unity

STRESS!! pcb, java, psychology project.. gosh!! its 12.35am now, and i've not completed the PCB assignment.. and its the first period!! adding to the worst, lesson starts at 9am leh!! java another prob.. how to do?! stress..

anyway, had grading today.. i'm so super duper nervous la! I thought i will do well this time.. because we trained quite a lot of times liao.. and i know all the steps crystal clear.. can even teach shawn and hon sonn..

BUT! when the grading starts, i did find in the beginning.. but at the later part, wow kao!! I dunno wad went wrong wif my brain!! i stumbled.. dunno wad to do.. had to look at cat.. and in my heart, i went "gosh!! die liao.. mus redo.." and, after all the ppl had finished.. yupx.. the judge asked me to redo..

2nd time.. but better than first time.. did all the steps correctly.. but very slow.. do ur know how anxious i was?? i nearly made mistakes again.. my heart was beating as fast as a fish struggling on land.. i'm so glad tt i dun have heart disease.. luckily i was not called to do for the third time.. and i thought i needa do for the third time.. but its not me.. its pei yong.. well, she did nth wrong.. but asked to do the second time.. well, it shld be double promotion!! Hafiq and khid were also called for redoing .. both did nth wrong too..

sth not fair!! some ppl told me they did some steps wrong.. but were not asked to redo!! so unfair! and sway sway, i was just in front of the judge lo.. its so obvious to notice my mistakes. Hon sonn said

"just now, when u needa do again, shawn and me very gan jiong leh.."

"y leh?"

"cos is u teach us one ma.."

lolx... pai seh ah.. made ur gan jiong for nth..

well, after the majority of us had finished our grading, its zi jie and Thiha's turn.. both of them onli.. and zi jie was not doing quite well.. the judged asked him to redo for 3 times!! we were all super worried for him.. can onli see him from the audience seats.. which is very far from where he was..

we were all doing the *pass our luck to him* actions.. see our unity level?? so united!! but, the judge asked him to do it alone after everyone has finished wif those ppl who needa redo also.. and we waited to support him.. woots!! he got it right!! and we cheered!! when he came up and joined us, all the guys went to congratulate him.. i see the unity in us!! although we are not close, but we are very united.. its an irony.. classmates shld be more united.. but i dun see any unity in us.. whereas, tkd, we dun see each other everyday, yet we have more than wad we expect.. keep it up guys!!! love ya lots!

alright.. gonna chiong for my assignments liao.. ciaos!!