice entry..
but if i continue to blog, it might turn out to be a nasty entry..
i have an urge to let my tears in my eyes to fall down on my pale cheeks..
aiya...
i'm strong!! *holding back*

i tried my best.. but wadever outcomes it become,
i have nth more to say..
maybe i dun give others a gd impression..
:((
did i ask for too much?
i've become more and more nasty?
i hate myself? for being a hypocrite? yes
crocodile tears?
dynamic change..
globe is round...


wont be blogging too often.. or rather, would stop blogging for the time being..
wait till happiness come and knock on my front door again or when i've regained my confidence...
giving myself a probation period...
shut off for everything~~

sick and tired..
wanna be irresponsible for a while... or maybe, i have always been irresponsible?

so, i will end here le... good bye my dear regular customers!! will miss ur lots... ;)



urge to cry..
yet can't squeeze out..
heart is crying though,
but at least we r closed once..
tt will always be on my mind..
words can't describe.. or rather,
i dunno how to put in words..
its all my wishful thinking..

passed!

yeah!! i passed my supp paper! happy... will be in T09 again.. yohoooo!~~ guys... i'm back! i'm back yo, u know it! i'm back yo, u know it! hmm... at first i thought the resuts will release on mon.. but i waited and waited, wait until hua er ye xie liao, i still didn't get the sms for the results.. den this afternoon, i finally got it! the msg came without my concern.. i thought it was a msg from my friens but onli realised it when i opened and read it.. yupx.. tts it! hmm... though not everybody passed.. but dun be discouraged.. mux continue to jia yo!! t09 always behind u! hmm.. special special thanx to terence!! without u = no me... :P haha.. feel honoured right?? u dun head big big wor.. later i take my word back.. hmm.. ok la.. going grading this sun again.. wish me luck! going off! ciaos!

lee hom

nvr expect to go out today.. thought would rot at hm wif wan tian's comics.. but mei yu called me to go J8 to pass poster to wan yee to let Wang lee hom sign. then we shun bian also q for the autograph thingy also.. Then, q for 2 hrs plus like tt, he finally came.. well, he's still very handsome.. but slimed down alot.. i prefer his previous body built. Now he's too thin.. dun suit him.. too bad.. no hand shakes.. y is it everytime when i get to go and let him sign, i can't shake his hand but den when i didn't let him sign, he would shake hands wif the fans?? but nvm la.. at least wilber will shake hands wif everybody no matter how huge the crowd is. :)) anyway, juz went up and smiled at him den went off the.. after letting him signed, we decided to watch movie. we watched 'the haunted apartment'. well, its not really tt scary.. it didn't scare the hell out of me.. lolx.. which is usually rare when i watch a scary movie.. i would always be the one pulling the person beside me's shirt or hug my neighbour. this time round is the other way round.. hahaha.. ;) overall, this movie is nice.. the storyline is good.. very sad also.. y e hell that kind of father exist who would rape his own daughter?! its so cruel.. oh.. and i like tt jap guy.. he's so handsome.. and so good.. charming.. if i have a handsome and nice neighbour den tts gonna be so good la.. but i'm dreaming man.. my neighbours are all indians, uncles.. ah mas.. sad.. *weeping* haiz.. but tt yan dao died in the end... so sad la.. he's so innocent.. yan daos normally wont die.. but he did.. so unfair.. :( tts wad i dun like about the movie.. should have let the gal and tt guy like each other ma.. so sweet.. but nvm la.. at least the ending also nt bad.. hmm.. after movie, we came back hm le.. yup.. and tml's supp result releasing.. nervous? quite.. k la.. ciaos!