chalet

went for yi ling and jas's chalet yesterday after sch.. quite alot of ppl turn up.. ppl whom i dun expect to go also went... and her current class boys also. well, ate quite a lot of food during the bbq session.. but nvr really interact well wif them.. we played certain games to warm up the place but still, its difficult and her class guys nvr stay overnight.. tt chalet was very dirty.. alot of croaches and insects.. ourtray of bbq food were also being attacked by them.. caused us to waste so much food.. *heartache* den after bbq, many ppl went hm, and left wif da loo, annie, mei yu, shi hui, shirlene, lin na, me, yi ling, jas, des, shi hai and yong liang.. sang birthday song for both of them in the room and cut in the room and des bacame the table.. heex.. rather cute.. hmm.. den they started to play games when i went downstairs wif mei yu to bath.. den being playful, i went upstairs to play wif them while waiting for mei yu to bath finish. haha.. very stupid and lame game.. its actually truth or dare but aiya.. dunno how to describe.. if there's chance will intro to u guys.. den my dare was super funny.. haha.. aiya.. later i say out den made shi hai pai seh.. so..better dun say la.. erm.. den mei yu bath finished le but i was lazy to bath cos different games came up so i didnt bath at all!!! feeling dirty.. erm.. after the games, went to macdonalds there to watch soccer match.. atmosphere was good.. haha..den chat for awhile and went back to chalet.. den all went to sleep but i played blackjack wif the boys and we bet... when des and yong liang were the bankers, always made me lose money and pay them but when shi hai was the banker, he's the best!! he didn't count me in for losing money to him.. haha.. if not will be losing quite alot.. so, shi hai, u're the best!! gentleman.. hehe.. haiz.. onli won $0.30 ... sad.. den we got bored from playing the normal blckjack.. so des invented one "blackjack" and we had to bet $1 at a time den we see who got blackjack straight away den can get the money!! woah.. damn exciting!! des got twice blackjack den i onli got once.. hahha.. damn fun.. shi hai got once i think... ok.. oh, while we were still playing blackjack, mei yu, lin na, shi hui and sjirlene left chalet le.. they went to sch..after blackjack thingy, all went up to bedroom to tok cork.. till 10am den took cab wif the guys.. they sent me to tp.. den once i reach the canteen, haha.. i turn very 'wierd' hee..like not answering to the questions tt ying asked, retarded.. usually during dfund lecture is the most attentive one but today, the one hr was like ten hrs!! kept falling alsleep.. den after sch, went to eat lunch wif ying and mong.. den came hm and slept for 7 hrs.. and now is mid night lo.. gonna go back sleep again.. force myself to sleep if not tml also cannot pay attention in class.. haiz.. and i flunk my e-math.. sad. ..

wilber

yeah!!! finally got wilber's new album!!! well, haven't listen all the songs but i'm certain tt they are very nice... hee... got posters too.. cos it comes wif a giant poster if u buy singapore's version. yea.. and he looks very handsome.. as usual.. erm.. tml gonna go yi ling and jas's chalet.. hope we all will have fun!! hee.. looking forward to it.. ok.. gotta go now.. needa do hw..

in my dream

supposed to go out wif da loo today.. but while i was still in my dreamland in the morning, she called and postphoned it to tml.. dunno is she's sick or who sick.. was still in my sleeping mood so nvr really go and listen carefully.. jux answer ok all the way.. haha.. so next time, if ur wanna my help or borrow anything tt i wont lend ur, can call me up when i'm asleep.. sure succeed de.. so now stayed at hm and rot.. wanna do wrtoral but i juz dun have the mood to take out tt book and the research.. and i'm not sure of how to do.. maybe calling them up.. aiya.. will still try on my own first.. cos mux have mistakes in order to learn and understnad more.. true? dunno .. but wadever the case is, will finish it up today.. ok.. shall stop now.. gonna do wrtoral le.. bye

updating

Juz to update wad i've been doing for these few days.. well, juz slacking at hm, going out, TKD training.. yesterday went to sentosa for sun tanning.. haha.. got diff comments sia.. i asked them whether i'm darker or not yesterday during TKD training.. den one guy said become fairer... -_- fairer sia.. lolx. but shawn said got darker.. ahaha.. oh... TKD training is becoming more fun le.. but the kicks all starting to get tougher le.. haiz.. mux practice more at hm le.. if not really can't catch up.. the ppl in TKD are all very friendly...nice ppl..funny peeps too.. haiz.. tt's y i nvr miss any of the trainings during the holidays.. and the ding chang nvr come to the training at all.. well, think he's slacking at hm and watching world cup bahx... grading is on 8/7/06 .. hopefully can get double promotion.. heex.. though i know its rather impossible.. but trying hard.. er.. going out later.. wif lin na.. she's gonna but a gown for tml.. guess wad? she's the emcee for a tian cai's boss's wedding dinner.. together wif shane.. erm.. not bad? got free meal, get to wear nice gown.. aiya.. shit.. have been slacking real hard and i didn't even touch my books at all.. shit.. think sun will stay at hm to study and get back the knowledge.. i'm always lin shi bao fou jiao.. its bad.. ok.. gonna go eat lunch le.. haven't go downstairs since i woke up this morning.. cos needa sign up for the cds thingy ma.. den i'm super wols.. (slow) yea.. hope i'm able to get inti the subject that i want.. phsychology.. my sec 4's ambition is to be a psychologist leh.. but now cannot fulfil it.. but at least can know a little bit thingy of it.. heex. ok.. going off now.. bye!

eating marathon

wHoo!! yesterday, which is one hr ago onli had a eating marathon.. hehe.. ok.. wasted 6 bucks on cab to paragon... cos i dun wanna be late again for my dental appointment.. the dentist kept complaining tt i was late.. so i this time good gal and was puntual for the appointment BUT.. when i reached there, there were quite a lot of ppl der and its not my turn yet.. haiz.. waited for 15 mins or so den its my turn.. shouldn't have taken a cab there.. but the cab uncle also quite good... the fare supposed to be $6.60 including ERP and peak hr but he charged me 6 bucks only.. saved $0.60 (actually can save 6 bucks lo -_-) so changed my wire and everything.. got tightened.. very pain.. den went to meet jas, yi ling and da loo at cine.. saw xian hao while waiting for yi ling and da loo.. he is working there.. yea.. changed a lot.. jaz can't even recognize u.. watched she's the man.. damn nice and funny... its a mux watch movie... yea.. haven't been laughing out loud in cinema for a long time le.. felt great.. hehe.. hmm.. after movie, went to meet my uncle, auntie, nephews, cousins for dinner.. at orchard shopping centre.. sakura.. buffet style.. haiz.. juz tightened my braces and had to eat the buffet.. and can't even eat my favourite food.. jus some nomal one.. sad.. but quite full la.. den after eating, chatted for a while, den rushed to beach road to meet jas, yi ling and annie for steamboat.. hiong rite?! haha.. yea.. ate again.. can't believe myself.. can stuff so many things inside my stomach.. bo bian la.. this two dinner very important.. cannot miss.. uncle's one cos he seldom call me up ma.. onli big occasions like new yr or wad den will call me up for dinner.. and i miss those nephews of mine.. cute kids.. haha.. especially zachery.. though didn't really play wif him but i still like him the best.. den followed by hui li.. a very nice gal.. though she's my neice? yea.. but she's more like a friend to me.. and of cos jo jo.. big joker.. hmm.. den steamboat.. cos its centuries since the five of us got together but this time's steamboat is still 4 ppl onli.. but looks like onli 3.. haix.. complicated.. hmm.. really hope the old days can come back.. den the happy memories will remain.. but wadever the case is, i'm still the old LL.. no matter wad.. four of ur still plays a big role in my life.. without ur, i will not be wad i m now.. i might be a repeat student too.. will not be in tp.. cos when i'm under stressed, sad, angry, or anything, ur were there for me.. and motivated me.. and i dunno wad went wrong but i still hope tt we can go back to those days.. its true tt i feltdisapointed jus now but i dun wish to defend myself.. jus wanna hear wad went wrong wif me.. and now i'm reflecting.. yea..ok.. my eyes are closing.. very tired now.. will go and sleep le.. oh.. my whole body is full of bruises.. fell down becos of blading and cycling.. and mux thanx terrence, 5/2 from band one... he helped me bandaged my wound.. thanx! ok... really gtg.. bye!

pics

ok.. shall try to upload some pics using photobucket since i'm having some prob wif the picasa.. finally managed to save the pics in hotmail le... lin na sent all to me le.. but its last wed de... sat one haven't send.. pls.. faster send me can??? i like my tt nature laugh one.. lolx.. so damn funny.. ok.. this is a cute pic.. lin na even edited it.. she's trying out her camera.. new discover..



my twin sister... wif a different character... i'm the smiling one.. cos i like to laugh.. those outgoing de.. but my sister super introvert de... so she everytime lips pointed out..

madam wong's

Went back to outram yesterday.. its Outram's carnival.. went to sch wif lin na.. a lot of ppl went back.. hmm.. some seniors.. but didn't get to see some of the seniors that i wished to see.. then the food and the games... 'very fun' and 'tasty' .. hahah.. being sarcastic obviously.. we bought $20 for the carnival tickets but we can't even finish spending the $20.. lin na and shi hui bought lotsa food to feed us and i thought we will have a big feast again.. but.. haix.. think temasek's CCN day food nicer.. looks like they bought lotsa food but end up i only ate a few types only.. the games.. we only played one and then sian liao.. yea.. den des and shi hai came and join us liao.. des brought his nephew along.. lolx.. he looks like a nanny!! carrying tt water bottle.. and carry his nephew.. den wearing tt graph paper shirt.. but i'm nice enough to help him carry the water bottle.. heavy leh.. ok.. we wanted to play the haunted house thingy de.. but too many ppl le.. den the q was bloody long and its hot.. so we went off lo.. lin na, me, shi hui and mei yu went to cine.. den we slacked at the a restruant called friends or wadever de.. dunno the name..should be new one.. yea... took lotsa pics again.. and neoprints.. den went to tanjong pagar to meet des and ying to cut hair.. yea.. i have a new hairstyle now.. the new hairstyle made my life so ma fan sia.. ying and des said my hair is too nice for my face and dun suit my shirt.. cos we going clubbing after hair cut den my wearing and hair totally dun suit so they made me change into ying's shirt and ying's high heels.. but i muz say i like the change over.. was nice.. but its so not me!! and des dun like the way his hair was styled.. so he went hm to wash away.. so waste money.. ok so after changing and make up was about 12am mid night le.. den we took cab to madam wong's. saw leisure the minute we arrived. and he became our doorman..lolx.. thanks.. then des's friend helped them get chop and everything.. den all able to get in except yong liang.. so sad for him.. and des's friend can't do anything and he had to go home.. sadx.. yea so we slacked at madam wong's.. danced awhile but the high heels.. feel like throwing away but scare feet dirty.. and not mind so can't throw away.. so onli danced for a few mins .. drank a little bit... but more of sprite .. haha.. go there drink soft drink... restricting from history to happen again.. den after madam wong's went to cine again to watch mid night movie.. watched the cars.. the movie is cute.. but i half way slept liao.. sad.. i really wanted to watch the whole thing but i'm too tired!! its so cold, sleeping position, ying's influence all made me went to sleep.. hahaha.. paid $9.50 juz to sleep.. sad.. nvr able to watch the whole thing.. and des and shi hai were super pro.. they were able to tahan and watched the whole show.. thing ying's cousin too.. yea.. this is my second time paying money to sleep in cinema.. hehe.. first time was wif mei yu and regina.. and regina was able to tahan too.. pro.. yea.. so after movie, all wanted to eat and went to robinsons there to eat mac breakfast.. and cine to robinsons was quite near but its like more difficult then climbing the great walls.. haix.. den waited for it to open.. den ate le went back to ying's hse to change back and came hm finally.. slept till 5pm.. cool.. ok.. tml having another gathering again..:) its wif yi ling they all.. so long havent go out le.. but da loo can't go.. sad..

after term test

yea!! term test is finally over!! but.. will be very sad when get back my papers.. yea.. cos i screwed up in the e-math and CKT.. sad.. i spent so much time on it but.. aiyea!!! CkT is ok la.. i'm weak in it so not expecting much from it.. but know at least a bit la.. and Dfund.. is the most got hope one.. but from wad dao hui told me, haiz.. think gonna do badly also.. haiz.. no hope le.. ok.. yesterday was late for the test.. was very embarassed when stepped into the classroom sia.. cos all the eyes stared at me.. woah.. den last night suffereing from shi miang.. haha.. den msged two yings and yan ling in the middle of the night den kana scolded by Rosie.. haha.. pai seh.. muz tong gan gong ku.. *evil laugh* slept at 6am den woke up at 8am.. stylo.. onli two hrs of wink. den lucky nvr late for test.. was early.. hmm... after test, went to orchard to meet lin na.. ate korean food.. the da chang jin one.. at far east.. very ex sia.. the food is actually not bad.. but need someone wif big appetite to go along to help to finish the food.. yea.. hmm.. den went to take neoprints at heeren an cine.. lin na also brought her camera den we took a lot of pics!! now she sending me.. but got prob.. msn everytime lack at this moment.. long time nvr upload pics le.. oh.. today's dinner was ice-creams! haha.. went to plaza sing to eat the 99.5%fat free ice-cream den on the way home, we went to cineplex, the new building beside plaza sing, to explore den lin na wanna eat ben and jerry ice-cream.. ha ha ice-cream freak.. no wonder i so fat sia.. its because of her.. everytime pei her eat ice-cream.. yea! tml going Kbox wif my classmates! excited.. but anxious at the same time.. cos gonna sing in front of so many ppl and somemore its new classmates.. later sing till very awful very pai seh.. hehe.. if with yi ling they all, dun care image sia.. ahah.. yea.. gtg le.. very tired!! need to get back my wink and tml morning having morning jogging wif lin na.. we liang xin fa xian.. muz lose the calories from ice-creams... ciao

mugging

er... have been mugging e-math since yesterday... but today little bit only.. yesterday also somehow like toking session haha.. so not reallie considered as mugging... slack quite a lot.. like this afternoon.. doing maths half way den went to lye on bed den slept liao.. den 3 hrs later woke up damn regret and angry at myself.. so started to practice maths again after dinner.. this time better.. at least e-maths a little more to study .. juz chapt four big prob.. still trying to understand.. hmm.. think wont be blogging for the next few days ba.. cos exam till next wed.. next wed den will blog? yea... shld be.. er.. after thurs, fri working?? dunno leh.. kat havent tell me when is the atrium fair.. feel like working but a lot of stuffs going on... sat, carnival cum shi shi b'dae.. den chalet but might not be going.. rere coming back??? she not confirmed yet.. den TKD training.. twice a week.. aiya.. qiao dao chuang tou zi ran zhi... not very sure of wad to blog le.. today mux blog more... cos wont be blogging for the next few days.. and tt head hard hard wants my blog to save her from the world of boredom.. ahha.. yea... k.. tok about my class ba.. A609... or rather To9? dunnoe which one excactly but its the same.. six gals... but i hang out wif anita and rosie all the time.. atisha, candy and phyo? hmm.. thought the six of us will be closer as we are the only six gals in our class.. but turn out tt we were separeted into 2 groups.. 3 each.. guys hanging out wif us also have siah mong, ding chang and derek.. six of us.. would always go for lunch together, go out .... yea.. than after CCN day, our group expanded.. dickson, shawn, dao hui, mun wai, berdy, yea.. become livier.. more fun.. hope we can treasure each other as we are only classmates for one yr.. we will be posted to different classes next yr again.. waoh.. come to think of this, very sad.. cos we somehow like finally accomodate to our classmates le den have to change classmates again..but wadever the case is, treasure wad we have.. and rosie, continue to take more pics!!! we need pics to capture the memories.. ahha.. feel tt this entry is updated by an old woman, looking back of wad she did when she's young.. crapping sia.. cos nth to blog... oh.. feel tt my face is like strange.. some ppl thought i'm 16 or 17.. some even worst.. thought i'm 14 or 15.. nvr 18 or 19.. but one of my tkd friend asked me whether i'm in yr 2?? ahha.. happy or sad? shld be happy.. cos only person who said like tt.. and farhan.. he said i look old??!! ok.. strange.. old sia.. hhaha.. anyway, think this entry is long enough le..

screwed it up

Aaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggh!!!!!!! I H-A-T-E CKT!!! juz hate it!! today's lab test... was the worst of the worst experiance i've ever encountered in my 10 yrs education! though my physics and bio were not good also but at least the practical tests i could still pass... super sad sia.. jus now i can't even do.. arrrrrrrrrggggghhhhh!! now i only can depend on my term test le... but my CKT theory is also another problematic.. haiz.. and thanks ying a.k.a rosie, for consoling me.. i nearly cried when i see ur msg... really.. cos i didn't expect someone to treat me this way... yea.. really touched.. but i also wanna apologise to u tt the previous time i didn't console u much or care about u.. when u thought u will flunk ur dfund.. hehe.. anyway, in the end i'm the one who failed.. yea.. but i promise tt i will always be there for u whenever u r sad or need help.. ;) ok.. my face is getting better le.. hehe.. thanks to the antiseptic cream.. and tt shawn they all kept saying tt its no use.. well, its useful... hhaah.. haiz.. tml still have dfund graded test.. but think shld be better at it ba... and yea.. free access lab will be my next hm le... but provided i can get someone willing to spend time wif me and teach me.. STRESSful... its all wad i can use describe myself now.. hmm... and i like TKD more and more le.. cos during my trainings, i can forget all my unhappiness, worries... and i can click wif pei yong they all very well.. and all the ppl.. yea.. haix.. but after every trainings, worries, unhappiness all come back to my mind again.. sad.. wadever.. i knoe today's entry is full of shit.. and craps but... sorry.. jux bear wif it... i'm super depressed now..