yeah!!

yeah!! exams are over!! i can sleep early again.. for the pass few days, i'm onli able to sleep at 4.30am. den woke up at 8am. 3hrs plus of wink only...

but.. exams are over means competition is drawing nearer too!!! *nervous*

trained for half a year jus for this day..

well, going out later..


its time to relax..



blog again!! ciaos!


missmissesnmoremisses

exams

Jus had maths paper today.. hmm.. not bad.. hope can score well for it.. my expectations are not high.. 2 more papers to go and tt marks the end of my 1st year in tp.. time flies huh?

IVP is next fri.. i'm so nervous abt it.. man.. as the day comes nearer, i'm getting more and more anxious and nervous.. seems like, i haven't been improving.. stiffness.. seriousness..

'how much do ur want to win the medal, den shout as loud as how much u want the medal!'

by our shouting, its rated as below average ..

we are the first team from tp to go in.. the stress level is super high la.

"if ur do nicely, give ppl the 'yeah we rock!' attitute, the rest of the seniors will be doing well for the next two days too!"

'ur are the one setting the standard.. how good tp is, its all depends on ur already'

woah.. i'm praying super hard everyday tt miracle do appear..

*pray tt i dun smile in front of the judges*
*pray tt our shout will stun the ppl in the hall*
*pray tt we coordinates well*

i'm not greedy... jus three wishes.. maybe pray again tml? wif new wishes?? hehe.. sian.. gonna worried abt papers and competition as well.. stress ah!

y can't we be like them?? strength is not limited.. can exert as and when they like? serious as and when they can?

haiz.. how do we change our weak points into our strenth? *thinking hard*

alright, gonna stop here le.. ciaos!!! wish me luck in my exams! *wink*

ps:MIA

CNY2007

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! I'm a happy lil woman on the eve of chinese new year.. :))

new yr eve

woke up early to help out..

went to uncle hse to eat reunion dinner.. had steamboat.. missed my nephews and nieces.. hehe..

went to count down after dinner wif:

mei yu, yi ling, jas, yi ling's sis, yi ling sis bf, zhi xian, terrence, terrence's twin brothers and zhi xian's friend..


its so damn crowded la.. we got separeted for quite a few times.. before the count down and after the count down..

bought lotsa sweets, gao lak and gua zi.. the ppl are fun..

got embarresed too.. *face burning hot*

let me tell u..

well, after the count down, we wanted to go back and buy the muah chee tt are from taiwan de.. so, we went into the crowd again.. and this time, the crowd got fiercer.. ppl behind kept pushing and ppl from the opposite directions are also pushing towards us.. damn..

den dunno y, some ppl behind me thought i tripped and fall.. but i was still standing den a gal behind me said
"u ok ma?? u stand up first, i give u space to stand.. "

the thing is, I AM STANDING ON MY LEGS!!

den jas knew tt she mistook me den helped me tell her " lolx.. she is standing.. she short!!"

damn.. the gal got super pai seh den ppl around me all laughing sia.. haha.. its quite ridiculous to say i'm sitting down also.. where got ppl so tall until sit liao still so tall right? but i know tt gal is nice la.. haha.. so i dun blame her..

oh.. jas and me experianced a dramatic scence..

at a certain stage, the crowd pushed fiercely.. den i was holding her hand and tried to pull her as i got pushed forward. but ppl from other directions jus cut thru and we got separated!
machiam like the separation scence

" LL, dun go!"
"hold tight my hand!!!"
"cannot!!"
"jas!!"
*separated*

after tt, went out of the area, without buying any muah chee.. sadx. went to eat roti prata instead.. nvr come hm to sleep..

1st day of new year= my sleeping day..

not much red packets.. =(

alright, gonna start studying tml.. going uncle's hse tml too.. more red packets pls??




the kids






love him lots!!


opps! pls tilt ur heavy head!!

java finished

woots!! no more java!! so relaxed now.. as ur can see the date, its Valentines' day today..

i self declare holiday too.. lolx.. cos no point going to sch jus for one hr to 2 hrs when its not really important.. jus for attendance..

going out later.. haha.. i have a date too!! lolx.. wif 2 macho guys.. hmm.. still thinking of whether i should go sch tml.. jus to take back my maths quiz.. onli for an hour.. see how things goes.. alright, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!!!! its a sweet day.. ;))

ps: baygone likes wilber too!! lolx.

war conquared

not overjoyed.. no extraordinary feelings.. contradicting huh?? I'm also not sure of my feelings.. wierdo..

Feel like smashing my computer into pieces!!! I can't even switch on my bloody com now!!!!!! how i wish my mom will come back now and buy a new computer for me..


things are slightly getting on track now.. (always look on the bright side) :))

maybe we have some hope to go for IVP now..

thanx for all the support!!!!! love u guys lots!! i really appreciate it..

"janice, jia yo!!"

"must get in hor! if not dun tok to me!"

"u have our support!"

"ur can go in one de!!"

"dun be nervous!"

Those were the words of encouragement when we were down.. thank you!! lately, i've always have the urge to cry when i hear those words.. cos i'm really touched.. when i thought nobody cares about us, look down on us. but u guys nvr gave up on us at all.. :)) *tears rolling in my eyes*

regardless of whether we can go for the IVP, we've no regrets now.. becos, we've already put in our best effort liao..

well, i'm in free access lab now piaing the java.. damn.. tml is the submission day!!! haiz.. stress.. and, i'm still not done..

and tml is also another to make the final decision of whether we can get into competition not..

wish me luck!!! gtg.. ciaos! =)

goes on

Things are not going my way yet life still goes on..