true self

i reallie hope tt we can always stay on the orientation day.. everybody is so pure.. we wont know each other's bad points.. all very friendly to each other.. would smile to each other.. haix.. as time past by, got to know all the bad points of each person, would yell at each other, suaning ppl, critize, giving bad face,bad attitude and all sorts of bad things going on.. i know i'm not being realistic but who likes bad ppl? rather disapointed wif certain ppl.. the attitude they gave during orientation and now is totally different. be it in outram or tp, all the ppl whom i thought they are nice but turned out to be a great disapointment.. somebody sang one song to me today.. and i felt tt it reallie applies to me now.. he might be joking but i reallie think i am.. lonely...inside me, i've been lonely for 11 yrs.. to others, i might look bubbly .. i also dunno y.. hypocrite??? yea.. shld be.. being a hypocrite is not good.. have to act at all times.. well, shall change subject, think i screwed up in my effcom test on tues..not expecting too much for tt one.. hmm.. yesterday was fun.. during EPT lab.. had toking session wif shawn, ding chang and derek.. lol.. we stayed for toking session instead of listening to the teacher.. den after the lab finished le, shawn and dao hui were acting like wilber in the lab.. haha.. they danced and sang his song.. got Wuha, kuai le chong bai, bi hu man bu, from first album to latest.. lolx.. so damn funny.. was laughing out loud all the way from lab to outside.. funny guys.. den today.. supposed to go for a talk at TCC for all the ETCM students... we went to the TCC den no seats for our group and maggie's class wor.. so we sat at the entrance there.. chit-chating and watch the boys playing hai dai quan.. haha.. den we got chased out by a lecturer cos she said we were noisy or wadever.. den andrew came and marked our attendance and let us go hm.. hahah.. actually its blessing in disguise la.. other classes have to suffer from boredom for one hr while we dun have to.. yea.. shall blog till here le.. now's a good time to study.. ciaos!!