dIsaPointed

*waving hi!! to all* let me say the time now.. its 3.35am now.. yea.. its in the middle of the night.. now is already sunday..i juz can't sleep right now as i slept from 3pm to 12 midnight juz now.. so pro? naH.. not as pro as others when they can sleep from 3pm to 1pm the next day.. i woke up to paint my undone balloon.. didn't manage to finsih it in sch yesterday although went to sch at 7.15am. waS very funny.. meT ying at oUtram Mrt den took cab to sch... iN e end, when we reachthe sch gate, the gate was closed!! we were like huh? sch not yet open?! lolx.. so stand outside sch der to wait for mR Azri... around fIve mins later, he reached le... hE called us to go to opposite sch to sit and do some stuffs but at this time, the security guard came.. he led us in... the lift power was not switched on so cannot go artroom and had to sit at the Macdonald table at HOD room der.. all the stairs were being locked so no entries to anywhere.. sat der for around half and hour and it was 8am.. Mr Lee came.. he also cannot go anywhere.. HOD room was blocked. we chated till 8.15am den the ppl came and open all the doors.. and the lift too.. Mr lee was like god damn happy when he can go back HOD room... he is famous for a workaholic.. and at the same time, famous for sarcastic.. haha.. ok .. den can go artroom le.. painting balloon and stuffs.. asked Mr Azri whether my art result will be goood den he said ok la.. den asked him how much he will give me if he is the marker.. guess wad's the mark??? haiz.. sad.. not wad i want.. was totally saddened by him.. discouraged too.. i have this thinking tt, since i'm not doing well, and the result is bad, y shld i continue this bloody balloon?! haiz.. but brought it hm to finish it anyway.. most of the ppl finished their final except me.. i think its very worthless when i spent so much time on art but in the end, i can't even excel in it.. haiz,.. its the talent tt count.. not hardwork at all. now from mOn onwards, shall pay attention to rest of the subjects le.. i dun think art paper 2 will do well.. i juz hope tt i will get at least a c5 or b4.. maybe shld go le.. my balloon onli left with some touch up so think shld finish it b4 going to tuition.. hope he will go.. last sun didn't go to tuition b'cos eng yen not feeling well and now she is not going to tuition anymore.. i have to go to tuition alone AGAIN.. he will be wondering why too.. anyway, bUaI!