hAppy oCCasion :0

Finally the happiest of the day! Cos whole day is like in no mood to study as tml is the celebration of teachers' day den whole day thinking of how to celebrate. i think i wanted to celebrate is juz to enjoy ourself rather den to help samson wong celebrate as he look like hack care. Wadever the case, we still decided to buy cakes and pizza for them. HmMmm... went to Bugis wif mei yu juz now.. We went to take neoprint. So ex sia... 1st one is 10 bucks and another is 8 bucks but i think ok la.. cos quite nice. Well, the 10 bucks 1 got ample time for us to decor until dun noe wat to decor but for the 8 bucks 1, Kao! ka na sai.. like gan qu tou tai like tt.. rush until mei yu and i screaming. but still, we did enjoy ourselve and i love our phote. Cos i inside quite nice.... (bui bah) hmm.. tml goin back to mts. Hope by the time i go back all teachers are still der... sianz... i wanna change this blog's skin, background and put in alot of things but no time and lazy... hope somebody can help me... well, tts it for today! tml shall be a happier day!

siCk aNd tirEd

haiz.. sickening! i juz blogged but the stupid com waste my effort! wadever i wrote all erased without saving a bit! Den now i have to reblog again... well, i shall repeat wad i said. as i have said, today is the best day compare to the rest of the days as nobody yell at me. Today's lesson is very carefree and delight. There are also nobody to let me pissed off.(tts gd!) Best of all, we went to SGH to do CIP. i felt happy when i saw the patients are veri happy we talk to them and gave them presents. They will feel tt they are not lonely even though they are hospitalised. I felt contented and happy they are happy as i feel that i have done sth good! Conclusion: we shld do more good things. Not onli will it bring happiness to others but also u! saw our new Sch U. Veri ugly sia... (heng! our batch dun have to wear) woundering y do they wanna waster their precious time and money to design these clothes. Isn't our sch U okay? y can;t they save the money to upgrade our sch's technology or sponsor us to go overseas to have an excursion. isn't it better than waste the money on useless thing?! If it really turns out to be ugly and when ppl saw it, they wun want to come to outram to study. Isn't it worse?! Y is our sch so stupid! tml gonna go sing up in a new tuition centre in hougang. Hope it is nice and can help in my maths. Wish the ppl there are nice and friendly. Haiz.. but i dun really feel like goin cos i think tt it can't help me. i think i m hopeless le! However hard i tried, still failed whereas those ppl who did not study or practise at all, all passed! Wad e hell?! Unfair world!Life sux!

pissed/hOpeless :(

Today i got back my Chinese paper... i did not get quite a good mark but never mind as i think that it is a very difficult paper. But, my History sucks to the hell! i nearly cried when i got the paper back. i thought i could pass if not, fail also by abt a few marks cos i did study for it and really make an effort to memorise it. But, the result doesn;t show! Wad happen to me? wadever things i do also not acting according to my way. i feel life miserable and meaningless. All these will onli make me hate to live in this world. now i dun even feel like doin anything.i onli hope tt i dun have to do anything. IF i retain, all my family members and relatives will look down on me and laugh at me. i will also let them down... but wad to do? i think i m under stress now and i need someone to talk to or at least councel me. Today veri pissed wif WT. SHe was like an old grandmother.... Haiz... dun talk abt her la. talk abt her would onli make ppl disgusted or angry. Wadever it is, i will try to control my feelings and try to strive for jc if possible.(i noe tt is kind of a dream) shld end here le... cos i wanna complete the maths...

despo!

cuTie~pIe

yesterday was too tired to blog haiz.. also dun noe y. yesterday learn chinese until veri tired so no mood to blog lor. Den today's chinese CA like shit! front was quite ok.. at least i noe in front can score a bit.. BUT the two comprehension was like hell! argg! so difficult.. who e hell set it? i never complete the last compre cos no time.So sad... in all my life, this is the first time i never complete the full paper.. surely die until veri bad! The eng also another thing! whole class failed and not juZ our class... even 3/8 and 3/5... Mr dt very disappointed...i muz pass in final yr if not surely retain and somemore, wif my age, i can't even retain! Tts the worse os the worse thing! Haiz.. juz hope can pass.Den after school ate lunch wif mei yu den Jiang hua also came. we gossiped alot of pple esp. the yl and wt. Ha!hA! den came back hm. now chating wif tuition teacher. hmm... she my pri sch tutor. Now can consider is my frien ba... Hope she dun mind. will she?

Boring!

Today is sunday so never do anything as i never go out. i juz stayed at hm trying to find new skin for this blog but can't find any....But went to lin na hse afternoon... we walked to her hse. she told me all her unhappiness... felt sad for her.. Well, juz hab to tell to cheer up and lend her a listening ear! Tts it! bye...

new blog

cuTie~pIe
This is my new blog... i tried doing it last time but can't. haiz.. ur may be dun understand wad i mean but nvm.. here it is... a new blog! shall say wad happen today ba... well, today went for s.s. common ca. Hmm... i shld say quite hard cos everytime when i say a test is easy, i will fail. Ying Ying gave me a wallet as birthday present.. i love it! it was so nice of her sia.. and i think it is quite ex. i shall also buy a present for her... wad shld i buy? can consider later! Hmmm... went to P.S to eat lunch wif Jun wei, joanna, rachel and mei yu. Then went to citylink to buy pencil box. Mei yu and i bought the same thing. so sweet haha... Hmm.. after that, went to mei yu's hse to study chi as chinese is goin to be tested on tues.Tts all ba. stop here le...

OnE aND oNlY yOu,PaN shUAiZ

will pan wEi bo.... yar my fav... hE rox! Hmmm.... got nothing to write... cos its normal or shld i say, my brain is totally blank?!