Baygone's class

Pei yong said I'll confirm blog about last night.. well, yea. U guessed correctly! but no prize.. heex...

DaMm.. my whole body is aching la.. all because of the self defence thingy.. we have to learn how to breakfall properly.. gals actually dun have to do de lo..cos we onli need to know how to throw ppl ma.. but we had to join in..

Yupp.. orientation is coming.. mon-wed.. woots!! LOA!! no class for me.. haha.. I'm involved in the self defence again.. -_- good in another way too.. allows me to practise and practise, so that i will know how to slam a robber or a molester.. so, guys, beware hor!

But this time round, its over shoulder throwing liao.. sian.. very difficult lo.. and baygone sir dun wanna change..

oh ya.. speaking of Baygone sir, we went down to his class yesterday.. which is near the safra there.. He has his own students outside.. those primary sch kids..

we went there to let him teach us the unarm.

The kids are funny.. when we are resting, i went to join in their kicking too.. jus play play.. den the kids laughed at me when i nvr kick properly.. -_-

den when its their turn, i laughed them back!! HAHAHA! I know i'm bad to bully the pri sch kids.. for fun ma..

den later, got one pri 1 kid, called Marcus, asked me " aei.. you primary wad huh?"

waoh lao! I hear liao immediately shout "woah lao!! wad pri wad!! -_-"

den all the ppl laughed at me ..

Marcus is cute.. made me laugh and angry..

Baygone said he even went to woo a sec 3 gal before!! ZAI!! A pri 1 kid went to jio sec 3 gal!! hey.. xiao di di.. too old for u liao la..

I like to ka jiao the lil kids.. super funny and cute la..

when I was trying to throw daniel, the kids were kicking and they saw and all stopped to shout" Flip! Flip! Flip!" lolx. the chang mian very funny..

all right, too bad we wont go often.. hope we have the chance to go again..

sch starting!! orientation! orientation! freshies!! freshies!! new friends!! juniors!! woots!! haha..

hope more yan dao will join tkd.. see our ppl sian liao.. need more ppl to spice up.. opps! ahha.. not saying our current tkd guys not yan dao hor.. dun get offended.

haiz.. later have training again.. 3 trainings in a row.. later tml my bones all break..

k la.. my fingers are tired.. gotta rest so that later can throw daniel HARD HARD!! *evil laughs*

ciaos!

pattern team pics

Hmm.. after going thru my photo folders, i wanna post our pattern team pics that i've forgotten to post.. haha.. though its kinda too long ago.. but, the excitement and unity is still there.. =)





Team temasek!






tp1 (Ee Jung)




tp2 (Ee Jung)




nice pic!!





tp1 (Sa Jung)




tp2 (Sa Jung)





Chill Jung




finally, we are all great friends!! hehex



I know its kinda random.. haha.. but i'm sure u guys prefer more pics den words right??

alright.. today will be jus like this.. there are more to come!! stay tuned!!

ciaos!

back to SG

Yohoo!!! as you can see, i'm back from LA!! did u ppl miss me?? well, i did miss u guys.. that's y i went training last night.. (actually sat got grading.. lolx. =p) but really got miss u ppl la.. immediately i reached there, i had fun wif the ppl.. esp wif pei yong, gui wen, darryl and daniel.. lolx.. we had our mini ceremony.. haha.. i also dunno tt ceremony is for wad sia..


fun ppl..


oh ya.. summarise the trip..


attrations i went

Los Angeles

1. Disneyland

2. California Park

3. Hollywood

4. Universal studio


Las Vegas

1. Grand Canyon

2. different Hotels.


didn't manage to tour finish disneyland.. lolx. tour finish DL within one day? tts a nono.. was busy playing those exciting rides at California park, opposite DL. kinda disapointed wif DL too.. i thought there will be a lot of cartoon characters walking around the place.. and i wanted to take pics wif mickey and my twin sister, stitch.. but sad to say, never.. no time to go to their factory hse too..

managed to catch their fireworks too.. so super nice!!

Universal studios' rides not as thrilling as california park's but fun too. I heard the haunted house is scary.. damn.. i didn't go there.. not enough time! they dun have fastpass like california park..

Las Vegas is fun!! we got to get a ride on the helicopter!! How fun was that!! wad's more, i sat at the front seat!! the pilot was jus beside me.. that pilot is so charming!! His smile.. arghHhh! can kill any gal la.. lolx. *stop it!*

the night scenery is pretty! romantic too.. haha.. the hotels.. nice!

frankly speaking, LV is just like SG.. we can't stay for too long.. max. 3 days.. can't stay for long..

hmm.. as we went there wif HK's tour group, their trip is around 6 days.. but we extended our trip to 10 days.. the remaining 4 days were for us to relax.. we stayed at Arcadia county.. basically, those days were meant to meet up mom's friends and shopping!! Westfield mall is so super big! we used 3 days to finish walking there.. haha..

One of her friend invited us to his family's gathering.. its easter day too.. their family has 4 april babies.. so, they celebrated together.. and, i like his youngest granddaughter.. Mia.. so sweet and cute..

oh ya.. I'm in love wif this cute boy in our tour group!! haha.. can see his pic later.. his name is called Hugi.. unique name huh?

oh, i'm gonna stop eating western food for 1 month starting from now.. i'm quite sick of hearing western food.. the mention of it, makes me sick.. can't be blamed.. i ate practically every meal.. quite exaggerating to say tt.. not say all la.. but 1 meal is already enough.. their portions is bloody hell big la... scary..

too bad.. my appetite is small.. if i've big appetite like the locals, i'll definitely finish the food up.. cos its nice..

hmm.. my sleeping habit is not back yet.. need time to adjust back. sleeping at night now = afternoon nap to me..

though nvr managed to hook an ang mo back.. rather sad.. but managed to hook a cute boy.. haha. k la.. let the pics tell the story..


we watched a movie on the last day too.. [[Blades of glory]] nice... but ending not very good.. too fantasy.

managed to watch [Night in the musuem] on the plane too.. super funny.. lolx.. and lots more!! i think i've watched 7 or 8 movies in total..

ppl, have ur ever tried eating ice-cream when u've jus waken up in the middle of the night?? it sucks like hell.. instead of enjoying, i was suffering.. -_-


ciaos!

ps: i lost the pics taken in the helicopter.. *sad* can't show ur the charming pilot. =(

hopefully Irene, tour group friend will send me.. *praying*

here's the pics:

surprised?!

HaHa!! life is always full of surprises.. Like wad i've said, expected the unexpected..

well, although i'm gonna miss the april's grading, BUT, Michael Sir is gonna help me and let me go grading after i'm back.. woots!! BUT! it will be at a different place.. together wif all the small lil kids.. sian.. hahahz.. if i dun do well, den it will be so malu la.. more stressed!!

well, now the whole tkd ppl knows i'm going overseas liao.. lolx..

"aeh, muz intro some ang mo for me ah.. "

"i dun wan any ang mos!! i onli wan souveniors!!"


"get everybody something ah!! esp ur lover!!"


lolx.. cool down ppl.. hopefully i can hook some ang mo la hor..


gonna miss all my friends.. all the fun..

alright, ciaos!!

ps: pls tag more!! taggy so silent..

neeja turtle

woots!! I've been watching quite a lot of movies lately..

the messenger

haunted school

300

teenage mutants: neeja turtle


i love neeja turtle!! so cute!! especially Michaelangelo!! well, more movies to go!!

gonna watch (Mr bean) tomorrow.. hope its nice..


gonna be a busy week.. :))

oh.. wan tian rebonded her hair!!! its quite nice.. more feminine.. glad you've make an effort to change ur image.. its not tt ur previous image is not nice.. but its nice to keep changing right?? dynamic is changing.. tts y we mus change too.. :)) anyway, nice try!!!
i personally like it..

had a nice catch up wif u...


oh.. mavis, my dear lil friend, dun feel sorry.. we can always go out when i'm back.. its not u dun want to go out ma.. is cannot.. miss ya!!


haiz.. sad part.. i can't go to t09 's chalet liao.. sadx.. ;(

u guys have fun!!

alright, gtg .. ciaos!!


motivational

random

A very random post this is going to be.. lolx. cos i've got nth to do now.. hmm.. sometimes i would prefer to be like this.. i think it is super relaxing la.. dun have to worry about anything and doing nth.. well, of cos it shldn't be like this forever.. but once in a while.. sometimes might be too sian.. but lately, its still alright.. time passes by very fast.. wif all the good memories inside my head.. =)

Because i know tt, once sch starts, i will not have this kind of luxuary anymore.. so, i will not grumble of being bored now..

damn.. i'm aftaid tt my cough will come back.. sensed some flame in my throat.. and kept clearing my throat.. a bad omen... having headach as well.. gosh.. pls! dun let me fall sick!! i'm going overseas in a weeks time.. pls!! let me fall sick onli after i've come back?? pls.. i promise.. i'll be a good gal now.. i wont be a spendthrift.. i wont show any tantrum.. pls!!


ok la.. enough of tt.. i'll juz take care of myself.. to ensure good health.. not gonna get sick.. not even after i've come back!! all right, i'm going to watch tv now.. hahaha.. life's good!! cya guys soon!!

and i miss my class!!!!

love u guys lots!! ppl reading my blog.. hahha...

ciaos!!

chalet

hey hey!! i'm back from tkd chalet!! its so FUN!!!

what we did:

first night

bbq

games

games

gossiping

watch drama !! (1 litter of tears) super touching la!!


2nd day

-drama marathon!! (cried till siao!! lolx)

-slept (1/2 hr of wink)

- blading!!


night

-arcade
-murderer and inspector!!
-forfeits!!!!!

3rd day

home!!

i like the 2nd night the most!!! its the most fun part among the days..

the year 1s onli yanning, zai U and me stayed behind and initilly, i thought " damn, its gonna be a boring night, doing nth and watch the seniors playing mahjong!"

but! i was TOTALLY wrong! kelvin(senior) asked me to play card games wif them at first.. trying not to let us feel left out.. but i dun know how to play their wadever 'bridge' games. they nvr gave up and compromised to play murderer and inspector..

someone suggested having forfeits after the murderer has been caught or lousy inspector.. oh.. ming rui was the very first one who got the forfeit!!

he got totally stressed up when i dared him to sing jolin's wu niang and hui ting asked him to dance somemore.. LOLx but he can't rmb the steps and the lyrics.. hui ting den asked him to sing and dance Guo mei mei 's lao shu ai da mi (cute version). at this point, whole room of ppl got cracked up la.. climax began!!

den, i think he passed the bad luck to me.. immediately after his forfeit, its my turn!! damn.. how lucky can i get.. *roll eyes* first forfeit was still ok.. they asked me to go and ka jiao those ppl playing mahjong one.. went to mess them up.. the worst thing was, the mahjong paper got torn!! cos i stepped on it.. felt bad sia..

den, after my forfeit, its kelvin's turn.. ahhahah!! we asked him to use wei sheng(captain) as the pole to dance pole dance.. ahhaha..

after his turn, its ming rui's turn again!! lolz... lady luck wasn't by his side.. this time round, he was asked to pose 5 sexy poses... this is the NICE one!! everybody laughed their heads off! he's super on la..

damn.. immediately after his turn, its MY turn again!! i think its becos i sat beside him.. and he kept passing me his bad luck to me.. -_- this time round, they asked me and ming rui to sing wilber's bu de bu ai and den film MV.. -_-.. den, turned out, its more like i'm seducing him.. *roll eyes* nvm la.. at least its a succesful one.. managed to make them laugh like hell also..

after few rounds of forfeits, all dun dare to get the cards liao.. lolx.. but, after seeing our forfeits, some of the ppl also came and joined in our fun.. cool..

den, the forfeits became not really tt fun liao.. and, i got one last forfeit again.. super bad luck huh.. haha.. and this time round, they wanted Ming rui AGAIN to help me do make up using a tooth paste!! damn.. they were laughing like hell when he's drawing on my face la.. also dunno wad he drew.. but machiam like do facial sia.. ahhaa.. we have 9 ppl playing but it seems like we were always the one.. fengshui was bad..

honestly speaking, if kelvin, hui ting and ming rui wasn't there, its really gonna be a boring night!!

hmm.. tkd ppl are actully good at gossiping too!! lolx.

overall, its a really nice chalet.. at least i felt it this way.. interacted well wif one another..

sad to say, cat and shin rong didn't go.. miss ur lots.. =)

alright, i'm super tired now!! i will upload the pics once i got them!!! too many pics to upload..

ciaos!




wohihsiwtstonlaer

results

yeah!!! i passed!! but the grades not really good de leh.. oh.. i'm at darryl's hse.. haha.. my connection la.. damn.. last night can't connect.. cannot blog.. have to blog at his hse..

they come here to play majong.. -_- after tt den go training together.. alright, this time, the majority of the class passed!! woots!! congrats everyone..

well, some still failed.. but nvm.. jia yo!! i'm always there for u ..


alright, this is gonna be a very short entry... lolx..

ciaos!!


iwannabewifu

LA!!

life has been fun since holiday starts.. woots!! maybe i'll rot at hm for certain days.. but still, i dun feel bored la... which is a rare case.. hahaz. well, expect the unexpected.. tts wad i've learnt during these period..

i went blading on friday.. and i saw tuck wei's two friends!! haha.. and after that, i saw dickson and his friend!!! lolx.. so fated huh.. i miss T09 liao.. OUTING!!

well, my blading skills improved liao!! BUT! i fell again.. my two knee caps bleed like hell.. and i'm still in pain now.. the blood jus wont clot.. die.. scarly leukaemia.. -_- ahaha.. i know i'm lame.. indeed, i'm lame now.. can't walk naturely already.. knee caps were yelling "hey!! i'm in pain!!" when i walk normally la.. can't squat... *pek cei*

oh.. good news.. i'm going HK in 31st march.. *confirmed* and going LA on 1st april!!! i'm so excited!! i wanna go disneyland.. well, gotta research on LA on the highlights of it.. shld be staying there till 10th april or more..

life was rather replenished haha..

my study room is still in a mess!! so, i'll probably clear up the mess later in the day.. oh.. i've received some of the IVP photos liao.. but, i'll upload onli when i've received all.. i love the pics.. especially the group foto.. hhehe.. cos all look nice in it.. den look united..


alright, i'm not sure of my plans for the coming two weeks.. so, maybe ur can call me up if u wanna date me?? haha.. oh ya! results will be released on wed if i'm not wrong.. hopefully GPA will be good.. jojo has been telling me that(showing off) his GPA is 3.59.. and he got into aerospace.. congrats!! tts ur dream huh? well, like wad i've said, expect the unexpected!!


unintentionedmiserablecontradictinghuh

baygone

IVP is over for 2 days.. enjoyed those days.. had fun cheering...

i like this cheer the best..

tp! HUAT ar!
tp! HUAT ar!
TP! HUAT AR!!

lolx.. sounds toot right?? but its funny..

its cute lor.. other schs onli wad " NTU ke mut mut, ole ole ark ark" and their original cheer.. initially, its nice.. but they kept repeating..


i like NUS cheer.. they direct translate "everywhere we go,
ppl wan to know,
where we come from,
who we are
so we tell them,
we are from XX
mighty mighty XX
bla bla bla "

to chinese..

cool right??

the overall sparring and pattern team results : TP got 2nd!!

cool.. fierce fight we had..


well, mom told me to check up the air tickets to HK on 29th march or 30th march..

haiz.. i have grading on 7th april.. i have dental appointment in either 1st april or 6th april..

skip the grading?? skip the appointment again??

and she can't take leave in the mid april.. if i dun go in the early april, den no overseas for me this yr liao.. *frustrating*

results will onli release in a weeks time.. can't book air ticket in a peace mood.. worry here and there..

aiya.. mei yu and i have no fate.. she's going HK in 7th april to 10th april.. so short.. den if i can go there, will be staying in HK till 2nd or 3rd april den from there go other country.. go back HK on 10th april.. if not can meet up and go disneyland together..

nvm.. i'm sure there's a chance for us to go overseas together de.. let's aim taiwan!! *woots*

ok la.. wish me luck!! ciaos!!

competition

woots!! i'm still in the shocked condition.. haha.. becos, my team has proven to them tt we can do it!!! yeah!! cat, gui wen, shin rong , we did it!!! *wink*

though we didn't get any medals la.. but nvm.. we proved to them tt we went into the finals..

right from the start, they dun even intend to let us go into the competition.. and they said

"put them in, sure last position de"

den now leh??!!

right after we knew tt we were able to go into the finals, their attitude towards us totally changed.

alright, congrats to the sa jang team.. hafiq, thiha, naz and khid!! i like ur pattern the best!! dun know y ur got 4th only.. but , ur got a medal too!!! woots!!

chill jung too.. tiff, grace, xi ting and kate.. they got silver!!! *claps*

for sa jung team 2, hon sonn, shawn, darryl and daniel.. dun be disapointed... ur lost by o.1 mark onli!!! at least its around tt standard right?

Ee jung team 2, yan ning, liyana, pei yong and zai U.. ur team has always been the recognised team.. compeition is jus the name nice onli.. the judges maybe pa jiao, nvr see properly.. deep inside our heart, ur are the best.. even the coaches agree too.. *wink*

haiz... after the prize giving ceremony, i'm quite sad though.. cos 3 teams got into finals and we are the only team who dun get the medals.. *sad*

and, wad's more disapointing and pissed off is, we lost by 0.2marks!! *boiling*

and if my last 2 punches are good, we might be the 4th or even third!!!

"all becos of ur last 3 punches and u fidget at the last min, u caused them to lose the medals"

i'm so bloody sad la.. sorry gals..

haiz.. nvm.. the guys are great.. we took so many pics!!! i'll upload them once i get the pics from them..

oh!! jason, from tp got medal too!! for sa jung.. woots!! nvr throw outram's face.. haha.. got 3rd or wad leh... quite shock to see him in the competition too.. heex.. congrats!!!

k la.. for sat and sun, its the seniors sparring.. good luck guys!!

probably going down tml.. but i'll definitely go down on sun.. heex.. baygone is sparring on tt day... ahhaha.. they all go down all becos of him sia.. ahha..


alright, to conclude, i've enjoyed myself today for most of the time.. maybe a lil down at times..
a good fight though.. nice experiance too..

k la.. gtg liao.. super tired.. energy used a lot running here and there, cheering, laughing out loud.. shouting, exerting force.. needa charge soon


ciaos!!

*nervous*

can u believe it?? my pattern team competition is tml?! well, i myself can't believe it la.. i'm so scared and nervous!!

i kept thinking "wad if i forget the pattern??"
"wad if our old mistakes and habits come back??"

aiya.. i jus can't relax.. my mind kept running wild.. *arbish*

haiz.. can't do anything now.. had already trained for one whole day today and my thighs are aching now.. yup.. having muscle aches..


i swear, i'm gonna be the ugliest of the uglist tml.. cos we are going to gel up our fringes.. its gonna be so still.. so still dat once u touch it, it breaks.. lolx.. i know i'm exagerrating.. but they told me that ma.. alright, gonna take pics tml..

i'm gonna be a kuku tml too.. hahha.. cos we are suppose to bring our gee not folded.. means like when npcc cadets or ncc takes their uniform to sch like tt lo.. cannot put inside bag..mus use hanger..

i dun have the cover.. so, onli can use plastic bag.. -_- and i dun have any nice and sweet plastic bags which i'll be proud to cover my gee and walks arund the island..

what's more, nick even suggested using the red plastic bag which they gave us when we buy durians or at market.. well, u are not the one carrying leh.. imagine the whole world looks at u.. its so ZZzzz .. one lo..

well well.. also dunno wad to do.. gotta be pai seh in any way..


to my teammates:

We've went through thick and thin... went thru countless competition.. competing to get into the competition. and proved them wrong.. so, all the more, we MUST do our best tml!!! we mus let them drop their jaws when they hear our shout and strengthness and coordination!!!=)

i know we can do it de.. we've come to this far already.. jus give our best shot!! *wink*

ps: eat more!! den more strength!! lolx

blog tml.. stay tuned!!! hehex.


*missya*

yeah!!

yeah!! exams are over!! i can sleep early again.. for the pass few days, i'm onli able to sleep at 4.30am. den woke up at 8am. 3hrs plus of wink only...

but.. exams are over means competition is drawing nearer too!!! *nervous*

trained for half a year jus for this day..

well, going out later..


its time to relax..



blog again!! ciaos!


missmissesnmoremisses

exams

Jus had maths paper today.. hmm.. not bad.. hope can score well for it.. my expectations are not high.. 2 more papers to go and tt marks the end of my 1st year in tp.. time flies huh?

IVP is next fri.. i'm so nervous abt it.. man.. as the day comes nearer, i'm getting more and more anxious and nervous.. seems like, i haven't been improving.. stiffness.. seriousness..

'how much do ur want to win the medal, den shout as loud as how much u want the medal!'

by our shouting, its rated as below average ..

we are the first team from tp to go in.. the stress level is super high la.

"if ur do nicely, give ppl the 'yeah we rock!' attitute, the rest of the seniors will be doing well for the next two days too!"

'ur are the one setting the standard.. how good tp is, its all depends on ur already'

woah.. i'm praying super hard everyday tt miracle do appear..

*pray tt i dun smile in front of the judges*
*pray tt our shout will stun the ppl in the hall*
*pray tt we coordinates well*

i'm not greedy... jus three wishes.. maybe pray again tml? wif new wishes?? hehe.. sian.. gonna worried abt papers and competition as well.. stress ah!

y can't we be like them?? strength is not limited.. can exert as and when they like? serious as and when they can?

haiz.. how do we change our weak points into our strenth? *thinking hard*

alright, gonna stop here le.. ciaos!!! wish me luck in my exams! *wink*

ps:MIA

CNY2007

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! I'm a happy lil woman on the eve of chinese new year.. :))

new yr eve

woke up early to help out..

went to uncle hse to eat reunion dinner.. had steamboat.. missed my nephews and nieces.. hehe..

went to count down after dinner wif:

mei yu, yi ling, jas, yi ling's sis, yi ling sis bf, zhi xian, terrence, terrence's twin brothers and zhi xian's friend..


its so damn crowded la.. we got separeted for quite a few times.. before the count down and after the count down..

bought lotsa sweets, gao lak and gua zi.. the ppl are fun..

got embarresed too.. *face burning hot*

let me tell u..

well, after the count down, we wanted to go back and buy the muah chee tt are from taiwan de.. so, we went into the crowd again.. and this time, the crowd got fiercer.. ppl behind kept pushing and ppl from the opposite directions are also pushing towards us.. damn..

den dunno y, some ppl behind me thought i tripped and fall.. but i was still standing den a gal behind me said
"u ok ma?? u stand up first, i give u space to stand.. "

the thing is, I AM STANDING ON MY LEGS!!

den jas knew tt she mistook me den helped me tell her " lolx.. she is standing.. she short!!"

damn.. the gal got super pai seh den ppl around me all laughing sia.. haha.. its quite ridiculous to say i'm sitting down also.. where got ppl so tall until sit liao still so tall right? but i know tt gal is nice la.. haha.. so i dun blame her..

oh.. jas and me experianced a dramatic scence..

at a certain stage, the crowd pushed fiercely.. den i was holding her hand and tried to pull her as i got pushed forward. but ppl from other directions jus cut thru and we got separated!
machiam like the separation scence

" LL, dun go!"
"hold tight my hand!!!"
"cannot!!"
"jas!!"
*separated*

after tt, went out of the area, without buying any muah chee.. sadx. went to eat roti prata instead.. nvr come hm to sleep..

1st day of new year= my sleeping day..

not much red packets.. =(

alright, gonna start studying tml.. going uncle's hse tml too.. more red packets pls??




the kids






love him lots!!


opps! pls tilt ur heavy head!!

java finished

woots!! no more java!! so relaxed now.. as ur can see the date, its Valentines' day today..

i self declare holiday too.. lolx.. cos no point going to sch jus for one hr to 2 hrs when its not really important.. jus for attendance..

going out later.. haha.. i have a date too!! lolx.. wif 2 macho guys.. hmm.. still thinking of whether i should go sch tml.. jus to take back my maths quiz.. onli for an hour.. see how things goes.. alright, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!!!! its a sweet day.. ;))

ps: baygone likes wilber too!! lolx.

war conquared

not overjoyed.. no extraordinary feelings.. contradicting huh?? I'm also not sure of my feelings.. wierdo..

Feel like smashing my computer into pieces!!! I can't even switch on my bloody com now!!!!!! how i wish my mom will come back now and buy a new computer for me..


things are slightly getting on track now.. (always look on the bright side) :))

maybe we have some hope to go for IVP now..

thanx for all the support!!!!! love u guys lots!! i really appreciate it..

"janice, jia yo!!"

"must get in hor! if not dun tok to me!"

"u have our support!"

"ur can go in one de!!"

"dun be nervous!"

Those were the words of encouragement when we were down.. thank you!! lately, i've always have the urge to cry when i hear those words.. cos i'm really touched.. when i thought nobody cares about us, look down on us. but u guys nvr gave up on us at all.. :)) *tears rolling in my eyes*

regardless of whether we can go for the IVP, we've no regrets now.. becos, we've already put in our best effort liao..

well, i'm in free access lab now piaing the java.. damn.. tml is the submission day!!! haiz.. stress.. and, i'm still not done..

and tml is also another to make the final decision of whether we can get into competition not..

wish me luck!!! gtg.. ciaos! =)

goes on

Things are not going my way yet life still goes on..

more stressed

haiz.. i'm so stressed!! i hate my life.. i hate everything!! life sucks! nothing is going right!!

pissed

Arrgghhhhhh!!!!! bad day!! first of all, the lab test.. haiz.. expected.. gonna do badly.. so, i'm not really concerned about it... I have no common sense and so damn stupid and blur!! damn..

didn't able to do java project today.. but nvm.. at least we studied dfund for a while.. so, we didn't waste our time.. :))

tkd training was the worst of the worst!! was so damn PISSED!!!!!! I've nvr been so pissed off wif a person for a very long time.. *boiling!!!* and its not only me.. many ppl were rather pissed off too.. damn.. i nearly cried.. dunno y.. sometimes too pissed off wif a person will have an urge to cry.. but den, when come to think of it, it's so not worth it to cry over it.. not gonna spoil my entry.. let's say sth nice too..

haha.. and we've a new name for our pattern team!! "Lemon" haha.. know y? but, i would like to say "secret!!" hahax.. its our team's own secret.. ;)

oh.. i dun have to work liao.. hehex.. cos kat found a temporary part timer liao.. cool!! I have more time to study le!!

all right, i'm tired now.. wanna sleep liao!!


ps: trying hard to lose 3kg now.

IMH

Went to IMH today.. haiz.. very disappointed wif the trip.. I thought we will be touring around the wards and see many different kinds of mentally disabled patients.. but, we didn't..

well, the min we stepped into IMH, there's this middle-aged man telling us tt he is singapore's Bruce Lee.. he can even kill an elephant wif one punch! lolx.. den Haikal showed one punch to him too.. hahaz.. its a good start.. but tts the end too.. no more interesting stuffs happened..

we were entertaining ourselves most of the time.. the lecture was rather boring... but still, i've learned about the IMH's history.. and we shouldn't look down on ppl who are/were mentally disabled.. they are normal ppl jus like us.. and who knows, maybe they are even better than the normal us.. and as usual, the stuffs working in the hospitals are the most noble one.. sacrificed a lot for the patients just to make sure they can recover..

well, wan tian is gonna be our future nurse too!! :)) work hard and do us proud!

Java lab test tml.. ZzzzZzz.. i'm gonna be so damn dead.. i dunnoe how to do... die liao la. i dun want to fail and den repeat the subject for the next semester.. hate it!! who wants to repeat a subject tt u hate right? and the teacher is not really good lor.. I would rather there are more PCB labs or other subjects than this thingy.. -_-

Haiz.. how much i'm complaining, i'm still having the lab test tml.. arrgghhh!! can i dun face reality? can i be unrealistic? can i skip this lab test just for once?? haiz.. sad to say, the answer is definitely NO!!

To make myself better, i gotta bluff myself liao.. my ego and super ego are in bad terms now.. fighting for their rights...

trying to download the Jcreator now.. its so last min right?? lab test is tml and i'm downloading it now.. and u know wad?? the estimated time is 15 freaking hours?!! damn.. the file is super big la.. think i'm not gonna download it liao.. just wait and die.. hahaz..


can't sign in to msn too.. sianx.. life is so corked up nowadays... TKD is not going on our way too.. Pattern team.. r we tt lousy?? r we tt hard to handle? wadever.. our team is trying our best now and we are strong too.. we have our strengths too.. we are hardworking too.. I know we are not as strong as the other team but determine it only after the result is out!

feeling much better now.. wif all the grumblings.. guess my mood is very bad today.. i even ate 4 or 5 chocolates!! see how bad my mood was?!

k la.. gtg liao.. ciaos!

dlunm

back to work

went out wif lin na last night.. accompanied her to do project.. went to Clark Quay.. she needa take pics for her project.. after that, went to TCC to have gals tok.. as usual.. we shared our problems.. compared to her problems, mine is nth.. felt sad for her too..

we chatted till 1 plus den walked to her hse.. on our way back, we passed by some new built buildings den we stopped to take pics.. hahahz.. zi lian.. well, we were crazy enough to do all kinds of shots.. even lied down on the floor.. and den one guy came and asked

"were ur the ones who lied on the floor jus now?"

LLnLN:" ya"

man:" oh... from the camera, i thought its some children.. y ur lie down there?"

LL:" oh.. we zi lian *points the camera to him*"

man:" *laughed out loud*"

hahaz.. he is from the building's management.. saw us in his office.. thru camera.. we were both super pai seh..

reached her hse at 3am++ den managed to sleep at 4plus.. woke up at 9am.. nt enough sleep nehx!

oh.. Kat called me last night.. she asked me to go back to work.. cos our dear Judy is suffering from dunno wad cancer.. sadx.. hope she will recover soon!! i like her a lot.. she has to undergo therapy now..

come to think of working again, i'm excited!! i like the enviroment.. the sense of satisfation when the customers compliments me.. when they go back to the shop jus to look for me.. and become my own customer.. would even try and look for me when its not my working day.. starting on saturday.. will be doing on sat and sun.. hope i can juggle my studies and work well.. cos exams are coming.. and the quizes starting next week!! and i dun even know wad the hell the teacher is teaching.. copy blindly onli..

-e device lab test- tml
-java quiz 2 - tues
java lab test - thurs

sianz.. see how i die in lab test on thurs.. ZZzz

well, trying to upload tkd photos now.. super slow..

pics we took last night will upload some other day when lin na send me..

finally.. here are the pics!! we went to kbox after the demo on fri.. :))

alright.. ciaos!

tkd demo!!

Finally, i'm back blogging.. haha.. did ur miss me?? blame my com ba.. i dun like to switch on my computer.. its always giving me problems.. well, not gonna complain about my com again..


i'm also busy wif tkd demonstration on thurs and today.. had tkd for 5 consecutive days!! know how tired i am now??!! but nvm.. i can endure it! all ended liao.. well, i shall blog abt our demo ba..

First day of demo

reached sch at 11++am to reherse.. den went to demo liao.. oh well, its not a standard demo .. the woods did not break. for our self defence one, i didn't throw shawn hard enough.. he had to act.. ZZzz..

khid fell down after the wood broke.. *ouch* and jordan too.. he didn't succeed in breaking the wood too.. adding to the worst, he fell down during the second try when he flew over daniel and khid.. wei sheng asked him to stop.. he was being demoralised.. sad..

wei sheng did not break all the woods too.. and shi xing accidentally injured hon sonn.. poor guy.. bad day for us..

however, our mood was not affected! we went back having fun in taking pics.. and craps.. i tried to break a wood too and whatsmore? i broke the wood using slaming kick! hahax.. but.. it after 3 tries.. i lost the wood though.. sad.. then can't take hm to liu lian..


2nd day of demo

Baygone learnt about the bad day we had.. so, he promised to come down today to help out.. he's so good la.. specially took half day off just to make sure we are doing well... woots!!

Jordan had phobia flying over danial and khid in the morning.. but after baygone's help, he finally overcame it! for self defence, shawn was happy wif the way i threw him... woots! haha.. but its not baygone's expectation.. nvm.. at least andre said we did make a lil improvment..

improvements we made
1. khid didn't fall down
2. Jordan flew over daniel and khid and broke the wood sucessfully
3. shi xing did not injure hon sonn again
4. i'm fiercer today
5.i broke another wood again using only one try! wif slamming kick. and i took back hm.. hehex..


mistakes
1. some woods not broken
2. shi xing injured yoke bing instead and his thumb got dislocate .. but after baygon's magic hand, he recovered! lolx .


conclusion

after the demo, i've learnt a lot.. i've learnt a new cheer today.. hahaz...

tp! SA!
TP! SA!
TP! SA! SA! SA!

SA is kill..

i like gui wen's msn nick too.. "A word of encouragment during a failure is worth more than an hour of praise after sucess." meaningful right?

its very sad and discourged when we fail.. but the effort tt we put in, cooperations and the encouragements tt we give each other is more than anything else..

we had fun too.. get to know more ppl.. overall, its a nice experiance.. hope next year will be a better one!

kill!!

saw miss chow and chen lao shi on thurs.. peng peng they all came.. too bad.. audrey didn't manage to come..

annie came today too!! sorry gal.. can't bring u around..

alright, i'm super tired liao.. ciaos!!

personality test

psychology has lotsa test.. this is one of it..

ESFP - "Entertainer". Radiates attractive warmth and optimism. Smooth, witty, charming, clever. Fun to be with. Very generous. 8.5% of the total population.

Free Jung Personality Test (similar to Myers-Briggs/MBTI)

quite true though.. :p

random

today's weather can best represent my feelings today.. feeling gloomy.. perhaps, its the weather tt is forcing me to do reflections.. cold weather may be nice.. no persperiration.. but it's my most emotional period too..

I tend to think a lot.. sometimes too much for me to digest..

we always hope tt others will listen to our probs and grumblings.. me too.. i'm yearning for a listening ear.. but, i'm not the only person who has probs.. i want my close ones to listen to me.. but they have their own problems too.. i can't be selfish..

life still goes on.. so, i'll always tell myself "its no big deal! shake tt off!" tt's the only way for me to stay strong.

my family members had always been saying tt i'm so dependent on others.. well, at times i hate to admit that, i'm not an independent gal.. i can't solve a problem by myself.. have to rely others to help me accomplish it.. i can't think of any problems tt is solved by myself..

alright, i dun wan my visitors' feelings to be affected by me..

i shall stop here.. there are tonnes of homework waiting for me to complete!! ciaos!!

dreamingofu..
heavenknows

Came hm the earlist today... for the past few days, i had been coming back hm during mid-night hours.. projects.. projects, trainings, trainings and more trainings..

becos of the open hse, we have to train OT.. trained until 10+pm. one good news is, i dun have to be thrown.. i throw ppl!! HAHA!! and guess wad? the person i'm throwing is none other than shawn! lucky he's skinny.. if not, my body and arm will be fractured too.. now, the 3 guys tt are involved in armstrong are all injured.. have been hearing their grumblings.. i'm not tt good also..

my whole body is suffering from muscle ache.. wondering whether yanning and michelle are also facing the same prob anot.. but i think they shld be ok.. they went for training more than me..

well, i'm stealing some time off from doing the java assignment to come here...

dunno how to do sia..

feeling kinda moody.. tts y.. no mood to do..

feelinglost..
naivethinking

he called me 'LL'!!

unity

STRESS!! pcb, java, psychology project.. gosh!! its 12.35am now, and i've not completed the PCB assignment.. and its the first period!! adding to the worst, lesson starts at 9am leh!! java another prob.. how to do?! stress..

anyway, had grading today.. i'm so super duper nervous la! I thought i will do well this time.. because we trained quite a lot of times liao.. and i know all the steps crystal clear.. can even teach shawn and hon sonn..

BUT! when the grading starts, i did find in the beginning.. but at the later part, wow kao!! I dunno wad went wrong wif my brain!! i stumbled.. dunno wad to do.. had to look at cat.. and in my heart, i went "gosh!! die liao.. mus redo.." and, after all the ppl had finished.. yupx.. the judge asked me to redo..

2nd time.. but better than first time.. did all the steps correctly.. but very slow.. do ur know how anxious i was?? i nearly made mistakes again.. my heart was beating as fast as a fish struggling on land.. i'm so glad tt i dun have heart disease.. luckily i was not called to do for the third time.. and i thought i needa do for the third time.. but its not me.. its pei yong.. well, she did nth wrong.. but asked to do the second time.. well, it shld be double promotion!! Hafiq and khid were also called for redoing .. both did nth wrong too..

sth not fair!! some ppl told me they did some steps wrong.. but were not asked to redo!! so unfair! and sway sway, i was just in front of the judge lo.. its so obvious to notice my mistakes. Hon sonn said

"just now, when u needa do again, shawn and me very gan jiong leh.."

"y leh?"

"cos is u teach us one ma.."

lolx... pai seh ah.. made ur gan jiong for nth..

well, after the majority of us had finished our grading, its zi jie and Thiha's turn.. both of them onli.. and zi jie was not doing quite well.. the judged asked him to redo for 3 times!! we were all super worried for him.. can onli see him from the audience seats.. which is very far from where he was..

we were all doing the *pass our luck to him* actions.. see our unity level?? so united!! but, the judge asked him to do it alone after everyone has finished wif those ppl who needa redo also.. and we waited to support him.. woots!! he got it right!! and we cheered!! when he came up and joined us, all the guys went to congratulate him.. i see the unity in us!! although we are not close, but we are very united.. its an irony.. classmates shld be more united.. but i dun see any unity in us.. whereas, tkd, we dun see each other everyday, yet we have more than wad we expect.. keep it up guys!!! love ya lots!

alright.. gonna chiong for my assignments liao.. ciaos!!

boredom

jus got back hm.. there's this seminar talk for all sports CCA.. and the seniors told me its compulsory to attend.. well, so we went to TCC and attended it.. GOSH! the begining was still quite nice.. a hip hop dance by our tp students... got one guy wearing green very shuai.. hehe..

after tt, the session got boring... I played hangman, Bingo, tic-tac-toe and fortune telling wif gui wen and catherine.. lol.. wad the hell.. zi jie, daryl and the rest were playing poker cards.. the volleyball gals were eating snacks.. chocs, panda biscuit, fresh milk.. picnic sia!!

until 9pm, there's this stretching session.. asking the dragon boat captain to lead us stretching.. we entertained them for a while den went off liao.. bth.. as we walked down the stairs, the ppl were cursing and yelling.. haha.. its super boring la!

den, as we walked out of engin block, there's this guy, driving a buggy.. scolded us for leaving the talk half way.. said tt we were very irresbonsible, bla bla bla.. den he wanted us to ans him whether we'll be happy if we r the speakers who see the ppl went off half way? BUT

we kept silent!! total silence! a very uneasy silence.. i was wondering who will be answering him..
after being prompted by him, we remained silenced still.. he pai seh.. den said 'up to ur whether wanna follow me back" and drove off embarassed! lolx.. we were like -_- and we continued to walk out of engineering blk..

we went to eat dinner cum supper at the opposite sch's coffee shop.. the ppl were funny.. esp wei sheng.. cracked up the whole lot of us.. well, i'm so super blur and stupid jus now.. at the coffee shop there.. i wanted to take out my wallet.. but, i can't see it.. so, i jumped to conclusion tt i've lost my wallet.. and got myself so super worried.. and dragged catherine and gui wen into nervous situation..they offered to lend me money but i said i've lost my appetite.. i tried to call yan ling.. cos i went to eat lunch wif her in the afternoon.. wanna ask her whether she got see my purse not.. but no ans..

i'm so sad.. dunno y also, got calmed down after a while.. and i searched my bag again.. guess wad? i found my wallet inside my bag!! lolx.. den i showed cat and gui wen.. cat was like "cheat my feelings sia!" lolx.. sorry.. u think i wan to cheat meh? i'm super worried also..

after my wallet has been found, my appetite came back... haha.. we decided to order diff dishes to share.. and the seniors introduced some dishes tt are nice.. the guys are so envy at us when the dishes came.. lolx.. den grace said " now, u noe y tkd ppl are all so heavy liao ma?" lolx.. wadever..

we ate till 10 plus den came back hm.. its a boring session.. but i had fun wif my tkd friends!!

ps: hafiq, Naz and khid and the rest of the tkd ppl who stayed thru out the session, have high patience limits!!! *salute*

some are going back tml too.. for the sake of seal points and the refreshments.. but i'm not gonna going back.. i dun wan to sacrifice my wink.. its so bloody early can? i would rather sleep a lil longer den go out wif da loo..

shit!! braces appointment tml again!!

internet connection

woots! my internet connection is finally back to normal.. though at times, it kept disconnects.. wad to do.. mus wait till dunno wad thingy has finished repairing.. yupx..

god damn!! i'm so disappointed.. Before i went to BJ, i asked mom whether it will snow there anot.. den she said 'maybe'.. alright, i went there, wif the hope of witnessing snowing again.. but, sad to say, throughout my 5 days stay, there were NOTHING.

but, after i came back on 27th night, it snowed on the 28th or 29th!!! wth! can't it snow earlier? *roll eyes*

alright, i got back all my term test papers. sad to say, i wont get a free water bottle liao.. i didn't meet his target of getting 75% and above for e-maths 2.. i got 50% onli..

and i failed my ckt.. but its expected.. so, i dun give a damn.. eh, as for Dfund, i'm very happy wif it.. got 83%.. woots!!

congrats to u guys, who did well for the term test..

being selected to go for the tkd open hse.. sian.. needa demonstrate.. i sway sway chosed for the attacking and defending part.. hon sonn too.. i've to be thrown.. irritating.. i know i'm short, tt's y i'm always chose to be the one being thrown.. but isn't it more amusing tt when a shortie can defend very well?

woah.. today Baygone so yan dao.. lolx.. :P can kick bloody hell high la.. *envy*

i'm lazy to upload fotos.. sorry... since my internet connection has not fully recovered, let's wait till its recovered den i shall upload??

kk.. got to wake up early tml.. ciaos!

Yohooo!! I'm bAcK! back for like 2 days? but can onli blog now.. cos my internet connection was down.. heard its becos of the earthquake in Taiwan.. i jus dun get it.. whenever i came back from overseas, there's bound to have natual disasters happening.. the previous one is tsunami.. sadx..

well, the trip was not bad.. quite fun! i'm the youngest among my mom's friends and so, i'm so well treated.. machiam like princess.. lolx.. haha.. hmm.. took lotsa pics.. but, i will upload some day when my connection is back to normal.. and tt's like 3 weeks later?!

i'm at Rosie's hse.. doing psychology quiz.. needa do two more..

yeah!! i'm going to go count down wif my beloved 4/7 ppls!! hope this is a great one!! cos christmas in Beijing is SO not fun!! -_-

i miss my mom and her friends!!

all right, gtg liao.. ciaos!!!

bye singapore

First of all, i would like to apologise to our dear MR Ng wei xiong.. i've made an empty promise to him today.. "sorry!" though its onli a 'might' but i nvr thought tt u r expecting it.. haha.. but i will visit u someday after i come back from BJ? and now, u dun even wanna tell me a secret.. haiz..

alright, i'm going to Beijing tml.. nervous!! i'm afraid tt i can't sleep tonight.. i'm sure tt my brain will run wild.. cos i'm going alone.. from a small lil dot country, to a large capital of China.. ALONE. scared. if i can't sleep, can i call to any one of u?

alright, will be missing out all the fun the my friends are having on Christmas.. sadx..
but nvm .. u guys have fun!! miss ya.. ciaos!

ihafweakheart
got swollengotgreennbrokenfinally

spar!

Supposed to wake up early to wrap mavis present and write letter.. but was so tired! slept all the way till 11.30am. meeting her at 12.10pm and i havent prepare anything!! so, i quickly wrote a letter and wrapped the present and dashed out of the hse without brushing my teeths! lolx..

i noe i'm dirty.. but who cares?

well, supposed to continue wif my pschology quizes today.. but no time.. was too happy and den affected my mood to take the quize. gonna do it later..

went to Bugis to apply for roaming service wif grandaunt.. den went shopping!! she bought a new B.U.M polo tee for me..
two tee-shirts for mom and 3rd aunt each.. yeah! so happy.. den some christmas pressie.. i like to go shopping wif grandaunt! u rocks! hahaha..
den, went to buy bak kwa and floss .. bought quite a lot.. cos mom wanna give them to her friends..

den, waited for shu hui and went to training together.. she's so sweet! bought chocs for the whole tkd ppl!! thanks sweet.. hmm.. had sparring todae!! oh man!! at first, was still able to kick my opponents.. den, when come to spar wif hui ping .. (is tt her name?) man!! she kept kicking my head la.. den each time she kicked my head, i would be gong gong.. became retarded.. den when spar wif a green belt senior, man, its continuous kicking one leh.. somemore, keng boon sir is beside and teaching her how to attack me!! hey, i'm a junior leh!! instead of teaching me how to defend, he's teaching the senior how to attack me.. *angry* but i noe i angry also no use.. mus undergo this den i can learn.. i bet, my whole body will ache till crazy..

after training, nick asked darryl to give out chocs to pattern team ppl.. shu hui also started to give out chocs.. and everybody got excited!! seniors came to snatch.. and the sly baygone.. want to take roche and say us too fat, cannot eat!! wow lao eh.. den hui ting scold him back "u too short!!" lolx.. funny..

thanks Nick!! though i noe u're bluffing me tt u planned to give me extra choc.. nvm.. i also bluffed tt i have chocs for u den made u happy for nth.. lolx.. took out ur roche instead .. haha.. tts a good trick leh!! i'm sure all of the ppl in the bus stop had a good laugh..

alright, going out wif huang huan and t09 tml!! cya! ciaos.

thanks mavis

I dunnoe how to describe today.. its a very normal and simple day.. but i am happy.. lolx.. alright.. had a sweet dream last night... tts a good thing.. hehex.. did some more psychology quizes.. i'm left wif two more quizes!! woots! shall continue on thurs.. actually i dun have to go for training today.. but uncle Nick missed me.. lolx. :P

its actually he said "its alan sir taking the training.. so we can do competition pattern.. " so, i decided to try my best to go..

went to meet Mavis at lil india station den we went to vivo city to eat the chicken rice.. its nice! shiok! my stomach was so bloated after the meal.. lolx.. and, mavis told me to go back training.. so, ok lo.. mus listen to friend ma.. so go lo.. (reluctantly) took train wif her.. on the train, she passed me my early christmas pressie..

at tt moment, i felt guilty.. becuz,
actually i've thought of going to orchard to buy chrismas pressie for her in the afternoon.. but the damn rain.. super heavy.. so, destroyed tt idea... sorry gal.. shows tt i'm so insincere.. no heart.. being affected by the rain.. my determination is weak.. today's the onli day tt we can meet.. yet.. haiz.. disapointed wif myself..

well, when i was on the bus, uncle nick called and he said

" i called to say, u can dun go for training.. "

"i'm already on the buz... -_-"

"oh well, den i go also lo"

aei.. uncle nick.. funny hor..

went to meet catherine and gui wen.. they were waiting for me.. sweet!!

so after changing and eveything, we stepped into the sports hall.. ming rui looked at me den looked at the clock tt's hanging on the wall...

"wow.. 8.20pm leh!!"

i went to bow at alan sir.. den he said

" wow! i knocking off soon leh! going back jb liao.."

yanning said
" good morning!! ur are so early!! *sarcastically*"

haiyo.. so many comments sia.. but seriously, i would think tt way too.. if someone is as late as me.. in the end, i machiam kana feelings cheated..

after the three of us did stretching, we joined in to kick also.. but alan sir starts to give some theory wise talk and explain.. den, after tt, he told us to take a rest and drink water..

wao lao.. i just did stretching onli lo.. -_- den, we did some kickings.. and tts the end of the training!! oh man! i buay song.. den went to ask them to do some pattern before going hm.. if not my trip is wasted.. practised wif cat and gui wen..

den came hm wif kit.

hmm.. i like to go out wif mavis.. hahaz.. touch?? lolx.. wadever.. reallie la.. i'm always laughing out loud when i'm wif her.. thanks for telling me to go for training!! *sincerely*

ps: i'm so happy!! :))

fated?
dunluvunomore

joe

its 12.15am now.. i'm still not sleeping.. y leh? well, basically is becuz of habit. bad habbit, i know.. hmm.. went training jus now.. went to Bugis to meet shu hui first.. to teach her how to go tp from bugis..

and, the sec i stepped into the bugis, i saw jayaraj.. lolx.. so,i went to scare him.. *evil laughs* he got a shock.. mission accomplished! hmm.. den he told me its joe's b'dae..

so, i followed him to go and find them to wish joe happy birthday.. haha.. i'm so good.. hehe..

Joe said i'm the 13th person to wish him.. nt bad ah.. its by coincidence also .. shows tt we r fated?! lolx.

so, we went separte ways after tt.. i continued to wait for shu hui while they went to eat.. shu hui finally came.. but she said yoke bing is ard bugis too.. can go training together.. so, waited for him.. till 6.30pm.. by the time we reached sch is already 7.30pm. gosh! so late..

was very relaxing.. cos baygone and michael sir not there.. if they are there, mind u.. i will be dead.. -_-

it rained damn heavy after training.. shld i like rainy days or sunny daes? its rainy season now.. but i dun reallie like.. cos it spoils all my outdoor activity plans.. and it rains for the whole bloody day.. and raining makes me dun feel like getting out of the hse.. sunny days is too hot.. but i can do things i like all the time.. :))

alright! i'm meeting mavis tml!! i skip my training becus of u leh.. touch not?? haha.. alright, cya tml!!


willibseeingusoon?

sad

Thought i could go for sun tanning today.. but the damn rain... spoiled our plan.. sad.. i never go to the jurong swimming complex before.. since des asked me to go, i wanted to go very much.. but.. haiz.. we r not fated.. =x

stayed at hm to watch the star awards repeat.. saw shane and henryk.. the one passing the trophies to the guest, whom then present it to the winners.. they took turns to present i think..

haiz.. i dun like this year.. a lot of things changed. the separations.. i hate separations! since young, i'v been encounting separations.. can we jus settle down at one place? can we dun change?

"wad do u wan to be in ur next life?"
" a tree"
"y?"
"once the tree grows out roots, it will stay at tt place foreve!"

familiar? maybe ur might have forgotten.. but i remembered it clearly.. i like this drama a lot.
i know i'm being childish to even think of this.. haiz.. sadx.. ;(

The following things tt i'm gonna write is not related to the above things.. those are random stuffs.

my dearest friend is facing some problems now.. and i feel sad and angry for her too.. wad's her best friend is treating her?! a ball? tt she can take and throw as and when she likes? has she forgotten tt when she need someone the most, my dearest friend is the one who's beside her? showering her wif care and concern? when she has no where to go, feel lonely, its my dearest friend who asked her along when she's out dating wif her bf.. and now, she has companion during the big festival that we're all looking forward now, she said she's not free..

i know i'm bad for reprimanding her here.. and its none of my business right? but my friend is so sad.. try being neglected by ur closest friend and tell me wad's ur feelings!

inoeuwillnotbeder4me
btitsok..

Charlotte's web

woots! for once, i dun have to suffer from the braces after the dental visit.. cos my teeths is not doing good.. it goes out of place.. Doctoer Tan said my case is a special one.. by right, after puting rubber band, it shld go back to the right position .. so, now i dun have to put a single thingy... jus put colors.. see whether the teeths will go to the right position on its own.. i dun even have to tighten the braces.. Therefore, i dun feel pain now..


and doctor Tan is very good today... he lets me choose two colors and suggested to put red and green.. as Christmas is coming.. lolx.. and i put red and green!! nice combi.. ~~

hmm.. so went to Metro to shop while waiting for kristy.. bought a long sleeves shirt and two spaggetti.. and she finally came..

permed hair.. when's the last time i saw her? think is in January.. at my work place..

alright, went to kinokuniya to buy organiser.. yup.. i wanna be a business woman.. lolx.. hmm.. jus wanna be more organised.. cos i tend to be very messy... wanna manage my time well.. list down wad i have to do, yet to do.. expensive organiser nehx!

eh.. den went to take neoprints.. this is the longest time tt we use to decorate.. because there are no customers.. so we have all our time.. but its too long already.. we decorate until we dunno wad to decorate.. lolx.

so went to eat.. porridge again.. though my braces is not tightened but still, it feels wierd.. i feel numb whenever i bite my teeths together..

we went to watch Charlotte's web!! ahahaha.. nice.. certain parts are funny.. and its very touching too.. cried.. the tears dropped automatically.. the respectable spider.. and the pure and innocent wilbur.. ahha.. i want to watch the movie is because of the name too.. 'wilbur' i noe its foolish la.. but its nice anyway.. quite a lot of adults went to watch too.. the little gal and little boy is sweet too!! so innocent and pure.. like each other.. woots! u won't get to read this part in the storybook.. which i like.. haha.. :))

i like the phrase.. [simple friendship can help to create miracle..] i dunno whether this phrase is the correct one.. but its roughly the same.. its meaningful..


its a pleasant day! helped to mop the floor too~~ hehe =x

if onli time will stp there..
missmissesandmoremisses ;(

"Name 20 ppl u can think of at the top of your head. Don't read the questions below before you write and tag 5 ppl to do this survey."

1. lin na
2. huang huan
3. Mavis
4. Mei yu
5.ying ying
6. Rosie
7.yi ling
8. wan tian
9. jasreel
10. Desmond
11. Audrey
12. Shi hai
13.yan ling
14.annie
15. Eng yen
16. regina
17. yoke leong
18.yu hui
19.jojo
20. jason

questions!

how did you meet 14?
~~annie..~~
in sch.. was in sec 1 or 2? forgotten liao.. know her as sch mate at first den we became classmate in sec 3 and four.. became closer and in our group..

what would you do if you never met 1?
~~lin na~~

this qn is too difficult.. i dunno leh.. eh.. *thinking* i will choose other sec sch instead of outram.. i will put other ppl's pic on my photo frame


what would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
~~jason and jasreel date?? ~~

lolx.. tt would nvr happen.. jason is my nephew.. but he is older den me by 8 mths.. and jas is too tall for him.. she wont like her bf to be shorter den her..


did you ever like 19?
~~jojo ah..~~

the joker.. sad to say, nvr.. haha.. he is jason's younger brother.. younger den me.. i wont like a small brother.. and nephew somemore.. he's is too tall for me too! 180++ cm..

would 6 and 17 make a good pair?
~~rosie and yoke leong~~

nah.. if i say yes, mong will be chasing after me.. lolx.
but to say the truth, yoke leong is not her type.. sorry yokie!


do you think 8 is attractive?
~~Wan tian~~

personally, i think she's not bad.. she jus need to dress up more, more daring and i dare say she can be as attractive as any gals out there..



tell me something about 7.
~~yi ling~~

another joker too.. who never fails to brighten up our day.. she said my laughter is horrible but her laughter is not tt good either.. lolx.. can fight wif me!!
hmm.. she'll always let me pull her shirt when we are watching scary movies.. so without her, i'd be dead becos of heart attack..


do you know any of 12's family?
~~shi hai~~

i know his mom is super modern! when they stand together, they are machiam like brother and sister! habock mom.. his younger bro is our junior.. but i dunno them personally la..



what's 8's favourite?
~~wan tian~~

she likes plain stuffs, her dong fang shen qi.

what would you do if 11 confesses he/she likes you?
~~Audrey~~

lolx. we are not lesbians!! but i will say " i luv u too!"

what language does 15 speak?
~~Eng yen~~

she speaks english, chinese and hokkien



who is 9 going out with?
~~jasreel~~

i'm not really sure leh.. very long nvr update each liao.. but i think she's still single..

how old is 16 now?
~~Regina~~

17 yrs old



when was the last time you talked to 13?
~~Yan ling~~

Tuesday.. when we were in the library..


who's 2's favourtie band/singer?
~~Huang huan~~

Mayday! lolx. its my turn to say abt her boyband liao.. last time she said abt my wilber...
hmm.. its under her influence tt i actually take notice on Mayday's songs..

would you date 4?
~~Mei yu~~

we are always dating each other when we are free..

would you date 7?
~~Yi ling~~

not a bad idea.. but i needa bring pain killers so tt it will stop my stomach from aching wif all her jokes.

is 15 single?
~~Eng yen~~

eh.. the last time she told me is she's attached.. but for now, i'm not sure..

what's 10's last name?
~~Desmond~~

NG wei xiong!


would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
~~Audrey~~

no!! told ya.. we are not lesbians.. even if i wan, she also dun wan

what school does 3 go to?
~~Mavis~~

Innova Jc


where does 6 live?
~~Rosie~~

Tampines


what's your favourite thing about 5?
~~Ying ying~~

straight forward, the hair tt looks like a big fat bomb on her head, the grandmother purse..

have you seen 1 naked?

~~Lin na~~

not fully.. lolx.

alright! finally done! huang huan tagged me in may.. tt's like 7 mths ago! gosh.. now den i do this.. gonna tag annie, mei yu, lin na, mavis and rosie now..

ciaos!

Beijing! here i come!

woots! term test is finally over! hmm.. wad can i comment about it? maths was fine.. but i did serious mistakes.. stab me please.. used the whole weekend on maths.. practice more than enough.. yet i get this kinda shit.. -_- den for ckt, hell.. i've already given up hope on it.. so i didn't put much effort on it.. even if i fail, i dun care.. haha.. for dfund, hmm... i expect quite a lot for it.. but after discussing the ans, realised i am still the same blur and gong dai gal.. haiz.. sad..

after this term test, my old weight is gonna come back.... gosh.. ate Mac for 3 whole days! machiam like eating marathon.. cos we were studying at kallang stadium's Mac.. nice enviroment? lolx.. dunnoe also.. the traffic is so messy.. tts all i can say..

saw yu kai there too!! (telling mavis :p) opps! hahaha.. childish huh?


oh.. life isn't tt sucky afterall... got motivation to study from a lot of ppl.. thanks ppl!! (somebody might get me a water bottle.. provided if i get 75% for maths..) when's tt to happen? well, wait till sky drop.. but thanks to tt water bottle thingy.. i got motivated.. and studied for the irritating differentiations.. y nobody motivates me for CKT? den i wont give up ma.. (pushing blames.)

so wad are the plans for holidays??

mon-Tue ---> - psychology quiz
- training

wed ---> dating

thurs ---> training

fri ---> not yet confirmed

sat - wed ----> beijing

thurs -> training

fri- sun ----> nt yet confirmed

call me up on the days i'm free pls!

alright, gonna stop here liao.. ciaos!

Stress

AArrrgh!! I think my term test is not going to do well.. i dun know how to start my revision.. i have no confidence in every maths qn that i do.. i dunno when to use which rule, when to apply.. i'm so confused in everything.. i jus can't have a clear mind.. when i do maths, i will start to worry about E-device or defund.. life sucks!! There isn't much time for me left! 3 more days to term test.. and i'm still stucked at the very basic!! Ppl around me all understands and are just doing revision and confirming with each other.. i'm the onli one.. lost in the jungle!!

moody... moody.. its not my day.. B-A-D day!

anita's b'dae

went studying todae wif yan ling.. but not sucessful.. haiz.. became toking session again.. lolx.. cos we didn't update each other's life for two mths le.. and i brought the wrong subject to study.. but will study at hm tml..

Went to celebrate anita's birthday yesterdae.. her birthday is tml, well, HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY!! its ur birthday in 50 mins time..

lunch - hong kong resturant

movie- mo gong by andy lau

went to eat at the hong kong resturant in cineleisure.. the food is nice.. like the curry especially.. *slurp*. and the mango pudding... i like mango puddings!

mo gong is quite a nice movie.. Andy lau is very charming!!! but i was cursing and scolding the king as i watched.. so infuriated.. pek cei wif him.. ge li helped him so much yet wanna kill him.. then all the kind-hearted ppl were either killed or no good ending.. sad.. its more of feeling agitated den sad bah.. tts y i didn't shed a tear.. normally i will cry when there's a sad part..

oh, dc, rosie and me celebrated mong's belated b'dae on thurs.. hehe.. bought a cake for him.. and sang him b'day song after two mths.. he kept enphasizing the 'two mths ago' when we were singing for him.. but better den nth right? lolx.

gonna blog till here liao.. ciaos!

i thought i could...
but i'm decieiving to myself..

java

Java, java, java... having a quiz on comprog tml.. hate it.. luckily its in written form.. if we need to execute, i'm gonna die.. confirm fail..

alright, still studying the comprog in progress.. hehe.. jus trying to relax for a while by coming in.. cos i've recovered!! nt fully but 3/4.. but ppl around me are starting to fall sick though.. did i pass the virus to them?! well, i'm sure i'm not the only culprit who passed the viruses.. the very first person is mong, den me den dc... now more and more ppl sore throat liao.. all similar symtoms.. now both mong and me recover liao.. hiak hiak.. (shit! i'm so sarcastic!) but wadever,
jux wanna say

" take care guys! can't afford to fall sick at this crucial week.. drink lotsa water!! or see doc.."

oh, i had ckt lab test on mon..

i like this teacher.. lol.. this is the onli ckt lab test tt i'm so calm and steady.. partly becos my beloved guardian angel is beside me?? lolx.. yup... the teacher won't deduct our marks no matter wad mistakes we did.. nice.. :)) can't tp have more of this kind of lecturers? our previous one is so *roll eyes* can't even use words to describe..

ok.. i've to study the sickening quiz for tml liao.. ciaos!

everybody's sick

Its such a sick week.. well, maths quize corked up!! gonna fail badly.. and i bet, my term test is not gonna do well too..

On thurs, i didn't go for training.. went to see doctor instead.. yupx.. cough and flu.. usually i won't go and see a doc when i have cough and flu.. i will jus let it recover by itself.. but this time round, i went. a lot of reasons actually.. hahaha.. its confidential.. shall keep it to myself..

and luckily i went to see a doctor.. cos the doctor said i WILL get infection and its quite horrible..
so she gave me quite alot of medicine.. she gave me 3 packets of different medicines, in tablets form.. and a cough mixture... she told me to eat the cough mixture at night onli cos its drowsy.. the rest of the tablets wont cause drowsiness.. (she cheat my feelings)

i ate the tablets only but i felt drowsy.. on fri esp... its so torturing to keep awake and do the make up lab.. and tt make up lab was an important one..

and i slept throughout my weekends.. -_- i have a quiz tml.. yet i havent even touch it!

as i'm typing this, my mind is drifting away too.. eyes were half closed.. can imagine?? i'm forcing myself to blog finish.. or at least tahan until after i've read through the lecture notes for tml's quize.. if nt, i will be so dead!!

alright, ciaos!!

buzy week

This week seems like so short!! 3 quizes.. CKT quize was over.. jus had it today.. but dfund and e-maths 2 are on Thursday.. and i haven't started studying!!

like no time to study like tt.. school ends at 5pm to 6 pm from mon to wed.. den after tt went for tkd training straight away.. after coming back, tired liao.. den had to force myself to study.. and last night pia ckt until 1 plus.. den head hard hard called me.. and chatted wif her till 3 plus.. haha.. head hard hard, touched not? i sacrifice for u leh... hehe..

well, gonna practise maths later too.. if not my brain will burst tml.. have to absorb dfund and maths on the same day..


but i dun feel well now.. -_- having cough and flu.. den ears and nose are blocked.
dun feel like studying..

procrastination is nt good.. <------ i know this.. but wad to do?

alright, fei hua shao shou!! ciaos!

reformatted

Jus reformatted my com.. woots!! jus like a brand new computer.. thanks to my beloved uncle, who spent the whole afternoon just to make sure that my com is doing well.. and my printer can print again!! ahhaa.. it can't print because a tiny piece of paper was stuck inside..

And my uncle actually managed to find out the cause and pulled it out!! so pro.. i'm such a com idiot.. dun even know wad happened to it..


after reformatting, everything is doing fine.. can load faster liao.. woots!! love it!!
rosie, my com improved le! nt like tortoise liao.. haha..

shit! haven't study for the quizes!! gonna study for it liao..

ciaos!


i've moved on.. finally..
straightened it up...
brand new LL.. :))


all the tears had dried up..
all released!!

cab day

lolx.. can't believe it myself.. today is so cabby day!

i woke up quite late today... so i rushed and jus took my breakfast along.. ate as i walked to the bus-stop.. but bus didn't come yet.. so was waiting..

abt 5mins later, a gal approached me

"excuse me, r u from tp?"

and i answered "yes"

"eh, i'm taking a cab, do u wan to come along?"

"but i dun have enough cash wif me leh'

"oh, its alright..."


so, she hailed a cab, and we went in.. chatted on the way.. she's quite a nice person.. good impression she gave me.. my childhood friend's junior..

so when we reached, i decided to give up my 5 bucks to her.. (gosh! i'm so kind.. :p)

earlist to class today leh!! mong was so shocked when he saw me.. lolx.. den told him my story..


alright, went for the interview.. its not bad.. tt guy is fun.. dunno his name.. hope to be able to get in.. he said until like we are very good.. but scarly cannot get in also like tt.. :(( cos they accept 200 gls onli.. but there are 400++ students who went for the interview.. chances are slim man..

went for training.. den after training, ming rui asked me to take cab.. cos he's sick!!! and i told him i no cash liao!! but he said nvm.. he pay.. so ok lo.. since he's so sick, pei him take cab lo.. later sleep in the cab, uncle drives him to some ulu place he also dunno.. though blackbelt, but so sick liao also can't retaliate much de..lolx.. k la.. he's so committed to tkd training.. alumni somemore.. sick still come back for training .. pei fu!! anyway, we r neighbours la.. tts y we took cab together.. hehe.. its good to have a senior who lives near u..

so, i didn't step onto any of the buses today ..


neutralising.. but can??

happy birthday dc!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ding chang!!! Though we did not go out and celebrate today, but the guys did come and gave u a birthday bash? haha.. but not painful afterall.. jus now i whacked u quite hard.. sorry.. but nvm.. i dun have to worry.. cos my b'day over liao!! anita beware hor... urs coming le.. shawn dun dare to hit hard.. he's also coming le.. ahaha..

going out on fri to eat sakae buffet on fri.. another buffet... sushi again.. but for disconnect's sake, i dun mind puting on weight again.. :)) hehe..

tml's the day for the GL's interview.. wonder how's it going to be like. nervous! but nvm... got yan ling and gui wen's company.. can zhuang dan.. hopefully can pass..

going IMH- institute of mental hospital in january!! excited!! but as i was told, we are going to visit those 'quite' normal one.. not harmful ones.. but if we can see all the patients, then it will be a thrilling trip!

quizes are coming up next week.. gonna study hard for them.. alright.. gonna stop here le!! ciaos~~


tired!!! surviving thru~~

ETCM

Gosh! ETCM students are going to be seperated liao.. tml is the day to choose our major.. well, i'm gonna choose the new course that is offered by them.. the engine business.. we will study basic engineering and basic business..

hmm... maybe ur may think that the course tt i'm going to take is not really good in terms of specialising in one main major.. its very basic stuffs.. but i dun think its bad lo.. cos after all, i'm not gonna be involve in engineering in totally in future.. its so not me.. taking this course, i have more selections.. (maybe?)

wad's more, huang huan said i shld go into HR.. shld make use of my good points.. well, will look into this direction for now..


~~emo time~~

Time flies.. jus a blink of eye, we are going seperate ways soon.. some had already left us.. Daniel, for instance.. its jus too pity.. why doesn't he allows us to enter into his world? on the first day of orientation, he's so enthu.. even volunteered to be our class rap.. our CP even praised him.. he asked me who has leadership quality in our class and i said "daniel" and andrew agreed.

but ppl change... maybe he faced problems and thought nobody will wanna care abt him.. tts y he withdrew.. i felt guilty for not being able to help him.. because he would always call me and look out for me on the first few days..

ur may say "well, he dun accept our help and he himself wanna give up one wad!"

but did we try and put ourselves in his shoe? did we ask ourselves, "y is he giving us tt kind of attitude? y didn't he accept our help? y did he withdraw from tp when he can retake the modules again jus like syid?"

felt surprised tt i mentioned him here and onli now? i'm not sure too.. wanted to blog abt him earlier on.. but dunno how to put in words.. the ans to the above qns can have different kinds.. it depends on how we see them..

i like this phrase now "actions speaks louder than words".. if you are really concerned for ur friends or close ones, use actions! dun jus use month to say.

alright, gonna blog till here le.. there's sch tml.. grandaunt nagging liao..

ps: head hard hard, updated!! :))

good to be short!

~~ good points to be a shOrt gal gal~~
1. When there is lightning, shortie and the tallie ( got such a word??) are on the field. The tallie got struck 1st. ( scientifically proven or experimentally evidenced) Shortie has a better chance of survival.

2.Shortie is smarter. Dont you realise that people in RJC are shorter (??). People like deng xiao ping who is short and smart too. (i'm also nt bad one wor... :P) Hence, the smart gene is inversely proportional to the height genes.

3.In general, shortie's health is better than Tallie's. Why? Because, the blood in the shortie does not need to travel around the body that far as compared to tallie. Hence, various organs get sufficient and more blood supply in shorties than that in Tallie. Hence, tallies die at a younger age. ( so sad. )

4.Shorties are cute... tt's y i'm always called "small cute cute". ;) When do you hear someone say those tallies are cute? ( cute is dedicated to shorties.)

5.shorties are at ease with any place. Some tallies have to bend down when moving in some places. So inconvenient. (bleh)

6.Too tall girls are hard to be married off whereas short girls are much easier as long as avoid those super tall guys. Guys nowadays are short too. haha


7.More people today are short. So if you dont want to be left out, stay short.


8.Say bye bye to hunch back. Ever see a short girl with hunched back? It's always the case with tall people.

9.U could wear high heeled shoes as high as u like and as much as you love. Talllies cant wear that much i guess.

10.Shorties could wear supershort skirts without being chided for being indecent. Tallies would have the troubles of getting seen ***.


hoo!!! i luv these!! lolx.. stole this page from huang huan's blog.. sorry!!! muz share... hahah.. bo bian la.. we r from the same company.. so.. ;p

psps

hahaha!! mun wai!!! u R SO CUTE!! love u lots! lolx.. mun wai cum my heater is so bloody cute!!! our kai xin kuo..

i like psps... cos can play games.. den from the games, i can see diff stuffs.. different ppl's weak points and strong points..

as for me, i'm such a bad commander!! sadx.. i onli know how to play but wont instruct ppl.. bad leader imma.. :((

well, i'm gonna do reflections and so tt my sec 2's leadership camp wont go down to the drain..



i dunno wad's happening to me.. my heart jus can't stop throbbing.. as in really double beat.. cannot settle down.. machiam like i saw someone i like den bi bo bi bo non-stop!! somebody!! save me! let me settle down.. cool me down..


alright, OTC coming.. shld i join? dunno leh... scare no time.. but yeah.. see hOw it goes ba.. scarly nobody's joining den i go and join den will be very sian.. all dunno one.. aiya.. fikle minded imma..

i'm bored now.. dunno wad to blog liao..

oh.. i saw huang huan today.. early in the morning.. haha.. but i was in the bus, she's waiting for bus at the bus stop.. seriously, i miss her.. nvr see her for such a long time.. and i felt nice after seeing her.. makes my feelings today good lo.. hehe..at least i know tt she's ok, still in her RJ U.. well, nt gonna continue being mushy liao.. later i too shy to face her next time when we go out.. hahaha.. but then i'm nt always mushy one.. so, mushy at times is nt bad.. :P

gonna blog till here le... run out of things..


maybe afterall, after one big round, u r e one?
or am i thinking too much?

i jus can't clear my mind :((

blue blue blue

woots! did pedicure yesterdaE!! nice nice.. shall upload my lil toes pics later.. yesterday is so toilet day... lolx.. y did i say tt? cos ying was so full of shit..

after my breakfast, went to the edge there walk walk den when we passed by the toilet, she said she wanna poo.. so, waited for her outside while i go walk walk first.. den after tt, went to bugis village there to check whether the manicure shop open liao mah but nt yet.. but she wanna go back bugis and poo again.. haha.. ok.. so went to the 2nd floor of parco there but q was so long.. den went to 3rd level but its under construction.. so went all the way to the edge toilet.. and den she started pooing again.. lolx.. alright, after pooing, went walk walk.. den went back to village there to check out whether the shop open liao ma.. but not yet.. so went to little india der do eye brow threading..

den went back to do pedicure.. while waiting, saw CK again.. so fated.. oh.. i saw yan hua too! so long nvr see sia.. she oso wanna do manicure..

after tt, my turn to go toilet liao! so urgent.. i dun wanna use bugis village's toilet.. cos ying said dirty.. den i dun like.. rather hold my my pee den to use the toilet.. but very hard too.. cos when we went to the first floor of parco, toilet there long q.. so went to 2nd level.. even worse.. q came all the way to the outside.. den bo bian.. went to edge again.. -_- and finally... then we went to do hair..

changed color to blue liao.. but still can see purple.. so now half half.. nvm.. colors are all i like one..

oh.. called mom this morning.. she asked me whether december holidays wanna go Beijing or Nanjing or maybe go both places.. to celebrate christmas.. wif her friends..

well, wish i can go.. but they dun see christmas as important as Singapore.. last time when i went to Shanghai for Christmas, they dun even care abt the celebration.. atmosphere was so dull.. onli the few of us were in our own world, counting down for the big day.. disapointment..

nvr go Nanjing b4.. wanna try it out.. Beijing will make me remind of last yr.. the memories.. but i doubt they wanna go to the great wall.. go great wall is better to have more ppl to go wif.. more fun.. so tt when u climb, wont be as tired as one person climbing..






close up! (snowy)
its too early to say anything now..scarly can't go... den will be happy for nth.. if i'm going to any of this place, i have to take the plane myself again... nervous..

damn rain

nvr come here for 5 days le.. yea.. i'm sick now.. cos of the damn rain on wednesday.. but cannot blame the rain only.. must blame myself too.. too lazy to change after reaching hm even though i'm drenched..

so, i got a slight fever on thursday.. actually was fine in the morning so i intended to go training if nt nick will be yelling at me again... so i waited for serene to go training together.. thanks to derek, ying and mong!! for killing time wif me together.. but we didn't go training in the end.. all thanks to honn sonn and shawn who kept psychoing us.. and partly cos of my fever and caused me to be restless. so i went hm.


thought i can't go to sch today.. but was fine when i woke up this morning.. so went to sch anyway.. during lecture was still fine.. still able to talk and joke wif ding chang... but all of a sudden, when its dfund lab, i could feel a weight was presurising me in my head.. i can't even retaliate when mong beat me.. normally i would beat him back if he bullies me.. but today i jus let them did wadever they wan.. lazy to care..

so came back hm straight away after sch.. juz dun feel like going anywhere and dun feel like eating..
but strangely, when i reached my hse bus-stop, which is in front of the market, my stomach told me tt i'm hungry liao.. lolx.. so, went in to buy my lunch.. and brisk walked hm.. just wanna settle down faster..

when i reached hm, energy came back.. could tok loud loud.. its so different compared to when i'm in sch.. still able to eat lotsa stuffs... wierd huh? fever still like tt..

after some day dreaming and stuffs, decided to sleep.. and now i'm ok liao..

going out wif head hard hard tml.. but i'm scared will sick again.. den destroy the atmosphere..

i would rather to fall seriously ill den recover fast than like now.. say sick also not sick.. say ok also not ok.. on and off.. very iritating.. torturing is so long.. there's this phrase, chang tong bu ru duan tong.. i agree wif tt to a very very large extent..

alright, gonna eat my dinner now!! ciaos! oh, its o levels now.. good luck my dear friends!!! do ur best.. i know u guys can do it de! :))

ps: i lost my pretty lil pink water bottle!!!
*crying*

r we outsiders to u?
actions speaks louder then words..
dun act
dun like jus say dun like
dun have to be a hypocrite

juz one sight of u will do..
:))