presentation

whoo!!! presentation is finally over.. hahha.. Miss Radha said good but the points i said i dun really understand.. so in other words, i dunno wad i'm toking abt.. hahha..ok.. wadever.. quite nervous.. can hear from the way i speak.. also dunno y i'm nervous.. eh.. today majority of the classmates all wear formal.. mong and derek wore blazer.. den i thought of like wanna wear one of their blazer to go up and present so i asked derek to lend me his white blazer.. wahhaha.. so damn big!! dao hui said i look like a small kid playing wif daddy's shirt.. hahha.. kk.. den i changed to mong's black blazer.. its smaller le.. but they said still too big.. den i gave up the idea of wearing their blazer... then both blazer became our 'costume' hahha.. esp dao hui.. act as president, big boss.. ok.. den we took lotsa photos... sian.. if i wasn't in a rush to get out of the hse, i would've rmbed to bring my cam too.. its been so long since i upload pics right???!! haha.. k den after pics and everything, we went to parkway to eat sakura to celebrate ying's birthday... HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GAL! ate not much.. cos my teeth is still veri pain.. so sort of like not worth it.. but nvm.. for ying.. hhehe.. hmm.. played zhong ji mi ma and tio once.. forfeit is to eat tt stupid thingy tt all different kinds of food was added.. yucks!! and gilbert nearly vomitted.. haiz.. poor thing.. after the lunch, went back sch to study a bit till 6pm.. den went to collect Mantiz shirt outside lib den on the way to bus-stop, saw CK again.. haahha.. lately have been seeing him.. fated wif him sia.. den pei him back to collect his shirt also.. in the end, he didn't get his right size.. he got size s.. wahha... and mine is M size.. its the right size tt i ordered but we somehow shld swop.. but too bad for him.. cos our shirt got names on it.. if swop den my name will be changed to CK?? and u r JANICE?? ahhaa.. sexual transplant.. kk.. enough of tt.. and i wanna compliment on CK. he's such a gentleman.. he offered to help me to carry lin na's laptop for me without me asking or anything... den he carried all the way from outside lib to the bus-stop and then returned to me onli when his bus came.. thanks!!! he said the laptop is bigger than my body liao den like wanna ya bien me le.. ahhaha.. so thoughtful.. :) sianz.. tml no tkd training.. ok la.. shall blog till here le.. ciaos!!!

p.s. to ck, if u have any ways to swop the names den i will swop the shirt wif u??? hhaha *evil laughs*
oh.. and i dunno whether wanna join SU anot.. scarly joined le too many commitments? den can't cope.. stress... even alex and serene and ck joining...

linking every little things to u..

na's laptop

using lin na's laptop now..yea.. she lent it to me.. cos my com dun have powerpoint ma..den she lent me lo.. but i have a problem signing into msn.. working on my presentation now.. sianz.. dun feel like doing... so today went for my dental appointment.. my metal thingy came out.. den DR. tan damn pissed off wif me.. hur.. its not i want one wad.. hAIZ.. got scolded by him.. said wad if it comes out again he won't help me fix again.. as if.. ok.. enough of this.. wearing braces also gives me this kinda headache.. sick.. hmm.. now my teeth hurts.. pain.. can't eat.. lucky this time nobody jio me eat steamboat or buffet.. everytime like this can die.. ok.. gonna go back and finish up my work.. ciaos!


trying hard...
in the process of forgettng..
may think at times..

formal wear

woah seh.. super tired in the morning.. cos i slept at 3.am.. woke up at 8am.. 5hrs wink.. lasted for a few days.. envy me.. i'm famous for being a pig when come to sleeping.. i can sleep till siao and i can tahan till now.. but by right, i shld be snoring away now.. but i'm wide awake now.. haiz.. but nvm.. tml is sat.. can sleep till late late.. earn back all the lost.. hmm.. went to buy formal wear at bugis and called mei yu along.. she's my consultant.. thanx so much! though u r tired but still tried very hard to give me oppinions and chosed for me.. thanx!! hmm.. still have to buy bottom.. sianz.. juz a 5mins presentation and we have to prepare all this.. ok.. tml is gonna be a painful day.. braces day.. hahah.. thightning it.. kk.. blog till here le.. ciaos!!


mood swings becos of u..
sianzations becos of u..
feeling down becos of u..
see how powerful u r..

CKT

this is gonna be a short entry.. cos studying for CKT.. there's quize tml..or rather, eleven hrs later.. and still got a lot more to study.. had e-maths quize yesterday... er.. 2qns not able to do.. had been studying in sch lib till it closed.. hiong... and special thanx to dao hui's friend.. who risked his life and come to lib to teach us.. heex.. (too kua zhang le.. 'risk') er.. ok.. gonna buy him a drink after the quize.. ok.. gonna go off le.. ciaos!


nt being able to see u is so torturing!!

baygone!!

mugging emaths and ckt... and i like the feelings of being hardworking.. hehe.. woke up esp early today to study e-maths and studied ckt yesterday in the lib till 8.30pm.. though onli a bit of each subject.. but not bad le.. thanx terrence, my dearest gl.. hahaha.. spent his time to teach me, chating and ka jiao.. when he has quize to study also.. hope he will do well bah.. and today, went for tkd training again.. well, think this is the onli way for me to relax bah.. and to be able to see baygone.. ahha.. today he trained us for a while..i think the way he trains us and michael sir is different.. when he train us, i can't concentrate well.. haha.. also dun noe y.. haiz.. too bad la.. attached le.. *knocking my head!!!* pain sia.. ok..i go tkd training not onli because of baygone la.. also becos of other jokers like NAz and khid.. haha.. they are damn funny.. who would make me laugh out loud during the boring session.. after tkd, juz finished changing and anita called.. they are so sweet.. waiting for me at the bridge.. ok.. needa do maths tutorial le!! ciaos!

y is it tt whenever i've forgotten abt u,
fate lets us meet.. and make me rmb u
and cling onto u..
y is it tt whenever i think we have no hope,
u would give me those look tt seems to tell me tt
we have chance to be together..

broke

arrghh!!! i'm broke!! seriously broke! ahha.. intended to buy present for yan ling but havent buy.. still thinking of wad to buy but bought a shoe bag and its paid by my atm card.. ok.. den went to bugis and when we walked pass fish and co, mei yu said she felt like eating there so we went to check how much money we have in our account and draw.. den i thought i still have like $50 over or wad.. but to my horror, i'm left wif one digit onli!!!! woah.. can't eat fish and co le..and luckily i bought shoe bag le den no money.. if not when i pay tt time and realise not enough money den will sure pai seh de..so da yan, muz wait a while before i get a present for u k? den mei yu suggested to go and eat at the coffee shop opposite bugis.. but we walked passed a steamboat shop.. den both of us felt like eating it.. since its below $20.. den she still own me money mah.. so can pay for me..hahah.. mei yu is a wierdo.. :p she dun wanna eat potato cos she said it looks wierd.. -_- den we from 5.30pm ate till 8.30pm!! ahha... full till my stomach bloated.. haiz.. after tt, went to walked around in bugis.. saw a lot of shops having sales.. but i can't buy anything!!! had to see mei yu buy.. haiz.. well, ying, give me sometime to save up before we go shopping someday bah.. aiya... i still haven't watch pirates.. sianz.. think the more i plan to watch a particular movie, i wont get to watch it afterall.. like i planned to watch harry potter last time but i didn't get a chance to watch it.. now i planned to watch pirates but no chance also.. haiz.. ok.. shall blog till here le.. overall, today is a pleasant day.. and rosie, i planned to go ur shop today but no chance.. ahha.. so next time u working den i pop by bah.. went to pacific plaza this afternoon.. but nvr go far east.. ok..blog till here.. ciaos!!!


and i'm still thinking of u..
no matter where i am, wad i'm doing..
i juz can't get u out of my head..

crazy

its 1.13am now.. sleepy.. but dun feel like sleeping... also dunno y..feeling down now.. nth happened.. maybe its the cause of boredom bahx.. havent been having fun for years le.. hmm.. dunno wad to blog about.. maybe jus say about today bahx.. well, went to safara wif my classmates.. there's a warehouse sale in there and the items are very cheap.. funny thing is a lot of ITE boys there..hahha.. see the way they chosed the clothes.. looks funny.. ok.. den went to eat there.. food there needs to be improved.. den went to play in the arcade.. as usual, i didn't play.. juz sat down there and wait for anita and dao hui.. den the rest of the guys came back from playing lan den we went to play archery.. fun.. hhhaa.. first time.. but my aiming sucks.. and that thingy so heavy.. well, after archery, came back hm le.. tts it.. ciaos!

during my long journey in the bus, u r always in my thought...
the way u looked into my eyes..
the jokes tt u cracked..
the contents tt we talked about..
ur facial xpression..
the gossiips tt u shared wif me..
miss the times tt we shared together alone..

dfund

jUz came back from TKD... got blisters again!! haiz.. but not as pain as the first few trainings.. oh.. today's quize is so SHITTTTTTTYYYYYYYYY!!!! woah lau eh... studied so much yet.. haiz.. let dao hui's friend down sia.. the taught me till vomit blood le but still patient.. but my quize didn't pay.. sorry guys.. actually while doing tt time thaught very easy de.. then when we came out and discussed, found tt all ans different!! then its like very confirm i wrong one.. haiz.. ok.. TKD.. at least got kickings.. but my kickings are still like shit... not able to snap back fast enough.. when can i have baygone's standard?? so envy his wife sia... ahha.. *jealous* k la.. muz stop thinking abt him le.. later serene and his wife come after me.. heex.. haiz....i'm scared tt my semester exam nt gonna do well den have to do supp paper.. den wil be wasting my holidays... when i can use those time to go overseas.. or hang out wif all my beloved friends.. ok.. very tired now.. needa sleep... if nt tml lab will be late.. ciaos!

busy

haiz... thought yesterdaycan go out wif rere, jas and yi ling.. but communication broke down yesterday.. rere called me to ask whether we are still going out so i called jas and yi ling to confirm.. den yi ling said had to ask her dad b4 she can tell me.. so i waited for her call and tried to call back regina but no ans.. so i waited and waited.. 7pm.. jas called..
"LL, are we still going out?

LL:"huh? dun neo leh.. i called rere.. she nvr pick up leh.. den yi ling leh?"

jas:" she confirm cannot le..
LL" huh? den how?"

jas:" we go out leh.."

LL: 'but rere no ans.." (grandaunt background said: " cannot go out now.. so late le.. "

LL:" oh.. sorry.. cannot go out liao.. too late.. "

sad.. den nvr ton liao.. and received a bad news today.. rere tml night going back.. sian.. its like so wasted la.. audrey said yesterday her phone dun have our miss call or anything.. and i regretted for not calling audrey also.. cos they were together.. if not we can spend more time together... well, anyway, will send her off tml night.. ok.. gtg .. needa do wrtoral .. wasted 3 pieces of foolscape for wrtoral.. bye!! blog tml nite..

harassed

woah.. jux now when i was in the bus on the way back hm from tp, got harassed by a lecherous uncle.. i dunno whether he was bo liao or wad. At first when he sat next to me and tapped me and asked me the time. so i told him its 5.30pm. den i ignored him.. thought he wont ask me anything anymore but he tapped me again.. and asked me more qns. all those lame qns.. and had to repeat the ans again and again.. woa lao eh.. and somemore he sat closer and closer to me.. and i sat inside somemore.. so scarry.. luckily the bus reach my hse bus-stop le before he can continue and eat my tofu.. hate this type of uncle who ask and talk nonsence.. its not like strangers can't tok to strangers.. but this type is obviously lecherous one.. used to have other old uncles tok to me.. but they are those respected uncles.. like they will advise me to work hard or wadever.. haiz.. sian.. but jux now tt uncle kept me awake if not i will fall alsleep den miss my bus-stop.. cos was really tired.. so shld thank him.. hahah.. (got harassed still so happy)... ok la.. blog till here le.. dunno wad to blog liao.. ciaos!

sick

arrgh!!! feeling rather sick now.. head was spining like hell.. actually planned to study in sch lib after sch den wait for maggie till her lesson end den go running together but was feeling sick during maths lecture so had to call off the plan.. sorry maggie.. ok.. so i came hm straight after maths lecture while my classmates all go kbox.. haiz.. i wanna go badly guys, dun wanna miss out the fun but i'm not feeling well and really bankrupt le.. oh.. last night, i nearly caused the baby rabbit of kat's kanna rape by the baby's father!!! cos kat took out one of the baby to let me play den later i wanna go eat so she asked me to put back into the cage.. there are two cages.. one cage is for the father and another is mother and her siblings.. den i'm stupid enough to put in the father's cage and left!!! den kat's sister carried the baby rabbit out and said the father wanna rape her.. so damn ke lian.. onli 2 weeks old and the father wanna target his own child.. and i'm the cause of it.. the baby is so cute.. den... aiya.. lucky nvr kana.. haiz.. ok.. gonna go sleep le.. my world is spinning!!!

another bbq

hahah.. i recevied a call from my boss, kat this morning and she asked me to go her hse for bbq.. lolx.. another bbq sia.. well, have to go.. cos her rabbit gave birth liao... sure very cute.. den hope she will give one to me.. hehhe.. its onli two weeks old.. eh.. haven't see kat and gini for like 3 mths le.. quite miss them too.. so, i have to go and visit them despite the fear of getting cancer and fats.. lolx.. so kua zhang.. ok.. gonna finish all my work b4 going to her bbq.. gtg.. ciaos!!

rere bbq

ok.. met huang huan to np... on the way there, an indian lady suddenly fell down on the floor in the train.. face was facing down.. and she scared the hell out of everybody.. and lyed down there for quite a minute and the guys in the cabin went to help her out.. and let her sit on the chair.. all the ppl went to ask her whether she's fine.. luckily she came concious liao.. woah.. first time to witness this kinda thing.. and i think tt those ppl are nice.. ok.. so reached np.. listened to the speeches.. was bored and luckily was busy also.. hahah... busy messaging jas, ben liew and audrey... den at 4pm, hh and i can't tahan anymore le.. too bored.. den she went hm and i went to meet yi ling there all at bukit merah interchange.. reached there at 5.15pm.. supposed to meet at 4.30pm.. hehe.. changed the time to 5pm because of my long journey.. pai seh!! ok.. so went to take 139 den jas will board the bus at her hse there but by the time the bus reach her hse bus-stop, she can't catch up the bus and we had to alight at the next bus-stop.. den waited for another 139.. supposed to reach rere hse at 5pm de.. hehhe.. very jialat.. at 6pm, we were still waiting for the bus.. and all the bbq stuffs were wif jas.. rere can't even start the bbq first.. hmm.. anyway, reached there at 7 plus.. den they started to bbq... more ppl came.. had some tok cork session at the playground, gossiping wif audrey at the pool side.. we were trying to be 'romantic'.. hehe.. yea.. jux the two of us.. eh.. den played games.. forfeit is to eat the leftover food.. heng nvr tio any of it.. lolx.. ben liew the most pathetic one.. poor things.. he ate 4 plates!!! full till siao.. like 3/4 of the food are eaten by him.. haha.. des they all like kept saboing him.. bad guys.. den went into function room to play musical chairs.. card games.. those lame games.. very funny.. then we have lucky draw.. and yi ling got it.. a mickey mouse.. so damn big.. hmm.. then each of us said something to her.. and she also said something to each and everyone of us.. woah.. touching atmosphere.. almost cried sia.. luckily control well.. haha.. kk... den came hm after 3 shots of photo.. sad.. actually wanna go watch pirates in caribean wif des, shi hai, yong liang and alan.. but no gals go.. den somemore very tired.. so bo bian.. have to come back hm.. hope got chance to watch tt movie..when ur wanna watch, call me k? ahha.. k la... very tired le.. now 1 plus le.. ciaos!

mamam

haven't been blogging for a week.. was lazy basically..hmm.. met up wif yi ling, jas, re re, terrence and zhi xian yesterday.. went to eat sakae sushi buffet.. haha.. tt was my second round... before meeting them, i ate chicken rice wif my classmates.. its onli like 2 hrs apart.. but the food digested already by the time we went into sakae. and i ate quite alot.. yi ling still thought tt i'm very hungry from the way i eat.. lolx... cos i very quiet and all i did was eat.. heheh.. still having puberty sia.. hmm.. after sakae, went to play pool.. and my skills have worsened!! can't even aim properly and none of the balls i shoot went in.. sad.. ok.. after pool, walked to esplanade and saw ying there.. hahah.. she was working there... seriously, i dun think ur tt green specs is tt ugly.. think its nice.. yea.. mux trust my taste.. and sorrie.. promised to call u back but didn't... was tired.. went hm very late last night.. er... after tt, went to view the sea.. hee.. was crowed.. a lot of malays and i sensed tt i will meet sayid and eventually, i did saw him hehe.. my six sense is very good.. he got a shock when i called him.. thought i was some stranger who wanna pick a fight wif him.. eh.. went orchard wif rere after viewing the sea.. took neoprints.. nice.. cute.. sweet.. the last time we took alone was sec 3.. so bloody long.. hmm.. jas joined us later.. then we went to watch re-cycle.. so damn scary!!! ahha.. got scared the hell out of me.. luckily got rere to hug.. if not sure heart attack... screamed like hell.. hahhaha.. think ppl who dun like to be grabbed when they are watching horror movies, cannot watch wif me.. haha.. lin na got it once and she dun wanna watch horror movies wif me again.. ahahaha... rere and yi ling the best.. always let me grab... ok.. after the movie was 12.15am le.. no more bus den we shared cab hm.. will be meeting huang huan later.. accompany her to np.. after tt will go to rere's bbq.. yea.. pajamas party changed to bbq.. sad.. but hope will be fun ba... ok.. tts it.. gonna prepare and meet hh le.. ciaos!

da loo b'dae

hoho!!! first of all, i wanna say " rere, welcome baCk!!!" miss u lots!! finally can see u today.. heheh.. ok.. so went for TKD grading this morning and guess wad? on the way, saw Jason, from outram, 4/8 one.. he's also going for TKD grading.. white belt too.. hhehee.. so coincidence.. yupx.. hmm.. but when grading tt time nvr see him leh... our fate onli last for tt long .. hehe.. ok den.. meet up wif all the TKD ppl at toa payoh mrt station.. slowly walked to the stadium complex and started practising.. the kid alike instructor told us all our mistakes.. good instructor.. i muz say.. really go and observe every single person.. den we went to work on it.. wow.. damn nervous lo.. den alot of small kids also.. all very cute.. there are some kids tt are brown belt le!! omg.. so pro la.. heheh.. the kids look very cute when they were going thru their grading.. and our grading were like.. hmm.. tt instructor called nick said he dunno how many ppl will pass and how many will fail by looking at us.. aiya.. sad.. no double le.. make me pass can le.. ok.. after TKD, went to meet yi ling, jas, da loo and rere... celebrate b'dae for da loo.. and in like 15 mins more is her b'dae le.. actual b'dae.. she tml cannot go out so we move forward and celebrate for her.. happy advance b'dae!!!! hmm.. at pastamanian again.. cos b'dae gal wanted to eat.. wow.. lately have been eating pastamania.. oh.. joseline, michael, yovita, selvi, john, joseline's bro, and edwin.. they went out wif rere.. rere come back sing ma.. and when i saw michael, i had an urge of squeezing him!! lolx.. did i?? forgotten le.. think i did squeeze him.. oh.. its his b'dae today!! HAPPY Birthday!! ok.. we chatted in pasta for quite awhile den went to take neoprints.. took two machines.. and they are nice!! new machines.. ok.. after neoprints, da loo went off le.. sad.. den we went to eat steamboat.. AGAIN.. no wonder my fats come back again..jux finished eating baked rice in pastamania den about 3 hrs later, eat steamboat again.. eat till stomach bloated.. yupx.. but i like eating steamboat wif them.. its always laughing out loud.. and jokes.. my xin shi, gossips... would say anything.. nth to be covered.. so very relax and comfortable.. yupx.. ok.. end here le.. and rere, hope ur pajamas party will be on on next sat.. so i have excuse to buy a nice pajamas.. heex.. ok.. stop here le! ciaos!

pics!!

ahha.. doing wrtoral now.. but as i'm doing, i'm still trying to upload some photo here.. actually wanted to put in friendster de.. but the damn friendster jux dun wan to load.. make me pek cei so bo bian.. have to put here.. so wont waste my effort.. the pics are sent by lin na which we took them on her b'dae eve.. eh.. and yi ling and jas's chalet.. yae..

des went to use cake to cover his face.. hi mr cake!!


another photo.. this one can see all the faces le...:)


personally, i like this pic the best.. hehe.. but i look so kiddish.. lolx..

hmm.. think upload 3 first bahx.. dun wanna waste so much time here.. still needa go back do wrtoral.. its 12.30am le and tml no time for wrtoral.. so have to finish it by morning by hook or by crook!! tml grading!!! nervous, excited.. scared also.. den after grading, gonna celebrate b'dae for da loo.. hope her b'dae is a good one this yr.. wow.. like everyweek also got ppl b'dae sia..bankrupt!! and i hate my printer!! went to buy printer ink today but in the end still cannot work.. dunno wad's going on.. make me waste money onli.. hope my uncle can come my hse and settle it.. ok den, shall end here le!! ciaos!

true self

i reallie hope tt we can always stay on the orientation day.. everybody is so pure.. we wont know each other's bad points.. all very friendly to each other.. would smile to each other.. haix.. as time past by, got to know all the bad points of each person, would yell at each other, suaning ppl, critize, giving bad face,bad attitude and all sorts of bad things going on.. i know i'm not being realistic but who likes bad ppl? rather disapointed wif certain ppl.. the attitude they gave during orientation and now is totally different. be it in outram or tp, all the ppl whom i thought they are nice but turned out to be a great disapointment.. somebody sang one song to me today.. and i felt tt it reallie applies to me now.. he might be joking but i reallie think i am.. lonely...inside me, i've been lonely for 11 yrs.. to others, i might look bubbly .. i also dunno y.. hypocrite??? yea.. shld be.. being a hypocrite is not good.. have to act at all times.. well, shall change subject, think i screwed up in my effcom test on tues..not expecting too much for tt one.. hmm.. yesterday was fun.. during EPT lab.. had toking session wif shawn, ding chang and derek.. lol.. we stayed for toking session instead of listening to the teacher.. den after the lab finished le, shawn and dao hui were acting like wilber in the lab.. haha.. they danced and sang his song.. got Wuha, kuai le chong bai, bi hu man bu, from first album to latest.. lolx.. so damn funny.. was laughing out loud all the way from lab to outside.. funny guys.. den today.. supposed to go for a talk at TCC for all the ETCM students... we went to the TCC den no seats for our group and maggie's class wor.. so we sat at the entrance there.. chit-chating and watch the boys playing hai dai quan.. haha.. den we got chased out by a lecturer cos she said we were noisy or wadever.. den andrew came and marked our attendance and let us go hm.. hahah.. actually its blessing in disguise la.. other classes have to suffer from boredom for one hr while we dun have to.. yea.. shall blog till here le.. now's a good time to study.. ciaos!!

pek cei

haiz... things aren't going my way!! pek cei!! pek cei!! studies, trying hard.. will try and understand every single bit and make sure tt i can pass all during the semester exam wif good grades!! arrggh! gonna go bankrupt within this two mths.. so many ppl's b'dae.. jux treated lin na to crystal jade yesterday for her b'dae.. hahah.. hope she really dun mind the 'big' gift.. hey.. its the thoughts tt count ok? u like to eat crystal jade ma.. hehhe.. hmm.. i'm trying hard in everything i do but i juz can't get it right.. failure sia.. oh.. mei yu told me tt wilber will be coming to sing on my birthday!!! hahah.. at least my b'dae wont be boring le.. can get to see will!!!!! this is the onli enjoyable thingy so far.. well, there's effcom test tml.. gonna look through the notes so tt can score well again.. :) .. ok.. ciaos!

chalet

went for yi ling and jas's chalet yesterday after sch.. quite alot of ppl turn up.. ppl whom i dun expect to go also went... and her current class boys also. well, ate quite a lot of food during the bbq session.. but nvr really interact well wif them.. we played certain games to warm up the place but still, its difficult and her class guys nvr stay overnight.. tt chalet was very dirty.. alot of croaches and insects.. ourtray of bbq food were also being attacked by them.. caused us to waste so much food.. *heartache* den after bbq, many ppl went hm, and left wif da loo, annie, mei yu, shi hui, shirlene, lin na, me, yi ling, jas, des, shi hai and yong liang.. sang birthday song for both of them in the room and cut in the room and des bacame the table.. heex.. rather cute.. hmm.. den they started to play games when i went downstairs wif mei yu to bath.. den being playful, i went upstairs to play wif them while waiting for mei yu to bath finish. haha.. very stupid and lame game.. its actually truth or dare but aiya.. dunno how to describe.. if there's chance will intro to u guys.. den my dare was super funny.. haha.. aiya.. later i say out den made shi hai pai seh.. so..better dun say la.. erm.. den mei yu bath finished le but i was lazy to bath cos different games came up so i didnt bath at all!!! feeling dirty.. erm.. after the games, went to macdonalds there to watch soccer match.. atmosphere was good.. haha..den chat for awhile and went back to chalet.. den all went to sleep but i played blackjack wif the boys and we bet... when des and yong liang were the bankers, always made me lose money and pay them but when shi hai was the banker, he's the best!! he didn't count me in for losing money to him.. haha.. if not will be losing quite alot.. so, shi hai, u're the best!! gentleman.. hehe.. haiz.. onli won $0.30 ... sad.. den we got bored from playing the normal blckjack.. so des invented one "blackjack" and we had to bet $1 at a time den we see who got blackjack straight away den can get the money!! woah.. damn exciting!! des got twice blackjack den i onli got once.. hahha.. damn fun.. shi hai got once i think... ok.. oh, while we were still playing blackjack, mei yu, lin na, shi hui and sjirlene left chalet le.. they went to sch..after blackjack thingy, all went up to bedroom to tok cork.. till 10am den took cab wif the guys.. they sent me to tp.. den once i reach the canteen, haha.. i turn very 'wierd' hee..like not answering to the questions tt ying asked, retarded.. usually during dfund lecture is the most attentive one but today, the one hr was like ten hrs!! kept falling alsleep.. den after sch, went to eat lunch wif ying and mong.. den came hm and slept for 7 hrs.. and now is mid night lo.. gonna go back sleep again.. force myself to sleep if not tml also cannot pay attention in class.. haiz.. and i flunk my e-math.. sad. ..

wilber

yeah!!! finally got wilber's new album!!! well, haven't listen all the songs but i'm certain tt they are very nice... hee... got posters too.. cos it comes wif a giant poster if u buy singapore's version. yea.. and he looks very handsome.. as usual.. erm.. tml gonna go yi ling and jas's chalet.. hope we all will have fun!! hee.. looking forward to it.. ok.. gotta go now.. needa do hw..

in my dream

supposed to go out wif da loo today.. but while i was still in my dreamland in the morning, she called and postphoned it to tml.. dunno is she's sick or who sick.. was still in my sleeping mood so nvr really go and listen carefully.. jux answer ok all the way.. haha.. so next time, if ur wanna my help or borrow anything tt i wont lend ur, can call me up when i'm asleep.. sure succeed de.. so now stayed at hm and rot.. wanna do wrtoral but i juz dun have the mood to take out tt book and the research.. and i'm not sure of how to do.. maybe calling them up.. aiya.. will still try on my own first.. cos mux have mistakes in order to learn and understnad more.. true? dunno .. but wadever the case is, will finish it up today.. ok.. shall stop now.. gonna do wrtoral le.. bye

updating

Juz to update wad i've been doing for these few days.. well, juz slacking at hm, going out, TKD training.. yesterday went to sentosa for sun tanning.. haha.. got diff comments sia.. i asked them whether i'm darker or not yesterday during TKD training.. den one guy said become fairer... -_- fairer sia.. lolx. but shawn said got darker.. ahaha.. oh... TKD training is becoming more fun le.. but the kicks all starting to get tougher le.. haiz.. mux practice more at hm le.. if not really can't catch up.. the ppl in TKD are all very friendly...nice ppl..funny peeps too.. haiz.. tt's y i nvr miss any of the trainings during the holidays.. and the ding chang nvr come to the training at all.. well, think he's slacking at hm and watching world cup bahx... grading is on 8/7/06 .. hopefully can get double promotion.. heex.. though i know its rather impossible.. but trying hard.. er.. going out later.. wif lin na.. she's gonna but a gown for tml.. guess wad? she's the emcee for a tian cai's boss's wedding dinner.. together wif shane.. erm.. not bad? got free meal, get to wear nice gown.. aiya.. shit.. have been slacking real hard and i didn't even touch my books at all.. shit.. think sun will stay at hm to study and get back the knowledge.. i'm always lin shi bao fou jiao.. its bad.. ok.. gonna go eat lunch le.. haven't go downstairs since i woke up this morning.. cos needa sign up for the cds thingy ma.. den i'm super wols.. (slow) yea.. hope i'm able to get inti the subject that i want.. phsychology.. my sec 4's ambition is to be a psychologist leh.. but now cannot fulfil it.. but at least can know a little bit thingy of it.. heex. ok.. going off now.. bye!

eating marathon

wHoo!! yesterday, which is one hr ago onli had a eating marathon.. hehe.. ok.. wasted 6 bucks on cab to paragon... cos i dun wanna be late again for my dental appointment.. the dentist kept complaining tt i was late.. so i this time good gal and was puntual for the appointment BUT.. when i reached there, there were quite a lot of ppl der and its not my turn yet.. haiz.. waited for 15 mins or so den its my turn.. shouldn't have taken a cab there.. but the cab uncle also quite good... the fare supposed to be $6.60 including ERP and peak hr but he charged me 6 bucks only.. saved $0.60 (actually can save 6 bucks lo -_-) so changed my wire and everything.. got tightened.. very pain.. den went to meet jas, yi ling and da loo at cine.. saw xian hao while waiting for yi ling and da loo.. he is working there.. yea.. changed a lot.. jaz can't even recognize u.. watched she's the man.. damn nice and funny... its a mux watch movie... yea.. haven't been laughing out loud in cinema for a long time le.. felt great.. hehe.. hmm.. after movie, went to meet my uncle, auntie, nephews, cousins for dinner.. at orchard shopping centre.. sakura.. buffet style.. haiz.. juz tightened my braces and had to eat the buffet.. and can't even eat my favourite food.. jus some nomal one.. sad.. but quite full la.. den after eating, chatted for a while, den rushed to beach road to meet jas, yi ling and annie for steamboat.. hiong rite?! haha.. yea.. ate again.. can't believe myself.. can stuff so many things inside my stomach.. bo bian la.. this two dinner very important.. cannot miss.. uncle's one cos he seldom call me up ma.. onli big occasions like new yr or wad den will call me up for dinner.. and i miss those nephews of mine.. cute kids.. haha.. especially zachery.. though didn't really play wif him but i still like him the best.. den followed by hui li.. a very nice gal.. though she's my neice? yea.. but she's more like a friend to me.. and of cos jo jo.. big joker.. hmm.. den steamboat.. cos its centuries since the five of us got together but this time's steamboat is still 4 ppl onli.. but looks like onli 3.. haix.. complicated.. hmm.. really hope the old days can come back.. den the happy memories will remain.. but wadever the case is, i'm still the old LL.. no matter wad.. four of ur still plays a big role in my life.. without ur, i will not be wad i m now.. i might be a repeat student too.. will not be in tp.. cos when i'm under stressed, sad, angry, or anything, ur were there for me.. and motivated me.. and i dunno wad went wrong but i still hope tt we can go back to those days.. its true tt i feltdisapointed jus now but i dun wish to defend myself.. jus wanna hear wad went wrong wif me.. and now i'm reflecting.. yea..ok.. my eyes are closing.. very tired now.. will go and sleep le.. oh.. my whole body is full of bruises.. fell down becos of blading and cycling.. and mux thanx terrence, 5/2 from band one... he helped me bandaged my wound.. thanx! ok... really gtg.. bye!

pics

ok.. shall try to upload some pics using photobucket since i'm having some prob wif the picasa.. finally managed to save the pics in hotmail le... lin na sent all to me le.. but its last wed de... sat one haven't send.. pls.. faster send me can??? i like my tt nature laugh one.. lolx.. so damn funny.. ok.. this is a cute pic.. lin na even edited it.. she's trying out her camera.. new discover..



my twin sister... wif a different character... i'm the smiling one.. cos i like to laugh.. those outgoing de.. but my sister super introvert de... so she everytime lips pointed out..

madam wong's

Went back to outram yesterday.. its Outram's carnival.. went to sch wif lin na.. a lot of ppl went back.. hmm.. some seniors.. but didn't get to see some of the seniors that i wished to see.. then the food and the games... 'very fun' and 'tasty' .. hahah.. being sarcastic obviously.. we bought $20 for the carnival tickets but we can't even finish spending the $20.. lin na and shi hui bought lotsa food to feed us and i thought we will have a big feast again.. but.. haix.. think temasek's CCN day food nicer.. looks like they bought lotsa food but end up i only ate a few types only.. the games.. we only played one and then sian liao.. yea.. den des and shi hai came and join us liao.. des brought his nephew along.. lolx.. he looks like a nanny!! carrying tt water bottle.. and carry his nephew.. den wearing tt graph paper shirt.. but i'm nice enough to help him carry the water bottle.. heavy leh.. ok.. we wanted to play the haunted house thingy de.. but too many ppl le.. den the q was bloody long and its hot.. so we went off lo.. lin na, me, shi hui and mei yu went to cine.. den we slacked at the a restruant called friends or wadever de.. dunno the name..should be new one.. yea... took lotsa pics again.. and neoprints.. den went to tanjong pagar to meet des and ying to cut hair.. yea.. i have a new hairstyle now.. the new hairstyle made my life so ma fan sia.. ying and des said my hair is too nice for my face and dun suit my shirt.. cos we going clubbing after hair cut den my wearing and hair totally dun suit so they made me change into ying's shirt and ying's high heels.. but i muz say i like the change over.. was nice.. but its so not me!! and des dun like the way his hair was styled.. so he went hm to wash away.. so waste money.. ok so after changing and make up was about 12am mid night le.. den we took cab to madam wong's. saw leisure the minute we arrived. and he became our doorman..lolx.. thanks.. then des's friend helped them get chop and everything.. den all able to get in except yong liang.. so sad for him.. and des's friend can't do anything and he had to go home.. sadx.. yea so we slacked at madam wong's.. danced awhile but the high heels.. feel like throwing away but scare feet dirty.. and not mind so can't throw away.. so onli danced for a few mins .. drank a little bit... but more of sprite .. haha.. go there drink soft drink... restricting from history to happen again.. den after madam wong's went to cine again to watch mid night movie.. watched the cars.. the movie is cute.. but i half way slept liao.. sad.. i really wanted to watch the whole thing but i'm too tired!! its so cold, sleeping position, ying's influence all made me went to sleep.. hahaha.. paid $9.50 juz to sleep.. sad.. nvr able to watch the whole thing.. and des and shi hai were super pro.. they were able to tahan and watched the whole show.. thing ying's cousin too.. yea.. this is my second time paying money to sleep in cinema.. hehe.. first time was wif mei yu and regina.. and regina was able to tahan too.. pro.. yea.. so after movie, all wanted to eat and went to robinsons there to eat mac breakfast.. and cine to robinsons was quite near but its like more difficult then climbing the great walls.. haix.. den waited for it to open.. den ate le went back to ying's hse to change back and came hm finally.. slept till 5pm.. cool.. ok.. tml having another gathering again..:) its wif yi ling they all.. so long havent go out le.. but da loo can't go.. sad..

after term test

yea!! term test is finally over!! but.. will be very sad when get back my papers.. yea.. cos i screwed up in the e-math and CKT.. sad.. i spent so much time on it but.. aiyea!!! CkT is ok la.. i'm weak in it so not expecting much from it.. but know at least a bit la.. and Dfund.. is the most got hope one.. but from wad dao hui told me, haiz.. think gonna do badly also.. haiz.. no hope le.. ok.. yesterday was late for the test.. was very embarassed when stepped into the classroom sia.. cos all the eyes stared at me.. woah.. den last night suffereing from shi miang.. haha.. den msged two yings and yan ling in the middle of the night den kana scolded by Rosie.. haha.. pai seh.. muz tong gan gong ku.. *evil laugh* slept at 6am den woke up at 8am.. stylo.. onli two hrs of wink. den lucky nvr late for test.. was early.. hmm... after test, went to orchard to meet lin na.. ate korean food.. the da chang jin one.. at far east.. very ex sia.. the food is actually not bad.. but need someone wif big appetite to go along to help to finish the food.. yea.. hmm.. den went to take neoprints at heeren an cine.. lin na also brought her camera den we took a lot of pics!! now she sending me.. but got prob.. msn everytime lack at this moment.. long time nvr upload pics le.. oh.. today's dinner was ice-creams! haha.. went to plaza sing to eat the 99.5%fat free ice-cream den on the way home, we went to cineplex, the new building beside plaza sing, to explore den lin na wanna eat ben and jerry ice-cream.. ha ha ice-cream freak.. no wonder i so fat sia.. its because of her.. everytime pei her eat ice-cream.. yea! tml going Kbox wif my classmates! excited.. but anxious at the same time.. cos gonna sing in front of so many ppl and somemore its new classmates.. later sing till very awful very pai seh.. hehe.. if with yi ling they all, dun care image sia.. ahah.. yea.. gtg le.. very tired!! need to get back my wink and tml morning having morning jogging wif lin na.. we liang xin fa xian.. muz lose the calories from ice-creams... ciao

mugging

er... have been mugging e-math since yesterday... but today little bit only.. yesterday also somehow like toking session haha.. so not reallie considered as mugging... slack quite a lot.. like this afternoon.. doing maths half way den went to lye on bed den slept liao.. den 3 hrs later woke up damn regret and angry at myself.. so started to practice maths again after dinner.. this time better.. at least e-maths a little more to study .. juz chapt four big prob.. still trying to understand.. hmm.. think wont be blogging for the next few days ba.. cos exam till next wed.. next wed den will blog? yea... shld be.. er.. after thurs, fri working?? dunno leh.. kat havent tell me when is the atrium fair.. feel like working but a lot of stuffs going on... sat, carnival cum shi shi b'dae.. den chalet but might not be going.. rere coming back??? she not confirmed yet.. den TKD training.. twice a week.. aiya.. qiao dao chuang tou zi ran zhi... not very sure of wad to blog le.. today mux blog more... cos wont be blogging for the next few days.. and tt head hard hard wants my blog to save her from the world of boredom.. ahha.. yea... k.. tok about my class ba.. A609... or rather To9? dunnoe which one excactly but its the same.. six gals... but i hang out wif anita and rosie all the time.. atisha, candy and phyo? hmm.. thought the six of us will be closer as we are the only six gals in our class.. but turn out tt we were separeted into 2 groups.. 3 each.. guys hanging out wif us also have siah mong, ding chang and derek.. six of us.. would always go for lunch together, go out .... yea.. than after CCN day, our group expanded.. dickson, shawn, dao hui, mun wai, berdy, yea.. become livier.. more fun.. hope we can treasure each other as we are only classmates for one yr.. we will be posted to different classes next yr again.. waoh.. come to think of this, very sad.. cos we somehow like finally accomodate to our classmates le den have to change classmates again..but wadever the case is, treasure wad we have.. and rosie, continue to take more pics!!! we need pics to capture the memories.. ahha.. feel tt this entry is updated by an old woman, looking back of wad she did when she's young.. crapping sia.. cos nth to blog... oh.. feel tt my face is like strange.. some ppl thought i'm 16 or 17.. some even worst.. thought i'm 14 or 15.. nvr 18 or 19.. but one of my tkd friend asked me whether i'm in yr 2?? ahha.. happy or sad? shld be happy.. cos only person who said like tt.. and farhan.. he said i look old??!! ok.. strange.. old sia.. hhaha.. anyway, think this entry is long enough le..

screwed it up

Aaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggh!!!!!!! I H-A-T-E CKT!!! juz hate it!! today's lab test... was the worst of the worst experiance i've ever encountered in my 10 yrs education! though my physics and bio were not good also but at least the practical tests i could still pass... super sad sia.. jus now i can't even do.. arrrrrrrrrggggghhhhh!! now i only can depend on my term test le... but my CKT theory is also another problematic.. haiz.. and thanks ying a.k.a rosie, for consoling me.. i nearly cried when i see ur msg... really.. cos i didn't expect someone to treat me this way... yea.. really touched.. but i also wanna apologise to u tt the previous time i didn't console u much or care about u.. when u thought u will flunk ur dfund.. hehe.. anyway, in the end i'm the one who failed.. yea.. but i promise tt i will always be there for u whenever u r sad or need help.. ;) ok.. my face is getting better le.. hehe.. thanks to the antiseptic cream.. and tt shawn they all kept saying tt its no use.. well, its useful... hhaah.. haiz.. tml still have dfund graded test.. but think shld be better at it ba... and yea.. free access lab will be my next hm le... but provided i can get someone willing to spend time wif me and teach me.. STRESSful... its all wad i can use describe myself now.. hmm... and i like TKD more and more le.. cos during my trainings, i can forget all my unhappiness, worries... and i can click wif pei yong they all very well.. and all the ppl.. yea.. haix.. but after every trainings, worries, unhappiness all come back to my mind again.. sad.. wadever.. i knoe today's entry is full of shit.. and craps but... sorry.. jux bear wif it... i'm super depressed now..

love bites

Ding chang they all scared the hell out of me sia... hahah.. cos he said i might be having 'snakes' on my face den i went to see the pharmacist and he said shld be insets bite... heng sia.. but muz see doctor if one week later my face does not recover.. but now muz apply antiseptic cream.. den after seeing the pharmacist, went back TP to study and wait for YL's bf also.. when he came and meet us, we all decided to go to expo cos today is the last day of food festival.. the food there was very nice and quite cheap... woah seh.. eat till damn full den say hee still went to buy food.. i'm very sure now i've gained back my calories esp when i didn't go for training last thurs and have been eating non stop since thurs.. esp today!! eat till stomach bloated.. hahhhhhhhha.. but nvm.. tml have training.. hope its tough den.. so can at least burn off all the calories ate today.. ok! gonna sleep now.. last night slept for 5hrs onli... super tired now.. ciao!

angry

i'm now feeling so damn pissed and angry!!!!!jus quarrelled wif *ahem* dun even wanna mention her name... haiz.. its jus one of a few days tt we are not happy wif each other and jus wanna scream it out by scolding each other.. well, i'll always be the loser at this point.. cos ppl will say i'm not being a good child, being unfilial, not respectful! but first of all, ask urself this, are u respectable?! i dun even wanna look at u even though i'm home. U'll jus show me ur dat even blacker den the bao qing tian face to me! Argggggggggghhhhhh!!!! i know tt i live on u.. and i dun even wanna live on u! i jus wish tt one day i can get out of here and live by my own..and pay back wadever i've owned u! how i wish tt day will come faster... arrrrrghhhhhhhhh!!!! WADEVER!! jus not feeling good now!!! envy my friends sia.. how i wish i'm like them..

X men

First and foremost, i would like to wish Dorothy "happy birthday!!!!!!!!!!" u r 17 already!!! sorry... nvr buy u present.. well, i promise to get u a present at the next gathering!! k?! haha.. guess wad ying and DES gave her?! lame stuffs sia!! lolx .. ying and des went to her hse at 12am den she bought her 17 bottles of 1.5 litters of pokka green tea.. cos she said DOr like to drink green tea... -_- den Des gave her the bread that is very long, bought in delifrance.. he gave her bread cos of her name which sounds like dua roti in hokkien.. funny ppl.. well, ying, prey tt u wont get a lame present from me... hehe.. ok... so today ying accompanied me to go for my dental appointment b4 meeting dor they all.. my braces is so pain now.. sad.. can't even eat the food tt i like... mux wait for a few days.. actually wanted to go and eat at the marche in heeren after my braces thingy but marche in heeren closed le.. sad.. no chocolates for ying lo.. yea.. so we changed to cafe cartel.. as usual, yi ling, jas, des and shi hai were late.. eating half way, des and shi hai den appeared.. we decided to watch X men.. next time den watch da vinci code bah.. while waiting for the show to start, we went to the arcade to kill time.. played air hockey.. damn funny.. at first dor and des one team vs ying and ming quan den des team got trashed badly and its all dai go one.. ok den me and shi hai one team vs ying and des.. hais.. lost by one... den me and shi shi team again vs dor and des and yea!!! we won the war!! finally.. i knoe its childish la but fun.. den they played pool der... so pai seh sia.. alot of ppl are looking... ok.. finally movie starting liao.. X men was quite nice.. i like the beast the best cos he dun need any weapons den can fight le.. storm also not bad.. the angel quite pity.. thought he very good one but onli can fly.. haix.. wasted.. but at least he saved his father.. some parts very funny.. hahah.. guys shld go and watch.. we watched becos we were psychoed by des and shi hai.. ok.. after movie, yi ling and jas left le.. so the remaining of us went to play CS!!! ahha.. but this time boring leh.. got killed so many times lo.. havent even started to fire den got killed le... argh! ok after cs, ying left us and left the five of us.. went to one of the restruant on 2nd floor of the cine to eat.. dunno wad's the name of it.. oh ying, i ate mash potato.. haha.. at least i got to eat wad i wanted leh.. too bad dun have the mushroom thingy one... :( after dinner, dor and ming quan left le.. left des, me and shi shi.. we wanted to watch da vinci code at first but onli at 1 plus.. those midnight show.. so we dun want.. den went to taka, heeren to walk around den took train.. actually wanted to alight at doby gaut but des asked me to transfer at outram der so was phsychoed by him again, and continued the journey to outram wif them.. den when reached outram, stupid des.. purposely blocked my way to prevent me from going out den had to alight at thiong bahru der.. sickening.. and yea.. des, i've already said i'm gonna blog abt u... here it is! honoured rite.. ur name appeared the most... ok la.. tt's all we've done for today.. bye!!

CCN day

hmm... today is not my day sia.. in the morning la.. but in the afternoon when CCN started was quite fun actually.. haha.. cos got to see lots of old friends.. missed them badly!!! first thing in the morning, i saw my face got bitten by some insects when i slept on the floor last night!! shit sia!! den nvm.. was quite late for sch le.. and its lab den i took cab to sch.. now bankrupt liao.. den when in the lab, do back last week's excercise.. revising for next week's graded lab.. quite boring cos ying they all whole group applied LOA when i also can apply... so sickening.. if i know we are gonna meet in canteen, i wont even wanna take a cab to sch lo.. waste money.. den stayed in the lab onli dao hui entertain me.. den tt firos kept bicker wif me.. woah super irritating.. he damn bias sia.. treat other gals so nice den treat me like shit!! wadever.. dun give a damn le... den after the dfund lab, had CKT test... like shit sia!! all those formulas i studied all nvr absorb into my head.. gonna fail the test badly.. and haiz.. my dfund test failed by one mark sia.. stupid me!!! y am i so stupid?! go and cancel tt ans? if not will pass le ma.. *smacking my head* den after test, when to our booth.. but we can't even find our booth!! all the ppl started selling den we are still finding and sit down der.. haiz.. den andrew finally got one table for us liao den we start to put our stuffs but no cups no nothing.. so we wait der again.. for dickson they all to buy the stuffs.. oh yea.. forgotten to say wad we selling.. we sold floats.. but we wanted to sell ice kachang but in ball form but nobody wants to buy so we had to sell floats onli.. yea.. den the ice-cream all those came le.. and we started to try out the floats and ice balls.. all thanks to andrew who kept on encouraging us.. he folk out a lot of money on our booth too.. thanks!!! and went to other booths to buy food and drinks for us.. he treated us... yea den the guys are making the float den dao hui and i went to sell the floats.. went around.. dragged them to buy.. some ppl bought from me is because of bo bian.. haha.. sorry ar guys.. and i muz really thanks yoke leong and sorry cos i forced u to buy.. rafi and friend too.. a lot of ppl.. all by forced.. wendy's sis.. yea.. next time if ur got prob, come straight to me!! i will definitely help ur.. oh, today finally saw cherng siang in sch.. he came to engine block to advertise his disco den came to my stall i made him buy two cups of float.. haha...thanks.. but we earned damn little.. cos the ice-creams are melting den we can't carry on le.. so we had to stop.. CCN day supposed to end at 4pm but we ended at 3.30pm.. early sia.. den those ppl who promised to come back and buy from me all came back but we not selling le.. haix.. if not can earn more.. at least earn back the cost price.. the drinks cannot finish den they went to play zhong ji mi ma and make till damn jia liat for forfeit.. haha.. funny guys.. all attacking dickson cos he made the drinks but nvr got forfeit so all wanted to wait for him to get forfeit den make him drink the most disgusting drink.. hahaahaa... den finally his retribution came and he drank the disgusting drink.. once he drank all stopped le.. ya.. den all started to pack up.. slacked around, den go home le.. on the way to bus-stop saw vivien.. yea finally saw her in sch le.. hehe.. all seen by today den took bus with zhan xiong as he same bus as me ma.. yea.. and one very important thing.. hahaa.. actually not very big thing la.. dao hui knows how to imitate wilber!! juz now he in the lab imitate him till very xiang lo.. he knows how to imitate a lot of ppl.. pro.. next time if i miss wilber, will ask u to act like him k? ok!!! tml going out with ying they all!! and oh ya!! ying, i'm eager to see ur sucking hair!!!lol.. bleah oh one more thing.. i saw ming wei while selling the float.. he sat down there kept looking at me to wait for me to realise him.. haha.. i know him in sec 2 when working.. woah still can reconize each other sia.. when we nvr see each other for like 2-3 yrs le... and not close too.. yea.. today's happy part is really got to see all my old friends..

stressed

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! feel like screaming out loud!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tml's having emaths test... and i studied for the whole day le and i'm still not sure!!!!!!!! can someone delicate "shen ar jiu jiu wo ba" to me???!!! haiz... den tml after test got training till nine den still needa study for CKt!!! its like shit also.. i haven't finish studying it... onli 3/4.. 1/4 left.. den fri after lessons, got CCN day... hope its fun and can earn a lot of money... den help those needy ppl.. arrrrrghh!! jux feel like screaming!! just feel tt somethings not right... better stop blogging before this entry is full of !!!!!!!!!!!!! exclamation marks!!

p.s. nobody's perfect... dun expect, demand too much on a person... and if u want ppl to treat u find, treat others good too...

asked

this entry is requested by Toh ying ying a.k.a. head hard hard. she asked me to update my blog as i think she's bored or wad then need my blog to save her from boredom.. yea.. next thing, she will tag my tagborad like "u're full of shit!!" or wadever... anyway, today i jus stayed at home and cleared all my seconday books.. now my study room is so empty.. cool!!! ok.. going back and join in the conferecing wif ying and shi hai... bye!!!

destress

yEa!! finally got my Gee already!! got it yesterday b4 training starts. was really excited and glad to get the gee.. but its damn big and long for me.. look even shorter in it!! den today went tm for lunch den went to orchard to meet huang huan wif derek cos he also meeting friends in ps. saw a lot of ppl today.. Guan peng in tm, stephanie in heeren, some ex outramian seniors in some orchard areas and li xian in the bus... haha.. i'm good at recognising ppl haha.. chatted alot wif huang huan.. bought some stuffs too.. arrrrrrrgh!! got to save money le.. atm not much money left.. can't withdraw le.. tml sat already.. no programmes.. go sentosa?? muz ask ying.. study?? part of my schdule la.. not sure.. my life's not colorful.. can't be blamed.. gtg le.. bye!!

ho!!

Didn't know today have two tests... the effcom and prototype elec lab test... but the eff com was ok la.. and the prototype elec lab test was like HELL!! but after this test, i juz wanna shout out loud "rosie, siah mong and anita, u juz rox!!!!" love them to bits!!! i was struggling like hell and they helped me... xiao mong though nvr help me in doing the circuit but he helped by cheering for me... lolx. den anita though like nvr use hand to help me but she called ying to help me when she's still doing her own one.. coz she knew tt i stuck at somewhere.. den explained to me too.. and rosie cum ying helped me by telling me where to connect and all those... ok.. besides them still got other ppl helped me la.. thanx lots! today's training was damn tough!!!! but can slim down so nvr mind.. hahah.. the tougher it is, the better.. ok.. gonna sleep le.. and tml sure muscle ache again!! ok bye!!

farewell

last night was a sad night... well, its always hard to part wif ur loved ones.. last night went to send regina off.. she went back to Indo le.. a whole bunch of us went.. ok.. will list down the names.. guys first.. 1.des
2.shi hai
3.yong liang
gals are: 1.annie
2.yi ling
3.wan tian
4. ying
5. dorothy
6.me
7.lin na
8. shi hui
9. mei yu
10.audrey
11.jasreel
and some of her Indo friends la.. we had dinner together... took lotsa pics too.. haha... my cam no batt den onli managed to take 2 pics.. everytime also like tt .. no batt during crucial moments... well, B4 she depart, she hughed all of us.. tt moment was the most touching one.. doubt wont have another time.. den when she went in... almost all the gals broke down.. *sad*.. its like... can't use words to describe.. yea.. this is my second time breaking into tears becos of friends leaving singapore.. first time was Zhou xin.. she went back China.. den its like a very sudden one.. anyway, gals, cheer up!!! Regina will come back de.. after sending her off, we went to orchard.. slacked at cine den went to play CS.. lol. was fun... quite addicted to it le.. now i understand y the guys like to play CS so much le.. after CS, went to play pool.. den went to kopitiam opposite cine den to checkers at shenton way there.. den sat there till 6am this morning den was chased by the ppl der so had to go bus stop and sit.. haha.. its not even 24hr at all.. its onli 23 hrs.. checkers working hours is 24hrs but they said they closed at 6am and open at 7am.. wierd.. den came back hm at 8am and slept from 8am till 3pm... cool!! ok.. gtg le! bye!

sarah's bbq

Sch as usual... and oh ya! got my maths result and ha ha.. maths clinic is not for me!! yeah! so happy.. and relieved.. when i received the paper, i dun dare to see it.. haha.. den anita said" passed wad!" den i dare to see... hehe.. can't face reality ma.. den got taekwondo training.. after training, went to sarah's bbq... her birthday is today.. didn't wanna go at first cos nvr buy present for her or wad den FOW ppl like forever won't know abt the gatherings one.. CK, me, and jing yong went onli as usual.. haha.. yea.. they waited for me.. so nice of them.. not forgeting pi wen too.. they waited for me and terrence for half an hour like tt then the 5 of us go together.. it was raining and the bbq stopped.. sian.. thought can eat alittle.. cos i juz ate a burger b4 training and i shouldn't have eaten the burger.. it caused me stomachach while running.. den made me cannot run.. then the beng the bird said he saw me running juz now den i run like tortise like tt... -_- thanx.. haha.. now so hungry... arrrrrgh!! nvr eat the cake.. cos i lose the calories during training and i dun wanna gain back again and i nvr even buy her present so feel ashamed if i eat the cake.. we stayed awhile onli.. den all went home le.. cos they went there at 6pm wor.. haiz.. tml is regina's last day in sing le.. will be sending her off tml night.. might be staying overnight in the airport.. if ur wanna see me, can come airport..hehe.. yea tt's all for today! bye!

p.s. now is 12++ am so this entry is refering to yesterday... or rather a few mins ago..

sarah's bbq

sarah's bbq

dIsaPointed

eH... last night chiong for the wrtoral assignment den caused ying, anita and me slept at 3am.. den in the end today's make up lesson was cancelled.. -_- today woke up late.. reached sch at 9.30am instead of 8.45am. but saw eng yen on the bus... den went sch wif her company.. she also on her way to sch la.. haha.. eh.. looks like she's doing well in her sch.. *envy* cos i think she has a secret admirer.. haha.. and its a shuai ge.. hehe.. wadever.. oh.. we are getting our maths result tml.. aRRRRghhhh!!! scared! later fail liao muz go maths clinic.. shit!!! scared sia.. dun wanna face reality.. k la.. mux go le.. do revision.. can't afford to fail any of the subs for the quizes.. bYE!!

tired

AAAAAAArrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhh! i'm so tired! got to rush hw!!! mux submit tml... den now eyes closing le.. aiya... muz tahan! got marks one.. y i so tired leh? cos after taekwondo training.. eh... blisters!! cramp.. sianz.. actually today wanted to blog a lot of things.. on wad we did during class.. but no time!!! so cannOt!! anyway, today was quite fun la.. lame classmates.. lolx.. keke.. gtg le.. bye!~

sad

Today end sch daMn early... supposed to end sch at one but we ended at 11.30am... hahah... all thanx to CKT lecturer and the emaths was cancelled.. so went to collect my ez-link card and den to Tampinese mall... when we board the bus, Ding chang had some prob wif the bus driver... thought he was rather helpless and embarassed and thought of going up and help him rather than standing there and talked about the problem... but in the the prob was solved and i turned out to be the kay po one... lol.. nvm la.. at least my intention is good.. well, siah mong, i'm sorry tt i showed my attitute to u on bus.. i wanted to kay po because i dun like the way he felt too.. and i hope someone will come to help me or see wad's happening to me when i feel at lost.. i had tt feeling before so i dun wish tt he felt the same way... aiya.. wadever la.. scarly he dun even felt tt way.. den i also worry for nth.. hehe.. anyway, tt bus auntie also funny one la.. dun tok abt her le.. we went to tm for lunch. Ate soul garden.. omg!! the calories tt i've lost last thurs gained back! i ate and ate and ate.. all the ppl said i eat till so much.. *blushing* i have a big mouth cum tummy ma... so bo bian.. anyway tml also cannot eat.. got training.. so can lose weight again.. haha.. shit! CKT sucks.. i'm like totally blur.. dun knoe wad the hell tze khiam look alike lecturer is toking.. haiz.. jimmy went back his words.. said will help me get a friend to teach me also nvr.. helpless.. !! ok.. its late! not gonna take cab to sch tml again.. will be bankrupt if tml take again.. keke.. bye!!

woohoo!

Woah... have been sleeping non stop since yesterday!! From saturday 7am slept till 1pm at Regina's friend's hse den went to eat lunch and came back hm den when reach hm, still nvr sleep enough so from 3.30pm slept till 7.25pm.. den woke up and had dinner and watched tv for a while den slept again... from 11.30pm slept till today... guess wad time i woke up today? haha.. 1.30pm.. hiong!! shiok too.. y am i so tired? cos fri nvr come back hm.. its Des' birthday den we went to watch movie, slack at the balcony and go MOS but MOS dun allow them to go in so we went to try other places.. we tried 4 or 5 places but den finally got one allowed. so we went in and drink.. thought of going to dance but nobody was dancing so we went to drink instead. ying, des and me drank the most... or rather ying drank the most.. think she got drunk.. yea.. den at 3am, that pub closed le.. den we slack around till morning.. oh btw, i've joined Taekwondo as my CCA le.. the trainning was rather tough.. my toe got blister.. muscle aches!!! arrghhh.. so painful.. but the ppl there quite fun la.. joined wif DC .. shawn also inside.. den xiao mong also joining.. after our psychoing... haha.. Rosie, so u wanna join? its quite fun.. woah.. if u and anita join, taekwondo will be full of 609... hehe.. ok.. gtg le.. needa do hw! slack too much le!

beaUty and the beast...
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looK like bird? hehe..wif bing the bird
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wif safaRi..
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cY cuo re nuo... haha
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the four leftovers
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Mantiz

yEsterday went out wif mei yu b4 going to Kheong's hse... yep.. Mantiz gathering is at his hse der.. accompanied her to get salary den ate Ichiban and den to Bugis to to shop.. den met Yan ling and den we head to Kheong's hse, which is in harbourfront, the Carribean condo.. rich guy.. we played games in the function room.. played murders.. was lame at first.. the murderer needs to kiss the person in the air.. dunno how to describe the action.. den the first round yan ling and i keep on looking at each other so we didn't get killed la but second round, Justin got killed again den he told me is john so yan ling and i purposely went in front of him and stare closely at him.. den we went off... den later he come towards us and kiss us in the air and we were dead! lol.. but john, believe me.. i was attracted by ur lip.. lol.. i nvr know u look attractive by doing tt action.. *serious* onli this was the fun part.. den we went to the bbq pit.. actually FOW got 6 ppl go but justin and CK went off early so left wif 4 onli.. *sad* but this time round we got to knoe more ppl.. and gary, got one gal in FOC looks like u.. and yea.. is a GIRL... should u be sad or glad? hehe. stayed till 11 plus.. den came back hm.. was so tiring.. will upload pics later..

now tok abt today...

went to Kbox wif lin na, her two k2 cousins and maid .. sounds funny? haha.. ok la.. den sang till 5 plus den they having bbq ma.. i dun wanna go cos its all her family members.. if i go sure extra den somemore yesterday already had bbq le.. if today still eat sure fat like siao.. so went to look for ying.. her push cart very steady one.. can anyhow leave there alone den go shopping one.. we went to buy slippers.. i bought the pink one and she bought the blue one.. ( dun worry ying, i won't say tt ur feet is smelly tts y u mus go buy slippers de..) :p den i went to buy dinner and we ate together... yea.. it was 8.30pm after eating den i wanted to leave initially but nvr cos too enthu in toking abt my sch life.. haha.. den tok till 9.30pm den go hm wif her... nvr knoe i m so long winded.. wadever.. oh.. hope tml is not the bonus test day.. shit!! maths clinic sia.. no way! gtg.. bye!

stressed

mAybe i still can't get use to the new enviroment or wad.. i m under stress again.. the stress tt O levels gave me is now suffering again.. its like.. i'm begining to get quiet again... feels like the whole world is not treating me good.. the subjects tt i take are like so not insteresting compared to my other friends.. used to have many ppl to help me in my studies, be it the teachers or friends but now i m all alone... i can't be going to ppl like yan ling as she studies business.. and asking the lecturer who looks like tze khiam is like no use at all.. shit!!! its so shity.. in a terrible mood now!! ciao

2nd dae

Today, its obviously the second day of sch rite?! haha .. yea den the lessons are getting tougher le.. can't absorb fast!! we had break at 1pm den we went to mensa to eat.. .. saw a lot of mentis ppl.. hahah den anita they all like "y u like knoe everybody like tt?!" lol.. ok la.. den think FOC ppl also not bad... got one guy said hi to me when we nvr tok b4 but onli saw each other at sentosa.. oh.. tt Albert from star idol is studying in tp too!! haha.. but nvr tok wif him b4.. diff course.. den after lunch, went to the cca exhibition.. still dunno wad to choose.. cheer leading? they tell me its out of the qn.. oh well, outdoor instructor? considering... adventure club? muz pay for the courses leh... bo hua.. andrew's club? he haven't tell me about it.. student union? dunno la.. so many.. den had to go to lab.. den the lab lecturer very lame.. tell us to go buy textbk at tp bookshop together den break for one hour... so the whole lot of us, (not onli our class la but other classes too) went to the bookshop to buy... but when we reach there, the textbook out of stock le... -_- den go back lab.. did a practical but dun reallie understand.. reallie miss Mr lee a lot at tt moment.. cos he would go to everyone to asist us.. well, thinking of getting a tutor.. but got meh? see how first.. muz pia like hell le.. suppose to end at 5pm but the lecturer let us off at 4 plus... crazy... but good la.. hehe.. tml gonna watch 8 below.. ciao

first dae

Today is the first day of sch starts... lesson started at 9am.. met anita they all at the POSB there... went to the classroom together.. found tt the guys in my class are pro.. if i were alone sure lost my way.. the first lesson was written and oral.. was like hell?! so not me.. gonna study tt for a year.. and when the lesson was over, dickson said "shit! choose the wrong course!" and i felt the same way at that moment.. haiz.. sad sia.. den we proceeded to the next lesson.. at the lecture hall.. the lecturer was late.. he looked like tze kiam.. tu tu one.. lol.. he... aiya.. dunno how to say him.. dun reallie know how to teach.. den next lesson is emath1.. all sec 2 and 3 works.. kinda of going back to outram le... but in a diff enviroment and teacher.. after sch was 1pm.. thought yan ling and i meeting so called her but in the end she was wif her bf.. so went to eat lunch wif anita they all.. oh one thing.. i found tt xiao meng is SO gentleman!! he initiated to help a gal to carry a trolley down the bridge.. aiya.. dun praise le.. later he proud le.. around 3 plus we go hm le.. yups.. my classmates are so nice and funny.. good combination.. haha.. tml is a brand new day!! btw, i dunno wad cca i wanna join.. outdoor instructor? student union? cheerleader? adventure club? dunno leh..

horrible orientation

omg!! todae's orientation sucks like hell!!! we went to register at the convention hall den was distributed into different classes and we were sent to the lecture halls.. den inside this lecture hall consist of 4 or 5 classes.. i am in 609 den the mentors was like shit.. i m onli refering to the mentors in charged of my class.. Jimmy is in charge of 607 and how i wish he is in charge of my class.. the rest of the classes were so fun lo.. they were playing games but we r just siting down der staring at each other.. wth?! but my classmates are not bad.. 6 gals onli.. 20 ppl altogether.. 33 classes.. for ETCM alone.. think so.. the mentors taking us were like so damn bloody blur.. ok.. i think i shldn't say abt them le.. later say i bad.. oh yea, ying, my classmate got one gal same as ur name.. its just tt i dun know wad's her surname.. our sec 1 orientation is much much more fun than this.. and jimmy was rite.. not to expect too much for engin orientation.. its the lamest of all.. the mass dance we did was like nothing compared to the FOW... today's sian till can die.. but my partner quite funny la.. my classmate.. likes to show his teeths to me as i m wearing braces.. -_- wadever.. tml still going back.. tml have campfire so hope tml will be fun.. gtg.. bye!

let me lead

Met wan tian at my hse bus stop den went to do eye brow.. She used thread to do the eyebrow... very pain... but very cheap and nice.. den went to raffles city to visit ying's 'shop'.. lol.. not even attractive.. walked passed without knowing.. haha.. well, ur shop was 'big'.. ok den chat for awhile den went to suntec wif her... got another branch... (btw, its a push cart :) ) den saw CK der.. wif his friends.. den went to Bugis to meet Des and andrea.. walked around den Des asked me abt a movie called "take the lead" den made me and da loo wanna watch.. Andrea dun wanna watch cos she needa reach home by 7pm but we pyschoed her to watch.. *evil laugh.. lol den after buying tickets, saw gary.. haha.. thought we dun have fate to see each other.. but in the end still have.. not bad ar.. thought u were shopping? y no shopping bags de? ok den we went to the cinema der to talk while waiting for the show to start.. ok.. abt "take the lead", it was a cool movie.. teenagers should watch it... hmm.. ppl who likes ball room dancing or hate? can watch too.. very funny too.. their life is very intersting.. not as boring as ours.. ok.. after movie, went to eat yoshi den went to tiong bahru plaza to walk walk cos i suddenly miss tt place.. can still rmb tt when we were still in sec sch, we used to hang out der... so we went der and saw hui qin and marcus.. den talked for a while and den des, me and da loo went to kopitiam der chit chat.. den still not enough, we went to Mac to sit down and chat again.. lol.. chat non-stop.. den finally i had to go hm le.. so des, being gentleman, walked us to the bus-stop and yea, i m back hm.. talkative dae.. haha.. hmm.. tml needa go back tp for orientation.. wonder how my classmates look like.. hope there will be nice ppl der.. (i'm sure there are) oh.. heard wei liang is in tp too.. but dunno wad course.. wadever, gtg le.. bye!

sianz..

Today suppose to go cycling de.. haha.. but i overslept !! sorry yan ling... i dun mean it de... den in the end i stayed at home for the whole dae.. luckily got CY to chat wif mie online... if not can rot le.. today is SP's first dae of sch.. wonder how is it... should be ok bahz.. hmm.. guess i will juz blog till here le.. nth to blog ma.. doing nth at hm.. ok! ciao..

ice age 2

Went to watch ice age 2 wif yan ling.. i like the movie! its so damn cute and funny... hahax.. ok.. juz gonna blog till here le.. today nth much happen.. bye!

p.s. dun blame me for this short entry.. my life's juz so boring... so sadx

gathering

Now is 1.03am... came back hm around 2 hrs ago.. had a gathering wif my half class.. yi ling organized it.. went for kbox at marina sq and den went to marina bay to eat steamboat... dun understand y tt everytime when there's gathering, it will only be a few ppl.. y can't they juz cherish this rare moment to gather? Do u think we have this chance to see each other again? We may get to know new friends and tend to miss out our old friends.. so i think by all means, we should cherish now.. y is it tt the other classes have such a sucessful gathering but we, 4/7 NEVER?! Do we hate each other tt much? i'm sure we don't right? Wadever it is... juz let them be.. if i say too much, they juz say i'm bullshiting or wad.. overall, we had a great time together.. took lotsa pics too.. but my stupid useless camera only managed to take one pic.. tt's wif zhi xian.. den no batt le.. regina took lotsa pics.. so will ask her to send me and post here.. alright?! its late but i m still wide awake.. hehe.. lazy to type though... so going off now.. ciao!

ppl who went tonight
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wAd kinda xpression iz tt?
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my pri sch senior!!
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fantastic night!!

Tonight yan ling, me and yoke leong went back to TP again.. to watch the performance.. the camp was like so much more fun den our workshop lo.. Not fair.. but after tonight, we tend to bond much better wif our group's GL.. We had a fun time laughing at each other and making fun of others.. Mantis group only around 11 ppl go back.. but not bad le.. a guy whom i nvr expect go, went.. den Gary went, jy, ck , taufik and the rest all went.. oh.. come to Mass dance part, gary and i actually wanted to dance together.. but serene pulled him off!!! everytime also like tt.. the finale also like tt .. den in the end had to dance with *ahem ... a person i dun like.. den in e end tonight danced wif yan ling.. lol.. not bad actually.. at least dun have to dance wif *ahem... oh.. we took some photos tonight again.. wil upload! and i'm so glad tt my picasa is working !! gtg.. bye!

my grOup members
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my group mEmbers
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the yAn doa..
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wif nuts.. opps!
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the fUnny guy..
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my 1 hr and 15mins bf... lol
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wif li peng.. lUv her lots!!
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TP workshop

WOOhoo!!! juz came back from TP's workshop.. today is the end of the 3 days workshop.. and it was really FUN!! love the GLs to bits.. took a lot of pics today.. i won't go into details of wad we did la.. as it was quite boring to list and i also lazy to type.. :P basically, i got to know a lot of new friends from different courses.. aiya..dun know y my picasa can't work... so sad.. if not can show ur the pics.. den fri going back for the performance.. we as guest.. they having camp.. aiya.. now very sian.. toking to shi hai.. onli person.. so thankful listening to my stories and wadsoever.. .. heheh.. k. dun wanna type le.. bye!!!

cycling

yea!! i know how to cycle already!!! siew ling, next time can go cycling wif u le.. wont force u to blade wif me.. (though u nvr once blade wif me) hahah.. hmm.. got chance we should go out together for gathering... scare lose ur contact.. eh.. i have been and i m gonna playing hard before school starts.. the camp also dun noe how to apply.. thinking of going for the camp but dun leh.. scare very lonely.. aiya.. oh.. i stop work le.. but will go back there to help out when they need me.. won't be like going there everyday or every week like last time.. oh.. i saw cheng xi and bryan from the star idol too.. think bryan is normal, not tt handsome as compared from the tv..then cheng xi is normal.. but i prefer him to bryan.. :) erm.. think coming online is kinda boring.. as friendster is not interesting anymore, msn chat sometimes very sian too den blogging sometimes also nth to say and my tagboard is so damn sian... no one seems interested in leaving msg there.. life's getting bored here!! my com is also having a serious virus.. sometimes auto restart and may hand also.. sometimes also blackout for no reason.. lousy com.. envy ngee ann poly students.. can have laptop.. wadever.. gtg le.. bYe!!

np

i'm now in Np, using lin na's laptop.. she like so tu tu lo.. dun know how to use. lol.. so nice.. i also want one.. i like the smaller version of hers.. hmm.. my sis went back china yesterday.. her flight is 4.20am so lin na, des , ying and i went to the airport to ton.. to send her off.. she nearly missed her flight as the tv said her flight will fly off at 5.am so she can go in at 4.15 but when she went in, we saw the tv said its flying off at 4.20am!!! then the gate is closing.. we were like shouting to her to go faster.. so worried for her lo.. den we went to sit down at the BK gossiping.. lol.. er... at around 9 plus we went hm le .. den i from 9.30 slept till 6.30 pm.. song ! hmm.. ..gtg lei bye bye

buzy

bEEn buzy this few days.. bringing my sis around sing..but so far onli night safari, wif ying and des, esplanade wif annie, yi ling, jas and lau pat sat.. the night safari was kinda ok.. was boring when on the tram ride.. expect to see amusing stuffs.. then the animal show was funny.. and the night walk was not bad.. then today went to watch dorm and it was really a nice show.. althought it was about ghost but its not scary.. it is very touching. the ghost is very handsome.. hehe... we seldom see handsome ghost.. onli those woman wif long hair, scary eyes and long finger nails.. should go and watch.. its comical too.. we took alot of pics... and i dun know y my picasa cannot use.. if not can upload. ok.. gtg le.. bye!

p.s. : wt, next time muz come meet us.. no matter what! nvr miss out the fun..

lousy com

Hi everyone! imma at mei yu's hse blogging now.. the lousy com of mine is giving me trouble's again.. nvm.. in future i m a computer engineer le and so i m able to cure my com le.. guys, in future if ur com have prob, can just call me up! i will give ur 20% discount! cccccrrraaapppping.. ok.. i went for the braces consultation on sat and the doc said can put rubber straight away and tml gonna put braces.. they moulded my teeths and i found tt my teeths are cute so i intented to upload here.. but too bad.. com kept hang.. but after puting the rubber, it is so uneasy.. the first day was alright and can still eat stuffs.. den the second morning, i can't even bite food. i had to use the front teeths to do the job.. now i m not eating, just typing, is aching too! so sickening.. tml will be worser.. nvm.. can slim down.. cos only can eat porridgeee.. oh.. my sis coming tonight.. have to go and fetch her.. ok.. blog till here.. dun blame me for not updating for the rest of the weeks.. blaMe my cOm.. :) byEE!!

back

went to watch 'bIg mamma's 2' quite nice.. very funny... den walked around, had dinner and came back home.. den juz now my father called and tell me my sis is coming to singapore to visit me.. erm.. mixed feelings.. excited to see her face, see the changes .. but i dun know how to be a good guest.. i dun know where to bring her to.. wadever shit!! she'd coming on next mon.. ok.. wait till she come den say la.. byee!! so tiired ! good night!

JAE

JAE posting results out le.. 3/3/06 releasaed le.. i was still sleeping den a lot of ppl msged me to ask. HH called me to help her check den i finally woke up to check.. so scared and nervous before checking... i am posted to Temasek poly's ENGINEERING !!! wad the hell!! i DUN LIKE TT COURSE! i dun wanna be a technician! then we went down to the polys to appeal.. early in the morning like seven plus or eight we reached TP le.. alot of ppl.. they said muz bring result slip, form A and testimonal but i can't find my result slip. then the application form tt we r gonna fill state tt we muz attach result slip, form A and testimonal! and i was like ?! i m under stress again and dun know wad to do le.. at a loss! nearly cried out.. cos it means tt i cannot appeal at all and muz be a technician in future.. den yan ling asked me to go find advisor to seek advice.. den tt person say : did u bring ur form A?
LL: yes..
advisor: den can already.. u never read instruction ? its either form A OR result slip...
LL: phew!!!!

den did all the neccessary stuffs... alot of ppl there..

then go eat breakfast and head down to Ngee anne poly. saw shu ying in the train and she said she is posted to nursing course... gonna appeal to science courses.. we reached clementi and asked how to go Ngee ann and the mrt stuff said we are the dun noe no. asked her.. like over hundred le.. den we saw dominic and da zhi xian when we walked down the stair and they were going up.. den we talked and said 'hi' to dom and nobody cares abt big zhi xian.. lolx.. den when later, we reached the end of the staircase le and saw yoke leong and arwin den we talked and then dominic walked down the staircase to join us.. they were funny... dom asked me not to worry being a technician as there will have enough chairs for me if i can't reach the thing... -_- wadever.. in any case, i'm not gonna be tt!! ok then we go np le and there were a lot of ppl der!! all wanna appeal to there.. they dun need result slips or wad.. just fill in forms and insert them to the box can le.. saw my tuition centre's ppl... saw sherman they all and simin.. she's posted to Republic poly.. the business computing .. den took cab to nan yang poly.. saw 5/2 ppl .. and tuition ppl .. diff ppl.. oh juz hope can get into the courses.. ok bye!! gtg .. watching movie wif mei yu.. cannot late! bye!!

baCk

tHe last entry i said tt sunday shld be my last day working in the shop but the next day, at around 12 plus, i got a phone call.
kAt: hello, janice ar, u nvr open shop ar?!
LL: kat ar? today not u open meh?!
kat: no .. its u.. lucky gini pass by der to look.. if not whole day nvr open shop..
LL: oh ok.. i will go and open shop now.

cut down alot of details.. will be working till next tuesday.. as judy is going for operation tml.. well, wish her good luck.. shall prey for her..oh.. both yesterday and today's sales super lousy and no customer.. so i was so super sian.. but our dear lin na came and accompany me.. so grateful to her!! if not i will really be bored to death! Today nvr expect her to come. she come and we did a lot of nonsense stuff.. lolx. like taking a lot of pics and play games.. cos no customer ma.. haiz.. tml i will be all alone and its sure to be boring.. oh.. and i wanna apologize to mei yu for shuang yue.. i didn't go out wif her when i long ago agreed.. sorry.. oh.. getting my tml!! yeah! its such a long time since i have the rich feeling le.. hehe.. ok.. bye!!

saved

although the issue is solved but i still feel uneasy.. i nearly caused Kat to lose a lot of money because of my blurness and stupidity. Luckily Judy helped mie.. and i really like judy alot.. she's damn nice!! juz like a mother to me.. so caring and would even help me say good things.. she's gonna do operation.. so hope tt she's gonna be ok and go back to work as soon as she recovers. Today should be my last day working there le.. for this month.. after working there, i've learnt a lot of things.. and gained new experiances. working there, i also dun have to be penalised for being late, keyed wrong data or i dun have to pay up if the cash register is short of money.. think this is the best company i will ever encounter for my entire life and i mux thanks swensen for not allowing me to work there so tt my uncle's friend will introduce this job and kat they all to me.. oh.. how i wish i can go overseas now.. i really feel like going to another country to take a break.. athough my O results is like shit but i m happy wif it.. so by going overseas, it is a form of rewarding myself for the hardwork i've done before O and by releasing stress.. i have been under stress since last yr.. i can still remember tt before last yr's chinese new yr, i had been showing atitude to everyone until O tt period.. so juz hope the JAE thingy quicky release and i will know which course i'm gonna take.. oh.. think i really have no fate wif the braces.. last yr i went to a dentist at eng yen's hse there and he said he dun do braces so he introduced me to a dental clinic at paragon. so i called up and made an appointment last week and offered me this dentist. but when tt day finally arrived, they called me and said tt the doctor they offered me dun do braces and i have to be offered again.. so they will call back and confirm wif me again.. but i didn't manage to ans to my phone as i was working and the next day, they didn't call me again, thinking tt i m not interested anymore.. so, i called them up on fri to make another appointment again.. and my appointment will be on 11/3 next week? shld be.. hope this time round will be ok.. make a simple braces also so difficult.. haiz.. patheic.. oh..shld go lo.. bye.. eyes getting tired.. before i leave, can anybidy help me define the term FRIEND? thanks. :)

hmm.. went to libRary wIf kat yesterday.. borrowed a lot of books... chit-chat wif her.. sometimes, i felt tt she is more of a friend to me den a boss.. he he..( hey, kat, dun think tt i'm juz trying to be good by saying this..) think u minght come in bah.. well, hi!! wanna blog too? ask mie how ba.. ok.. wadever... crapping.. hmm.. after the lib trip, went to walk around to kill the time wif her since huang huan postphoned the time we meet to 3.00pm. den went to punggol to meet her at around 2 plus.. we went back pri sch.. i dun like going back.. not as in dun want to meet my teachers but very far!! and its extremely troublesome.. we dun even know which bus-stop to alight.. we in the end, we had to take a cab der.. den finally met Mrs lim and ms wong.. now called mrs eng. they are still the same.. nvr change much.. okie after tt went to hh's hse as she wanted to change to home clothes. wow.. saw her bro.. he actually asked me abt my result.. thought he wont ask. den went to orchard.. she wanted to buy her RJ uniform.. seeing her buying her U, i have a sudden regretness.. y didn't i study hard in sec 3? den i will be buying SAjc's U wif her.. hai.. think too much.. poly also not bad la..(self console) :p den went to food republic and eat.. there are so many choices and we were like hell? too many varieties.. thought will see joanna der.. cos she said she working der.. but nvr see.. after tt went to see bad and she bought a bag. well, i didn't buy anything.. but i bought a lot of stuffs today.. like hp pouch, screen protector, the dun know call wad.. think its called handphone strap.. der's this doll so cute.. its hanging on my phone.. and another strap which is a big head... both very cute.. mei yu also bought them.. we are like twins liao.. haha.. oh i bought a foundation too.. dun wanna lin na's mascara and eye shadow rot on my table so i bought it to put a slight make up when i go for work or poly use..having a ATM card is so dangerous for me.. i will keep on using it like siao.. haiz.. but nvm.. i borrowed a book on how to manage money.. oh..we saw chen han wei and ruan mian mian today when we went to take neoprint.. they went der for filming too..the ruan mian mian very pretty.. den very skinny too.. ok.. tml needa work.. sure very sian.. cos sun very few ppl.. sure slack like hell.. k la! gotta go le! bYe..

hAppy Valentine's dAe!! well, i spent V. day at hm slacking, dating wif my TV. ok.. my result for O levels was pretty good for ME.. the result was bad.. but i did improve a lot.. a lot of ppl thought tt i m sad to get tt result esp my boss.. she even advised me to retake O!! lolx.. den she even gave me her friend's phone no. to talk about the courses i'm not sure of.. wadever she did for me, i am very glad.. i think she is more of a friend to me den a boss.. so sweet of her.. they even asked me whether i want to join them for bankok.. nice? yea.. i think so.. but i rejected anyway.. feel quite extra.. den have to spend $300 ++ .. thought of saving up the money for poly uses.. for those of u who didn't do well for their O, dun be sad.. try harder this time round.. its not the end of the world.. like wad they told me, take this yr as a blessing yr instead of a curse.. u may get to know more things and learn more things.. so *always look on the bright side!!!* sian.. the courses they offered me were like shit.. my dream to be a hotelier, is shattered! i failed my eng and so i can't take tt course.. the courses i'm eligible are IT, designing, engineering and sciences.. wth.. the science courses' cut off point are so high tt i can't even get into them.. so no point offering them to me.. den i'm left wif the rest.,.. so sick.. all i dun like.. but wadever the case, i chosed IT in ngee anne poly... i'm stepping onto my tuition teacher's path.. she's doing tt as her career.. she's doing it quite well.. so hope my future is as bright as her.. oh.. congrats to huang huan and lin na who did well for their O.. yea.. tts all for today.. bYe!

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yEa!! new phone!! N6111! so happy.. went to buy the phone juz now wif lin na.. its a pink colour one.. so nice.. i like it so much.. well, although happy but i still can't forget tt i'm gonna get my result in 14hrs later.. well, my future shall be decided in 14hrs later.. so scary!! its like i;m trying to forget tt i'm getting the resulr but when ever i was enjoying, there will always have somebody to remind me!! pls!! dun! i'm stress enough! ok.. wadever.. the future is set and the marks are set.. i can't change anything by worrying.. (self console..) but million thanks to those who had consoled me.. aiya.. shall blog tml.. bye!

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OOOh!!! Friday is the dAe!!!! so nervous.. heard the news juz now tt friday is the release of our result.. was like.. hell?! i'm still enjoying from working.. not wanting to face reality at all andnow i have to face them in 4 days time!!! ok.. if i've passed and did very well, i shall go poly and study hotel management BUT.. if i didn't do well, wad am i gonna do? retake? tts definitly not in my list.. go laselle? maybe.. NAFA? no.. Shatec? no money.. Australia? no sponsor..argh!! wad am i gonna do??!! i've got no idea..

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yesterday, which is 47mins ago, was my first day working in the shop.. it was totally different from the atrium.. made a lot of stupid mistakes.. lolx.. cant even believe it.. was so pai seh.. so blur.. den before going for work, lin na went to do her visa thingy at UOB den i was applying ATM card at DBS bank and they were juz opposite each other but we were blur enough to think tt we r going to the same back so when i reached DBS, i called her..
LL: where are u?
LN:at info counter.. q
LL: where got info counter? so many ppl.. can't even see u..
LN: u at UOB or DBS??
LL:DBS
LN: crazy la.. i at UOB!
haiz.. den went to q and there were a lot of ppl.. so when finally it was my turn, i said:i wanna apply ATM card.
lady:oh u wanna apply ATM card?muz go info counter to apply..
LL:-_-
after waiting and q for around 15mins to 20mins and got this reply.. waste my time.. den went to info counter and finally applied. so after tt, went to meet lin na finally so i crossed opposite but when i called her again to ask her where she was and she said she juz reached DBS bank.. wad the?! i also reach UOB liao.. so i had to go back to DBS bank again and finally, we managed to meet each other!! its like filming a movie.. lolx.. aiya.. today blog till here.. very tired.. tml still needs to work.. so gd nite! bye!